Arrived safely. Thanks fr th textes nd everything, so sorreh tht I couldnt reply t any of them. Went shopping earlier in th morning. Then hung out w andy nd nat. At a cyber cafe now, bt there isnt a fricking decent person online t chat with /:

Well, I miss you guys. Bt I just realised how much I miss australia. I miss roaming arnd here w nat nd andy, its so fun. So freeee ;DD I'll come online again soon, hopefully when you guys are online ;D

Operator, th line is dead. Dont write me off just yet,2:59 AM I know that priorities never understand reality,
Nd time never lends itself to those who are waiting on love.

I was complaining t Nathen over th net tht I dont have a fricking hicard t bring t aus t use nd tht I wouldnt be able t text anyone here except my web. So he offered t let me use his phone when I'm at his house. Yey! Is he th best or wht? ;DD

6 more hours, I kinda dont wnt t leave.

I can't find the nerve to pick up the telephone, Dont write me off just yet,12:36 AM Scary Beautiful, Dont write me off just yet,6:06 AM They call it Collateral Love.
Yeah, right.

Th LeeWeiSong workshop thingy today was fun. Realleh realleh fun.
I cut my hair! I kinda like it, I kinda dont like it too. HAHA.

I watch some funneh show on teevee last night. It was so sweeet! Th guy sang t his girlfrienddd.

Note t self: Must get a partner who cn sing dammit well ;DD

I hate th way this makes me go insane, Dont write me off just yet,7:09 AM When even that alleviates no agony,
Yknow something's desperately wrong.

I'm at Baby's house now! So I'm a veh happy girl, Baby's mine mine mine!
Bt she belong's t someone else now too, so.. Dammit /: I miss her so so so much nd I wish
she was coming w me t aus on wed, bt she cnt/: So I promised t buy lotsss of stuff fr her ;D

Town today, bt I quarrelled w sis nd it was a disaster /:

If I was, You could be happy. Dont write me off just yet,4:47 AM And everyone else that it hits,
Is nothing more than collateral damage.

I went t make my IC this morning! It was pretty quick. Then went t pick up my report book nd then off t visit grandmama in th hospi. She's much better now!

She even recognised me! Hahhaa, she even tried t talk t me! Something tht she has never ever done. Bt I didnt know wht she was talking abt, cos no sound came out of her mouth /:

Ohh! Bt she responded super funnily t my mum!

Mum: ji lei si bwee eh, ah-lee-sa. san eh di chu.
This is th fat one, alyssa. Th thin one's at home.
Grandma just smiles.
Mum: jin bwee hor?
Veh fat right? (!!!!)
Grandma: Buey.. Smilesssss.
Not(As in not fat) ;DD

AHAHAH, this is so unlike grandmama. My grandmama is so cute! Nd I'M NOT FAT according t herr ;DD She's so thin now though, like a bag of bones, you have t see it t believe it ////:

Anyway, today is upload photo day! Enjoy! ;DD


From a long long ago at my gran's baptisim ;D Bdayy, Jasmine ;D Euphiccs! ;DD Thats my dog licking th bowl. My wife is a pretty girl ;D I thought this was funnehhhh ;P She realleh licked th bowl cleeeeean ;D Yes, her! Th lovessss ;D #2! ;DD Taire Buddy ;DD Zee Cupcakes tht Wifee gt fr me ;DD Wifee nd Ger ;D <3 ;D Girlfrienddd ;DD They gt me donuts! ;DDD ;DD
Dont write me off just yet,1:49 AM I'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go,
But you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat.

Cross country todayy. So many pple in class pon, there were only 12 or 13 in attendance -.- Anyw, didnt even run fr th stupid thing. Walked th whole thang w cheryl, vithya nd tia. Haha, it was rather short. Only 3km.

Took a shuttle bus t clementi, bt waited fr th damned busdriver fr almost half an hour. Met Jane nd we went grocery shopping! Gt chicken, pizza, chips nd sweets. We went up t her house nd cooked th food t pig out. Caught up w Lword ;DD Bt it was realleh funneh because we kept having t pause th show when her lil bro came out. Shite, girls are so hot. I like ;D

We watched Coyote Ugly too, tht guy is so so so so so so so hot pls. After tht, I homed /:

Yeah cause no one will ever feel like this again, Dont write me off just yet,2:04 AM Its not that I'm stupid,
I just refuse t play games w You.

Stuck in a realm of should haves nd what ifs, says:
HEY HEY YOU YOU
Stuck in a realm of should haves nd what ifs, says:
I DONT LIKE YOUR GIRLFRIEND!
Stuck in a realm of should haves nd what ifs, says:
Oh wait, you dnt have one.
† says:
-.-
† says:
I HAVE
† says:
WHAT DAY IS IT TODAY?
Stuck in a realm of should haves nd what ifs, says:
HAHAHA, OH SHITE! ITS WEDNESDAY!
Stuck in a realm of should haves nd what ifs, says:
I just insulted myself -.-
† says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH
Wednesday Girlfriend nd I always forget when its Wednesday ;P

God, I'm so stupid sometimes. Today was okeh, gen nd I skipped th whole of th bodyjam thing ;D Subway w Grace nd Arlene. It was kinda fun cos Arl was being a idiot nd making us laugh.

Ohohhh, nd yknow smth. I loveee Cupcakee, she's so funneh nd she tells me lots of interesting stories. HAHA ;DD

Cross country tmr! I'm like, one of th only non-sport person who's nt ponning th goddamned thing. Shite, I'm gg t be like some loser while those crazy sprinters run ahead of me ////:

Today was a fun day, realllly. Bt then, she had t show up nd spoil everything. Ag,
I hate her so much.

This game is vicious, Dont write me off just yet,5:14 AM I dont know,
I really dont.

I cant figure it out, I just know tht this feels like shite. Dont write me off just yet,6:28 AM They call kids like us vicious and carved out of stone,
But for what we've become, we just feel more alone.

Th rest of th results today, except fr Amath they werent tht bad I guess. Just nt fantastic. Surprisingly, my mum didnt say much abt it. Either it hasnt sank in, or she's really keeping t her word t "Accept your results since you've worked so hard". OR, maybe she's just waiting fr my report book so she cn rail at me all at once. I hope thts nt th case though ;DD

Bused t tiong w belle, ger nd jane today fr lunchhh. LJS, hahaha. I was craving fr it like mad so we decided t go there. Ate, walked a bit then went homeee. Jane wnts me t say tht I was veh veh happy cos I havent been out w her fr a long time nd tht I miss her alot. Hahaha, bt I do ;DD

Trained w Jane t clementi then bused home. I realleh realleh realleh wnt a pretty mp3. I think I'm th only loser in school who doesnt have any kind of a goddamned music player /:

My gran(daddy's mama) has been admitted t th hospital. She's alright now, bt she may nt live fr veh long. Dnt blog abt her much cos she has never been a big part of my life. I remember her as a quiet smiling grandparents who has never made any effort t bond w any of us cousins(there's abt 12/13 of us in total). Bt she had a stroke when I was in sec 1, nd tht made me realise tht no matter wht, she's still my grandmother.

She's never realleh recovered since then, nd I realleh wish tht I had a closer bond w her. Bt I guess there's no one t blame, I'm still much closer t my maternal gran. I just hope tht she doesnt leave us so sooon, I wnt t be filial t her even if I cnt talk t her much, nd if she refuses t respond t me(she likes t ignore pple who talks t her). God, dont take grandmama away too soon okeh?

I know that being heartbrokened wont change anything, bt still. Dont write me off just yet,4:00 AM My imagination's much worse,
I just never want to know.

We gt back half of our results today! Lets just say, I studied my ass off, bt I still didnt do tht well. Morale of th story, next time, I'll have t study till my ass is invisible. Bad analogy I know, bt still.

Anyway, whtever. Th rest of th results tmr, I think tht I failed Amath. Oh well /: Computer lab-ing w jasmine noww. Nd she was singing t th monitor just now. Haha, my dog is so cute ;DD Off t serene later w her t meet carissa nd melissa ;DD

This story's gg nowhere, Dont write me off just yet,11:51 PM Th cruelest lies are often told in silence,
I screamed, through tht silence.

Okeh, so yesterday was alright. Lotssss of pple cldnt make it, so tht was kinda sad. Euphoria, belle nd jasmine came over earlyyy, then cherry arrived. We hanged abit nd had lotssss of fun camwhoring nd laughing. Then euph, belle nd jasmine left fr a concert ///:

Anyway, yeah. Ger arrived nd everyone else(which wasnt alot). We ate, talked. Laughed nd tht was kinda it. I loveee everyone, bt it wasnt a very nice bday fr me. I just didnt feel happy. \:

I miss limliyi quite alot. Stupidshiteee, please stop ponning school nd come backkk. I miss you like shiteeee. Nd I miss gg home tgt w you, I dnt care if we miss 10thousand bus stops, I just miss youuuuuu.

I'm 15! Bt I feel 13.
Results back tmr, I'm scared /:

Please put the doctor on the phone, because I'm not making any sense. Dont write me off just yet,12:53 AM Even th happy songs are sad.
As it goes,
Dont lose control.
Just dont lose control.

Went t tiong on wed after school w mich, bel nd simin. It was kinda fun, we ate, shopped nd took printssss ;DD They went off t HBF bt I went homeee. I likeee th prints ;DD

Thursday! Cabbed t town w Arlene, Mich nd Carissaaaaa. Kbox is th bombbbb. We had so much funnn. Hahhahaa, bought foood. Sang alot, went t th arcade nd played house of deadddd. Watched them ddr, didnt wnt t play cos I'd just maluate myself thereeee. Hehhh. Arlene ddrs like a pro la cnnnnnnn /:

Soooooooooooo many pple cnt come tmr, thts kinda saddening. I'm gg t turn 15 in 1 nd a half hoursssss. I still feel 14, nd kid-ish ;DD

Oh oh, there's lots of retarded peeektures tht we took fr th past few days on Arlene's blog. Go check them out, BT THEY ARE REALLEH RETARDED. DONT LAUGH. HAHA. www.arl-elxf.blogspot.com ;DD

You cn weasel your way out of this, its not your first time. I know you can do it. Nd like a fool, I'd let you. Its alright.

Oh, get a grip on yourself Alllllly.

There's nothing else I wnt more, Dont write me off just yet,7:38 AM And when it all goes to hell,
Will you be able to tell me,
You're sorry with a straight face?

Oh, I forgot t say, some beng asked me fr my no at th bus stop yesterday. It was kinda fricky. Like hello, no bengs pleaseee. Ewww. HAHA. Was planning t taire w Michelle th wholeee night yesterday, bt my mum came in arnd 1050 nd said tht she'd give me 5 mins t turn off th comp, nd if I didnt comply, I could forget abt using it ever again -.-

Nd nd, I dreamt tht I was w this guy nd this girl. Nd we were running away frm some pple, th guy gt injured nd we were in a truck so I drove off. Only some bad guy took away th sterring wheel so I couldnt steered, SO. WE CRASHED. Bt we didnt die ;DD

Anyway, I've been packing fr Australiaaaa! Nd I realised tht I actually have realllleh nice clothes, just that I cnt wear them in singapore cos its too darn hot /: I cnt wait actually, shopping spreeeee ;DD

I just realised tht wht they say is TRUE. I can actually realleh look like a lian if I wnt t. God, I've so much "lian potential" tht I scare myself. HAHA. Ohhh, nd I've fallen in loveee w my hair. I realleh realleh love it now, its so prettttty. Except you guys cnt see it cos I always tie it up, HAHA. I wnt it shorter, by my mum wont allow me to cut it -.-

There's times when I want something more, Dont write me off just yet,11:24 PM There is just one way to learn,
Sometimes we'll get hurt.

TODAY IS UPLOAD PICTURES DAY. YEY! PICTURES AT END OF POST ;D

Today is a happppy day. Cos cos cos, I went out w my dears! Waited fr stupidshitee at th orchard train station nd we walked over t heeren t meet eliz. Went t cine t decide which movie t watch nd t wait fr sandra. By th time she came, we decided nt t watch movie alreadyyyy. We played at th arcade. House of Deadddd. Stupidshite kept chiding me fr screaming, bt I cldnt help it! It was fricking scarehhh. Nd we played airhockey! Bt she won, 9-5 //: Hahhaa.

Trained t HBF t walk arnd a lil. Caicai came t meet me at arnd 330 ;DD Ly, eliz nd sandra trained back t town. Cai nd I went t make a bearrrrrrr fr belle's belated bday, its was super super super fun! We stuffed th bear, dressed it, named it etc etc. Hahaha, belle better nt read this yet ;DD

After tht we went t walk arnd a little, was super tired so went t yoshinoya fr a drink. Then bused homeeee. Hahaha, its sounds so boring right? Bt it was kinda funnn, I loveeee cai ;D

I've thought abt it. Nd I still wonder why. Yknow, I've always put you above everything nd everyone. Nt even my family members, boy/girlfriend, or anyone else. You were always first. It was always, "No, I cnt do it, I'm already doing it fr -" or, "No, I cnt go, I already promised - tht I'd do smth w her". I've never ever lied t you about anything nd I never ever discussed any of your personal matters w anyone else, how could I bear t? I would never do anything t make you feel hurt in anyway, bt yet. You decided tht you could do tht t me. That truth, is very hard t face.

Bt anyway, it doesnt matter. Because I always believe tht pple have a reason fr doing whtever they do. So I trust tht you had a reason, when you said nd did all those things. Maybe you just hid stuff frm me because you didnt wnt t complicate things, maybe wht you said didnt sound like wht you meant. Whtever it is, I still love you. I cnt write away a friendship of a few years just like tht. Please dont do this again, friend.

I'M A SUNSHINE KID. Yknow, sunshine kids are happy babies who smile all th time nd always look at th bright sideee of life. We alwaysssss look at pple's good points ;DD
BE A SUNSHINE KID TODAY! FREE MEMBERSHIP FR A LIMITED TIME ONLY! ;DDD

Hereeee You go! Th long awaited picturesss ;DD
Feefeeee at jasmine's house! ;pJasmine's furry pig slippperr! ;DDSis at burgerkinggggI was bored okehh.I like those shadessss ;DDBabyyyy ;DDAt th poool side, we were bored t death.;pI loveee herr ;D;DDBet you're wondering who's she's talking t ;DDThey were just waiting fr us t buy them! Nd we had no moolah /:Eliz nd Sandraaaa ;DDStupidshiteee! ;DDWe look thin thin thin ;DDSo cuteeeee! I want him ///:Caicaiii!At yoshinoya ;DMEEEEET HOTSHOT! ;DDHotshot, nd Cai ;DYoshinoyaaaaa#2 lovee ;DI loveee caiyan alot alott ;DD

Thats all fr tonight, I'm superrrrrrrrrr tired. Byebyeee ;DD

The mind games we play,

Dont write me off just yet,11:20 PM