I woke up w a heartbeat in my head,
I walked out with her in my head.

Cheenapok exams today. Part went well. Th other half, nt so well /: Hahaha. Studied a bit of Amath after school. Then homed. I wnt t upload pictures! Bt I'm lazy, heh.

1 nd a half weeeeek more of exams. Rawrrrr.

When Your heart went on a journey all alone, Dont write me off just yet,5:50 AM Backhand compliments nd snide comments,
Why nt you just say it t me in my face.

Right, I havent been blogging fr forever. Been mugging. I feel so tiredddd so I'm onlinee ;D Anyway, so many things have happened, I cnt be bothered t blog about them. I just feel so pressured by th upcoming exams. Last night, I dreamt tht I got F9s fr everything except fr English. I woke up gasping okay. Fricking scarehh.

Going t aus on th 30th! I kinda cant wait, shopping spreeeeeee. Going back t my old school t visit old classmates theree ;D Just gotta get th fricking exams out of th way, nd I'll be a happy girl ;D

Underground activities huh. I wonder how many comments have been made behind my back. This has been gg on fr way too long. Th saddest thing is, I'm still completely clueless. Eww, this sucks. Sub-cliques in cliques are not healthy.

Over 2 monthssss have passed.

I miss You, bt I bet You never think of me. Dont write me off just yet,2:06 AM Cos everytime I want t walk away,
Something makes me stay.
Nd I cant tell You wht it is,

I've been trying t abstain from th computer lately. Wont be using much till after exams I guess. Bt then, it'd be th holidays after exams so I wont be able t blog much either, unless I go over t Baby's house.

Yeah, been rather mundane lately. Examsssssss! For th next 3 weeks, I'm starting t panick now. So I guess I should be gg home nd mugging my ass off now.

Ciao ;D

If You could stay, everything else would fade away. Dont write me off just yet,12:18 AM Bitch Personified,
I can make things happen t You, are You gamed?

So, I've been sick fr th past few days. Fever nd what nots. Quite irritating really. Bt anyway, I'm back at school now. Screwed up amath test really bad, I didnt know how t do a single question. I hate myself, why do I suck at Amath so much?! //:

Bio was funneh today. Cherrics nd I were chatting away like happy hobbits. I remember how I told Seok that I'm gg t be a hobbit nd live in a cave, tht seems like a really good idea now. I may consider, it sounds like fun ;D

Cherrics nd I have decided that we've been SUNSHINE KIDS for too long, its time t return t our mourning gerneration. EMOKIDS /: I EMO YOU EMO, WE ALL EMO. We wear black, we sing depressing songs nd we do self mulitlation too! Wheepeeeee!

HAHAHAHA. I'M JUST KIDDING. WE'RE STILL SUNSHINE KIDS! I'M STILL SUPERGIRL ND CHERRY'S STILL SUPERWOMAN. WE ARE HAPPPY HAPPPPY KIDSSSSS ;D

Skidmarks on Your skull, opened You wide for Hell. Dont write me off just yet,12:39 AM It funny how everytime I resolve not t think about You,
Your presence'd flood my mind.

I've havent blogged in a few daysss. Went t somje church youth thingy on saturday. It was kinda fun, bt I still dnt know anyone yet. Haha, I think I'm gg again next week.

I was sick th whole of yesterday nd this morning. Bt still dragged myself t school cos of international friendship day. It was okay luh, tolley house got 3rd! Haha, better than nothing ;D

At th comp lab w Arlene now. I think I'm gg t go home soon. Gotta bad headache, bio&hist test tmr /:

Its crazy how You make me feel th way I feel, Dont write me off just yet,1:00 AM Do you really think a pocket full of doves are gg t come flying out?
D'you think we'll all ride th peace train?
Face it.
Party's over, that loser is history.

Celebrated my Aunt's 50th birthday yesterday. It was kinda fun, except I didnt have time t study for Chem. So my test today was screwed. Damn /: Bio, Amath, History nd Pure lit test next week, I'm gg t prepare fr them SERIOUSLY. I swear.

Today was kinda fun I guess. Mrs Chua is such a -. I cant stand her -.- Miss Lim didnt come, so th Amath group just sat at th back t complete all our work. After school, went fr lunch. Whiled our time away in 3/4 then went fr ELDDS.

HAHA, eldds was super ultralord fun cos we didnt do anything. Just sat around nd gossipped. It was like, yeah. Fun. Haha.

My sister nd mum are back frm Japan! They didnt buy much back though /: Bt my mum got me a skirt nd a nike baggggg, so I shant complain. Yey! ;D

Ohh! Did I mention? If you type in www.beautifullychaoticc.blogspot.com , th site still exists! I've no idea whyyyyy. I've already deleted it ///: How? Does anyone know wht t do? My mum cant go there! I'd just die /:

Anyway, in bio, cherry nd I were talking about hot topics, go t her blog t read more about it. I promise you a few minutes of entertainment.

Hereeee are th pictures that I owe you guys ;D


Cherricssss, ;D


My confidante ;D


Wednesday girlfriend. HAHA, At th partehh ;D


Friday Girlfriend ;D


Arlene's new hamsterrr ;D

THATS th flowerrr! Thankssss Arleneee ;D


On our way t church ;D


We were bored okay,


Sugar! Lovesssss ;D


Rae nd Cherrics ;D


My loveliesss ;D


Aunty's Birthday dinner ;D

She's finally back frm Japan! ;D


Baby! ;D


I love this girl ;D



Yey! Thats allll. There were actually a few more, bt I'm too lazyyy to post them. Haha, next time ;D

Fasten up Your seatbelts, for a bumpy road t hell.
Dont write me off just yet,5:07 AM In th end.

In th end, I'd still be waiting here.
In th end, I'd still be caring.
In th end,
Does it even matter?

Yesterday was puree crap. I completely screwed up my Amath paper. Today didnt go too well either, we were accused of cheating in our Amath paper. Like, hello? I just FLUNKED my Amath paper, oh yeahh. I copied th answers of someone's paper nd STILL flunk? I know You think I'm dumb, bt how dumb do You think I am?! -.-

For th first time in th 3 years I've spent in stmargs, I didnt really want t come t school, my sleeping patterns have been irregular, nd I'm tireddd /: Bt I decided t come anyway cos Gen really needed help w th Tolley stuff. So yeah.

I dnt think - 's that bad. I think she's actually a really nice person. Really. Its just irritating sometimes when she tries too hard t fit in, making pple feel ugh at th same time. Bt if we all really think about it, its because she likes us, nd she wants t be one of us. Nd yknow, I really like her. I admit, she gets on my nerves sometimes, bt she's really a nice person. I dnt wnt t be a hypocrite, I dnt wnt t say tht I hate her. Because I dnt. Yet, have I done justice t her? Yeah okay, I've bitched about her before. Bt I've thought it over, I dont wana be like that. I'm gg t really try t be a good friend t her, cos even though she's really annoying sometimes, she's actually a really great person t be with. No more of that nonsense, I cant keep th hypocrite act up. Either I'm a bitch, or I'm your friend. There's no double standard.

Featured friends of th day! LimLiYi nd CherryLimJieYi. Wifeee, for always making me laugh at all th ridiculous things she says, nd Stupidshitee for always helping me out in doing little things like buying my food fr me etc etc w/o complaints. I loveeee You two ;D

Its th state of bliss You think You're dreaming, Dont write me off just yet,6:06 AM I can't seem to get my heart over You,
Cause You creep into everything I do.
And now im dying to know how she touched You,
I cant take t see her w You.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BELINDA TANG WEI HAN! I LOVE YOUU ;D

Yesterday was funnn. Homed after tui. Cherry nd Rae came over for a while. We went down t BPP for dinner! Macssss, got flavour shotsss nd apple dippers! I loveee ;D We went t get minimelts after dinner, yummehh. Bought teenage, then we cabbed t church. It was so retarded cos church was only 5 mins away, nd we paid extra 2 bucks fr th cab cos it was peak hour /:

Church was fuuuun. Watched some movie. We camwhored alot. Laughed alot, talked shite. Refreshments after th service was funneh! Cherrics's kaima kept bringing plate after plates of fooood fr us till we were stuffed. Laughed like crazy idiots nd had t rush t th toilet t peeeeeee. HAHA. Cabbed home nd said goodbyee /:

Upload th pics when my sis gets back frm japan ;D


Seok is quite an interesting person t talk t. She's just so full of warped ideas nd weird philosophies. Bt she does make good points I guess. We were talking about how sometimes, right pple come nd th wrong time, nd th wrong pple comes at th right time. Wth, that totally sucks dnt you think?

Its better t be loved than t love. Everybody knows that, it just happens that people are stupid. Most of us choose t love those who dont love us back. Dammit. Stupid girls. Yet if you try t tell someone tht, they'd get defensive nd insist tht they knw wht they're doing. Nd when You dont, they get hurt. Either way, its th same thang. I guess people just have t learn frm their own mistakes, nd not Yours.

Then why not give those who love you a chance? Rather than th person that You're so hung about, since she obviously doesnt get it/doesnt appreciate you that way. Because, I'm a selfish bitch. That was th only way I could think of answering that question. Cos if you think about it, its kinda true. Nd yet, its nt like it my choice. D'you think I'd rather refuse love nd stay like that instead of being happy? Wht kind of idiot do you think I am? Of course not. Sometimes, You just cant help it.

I miss SUGAR nd WIFEEE /:

In th middle of a breakdown, watching You scream. Dont write me off just yet,11:21 PM

Why'd You go and break what's already broken,
I try to take a breath but I'm already choking
How long will it be till this goes away?


Towning today! The first part really sucked. Bused t sch w Baby t
pass gen stuff fr tolley. Then bused t town, was pissed cos we cldnt
use th free tickets thingy, cos didnt have dad's thingy. So bought th
tickets w cash, only t realise tht I should've just signed it myself -.-
Went down t eat at pastamania, bt decided nt to again cos th student's specials
started at 2pm nd it was only 12. Bt wewere too hungy. So went t eat at LJS, gt
cheated of our money //:



Walked arnd. Got prints at heeren! Went t Zara t look at clothesss.
Walked arnd a bit then went t cine t wait fr Ger. We went t watch
th number 23! Hahaha, Its was kinda freaky. To me I mean, bt I thought it
was a pretty gooood show ;D After tht we walked arnda bit. Went over t fareast.
 Then decided t go t macs fr dinner. Was kinda tired after that, so Baby nd
I bused homeee ;D


Tui tmr then homee. Then church w Wifee! At least I think I'm allowed t go!
My daddy just said tht he wants t find out where's th place first. Nd its like,
near my house. So it should be finee. Yey! I love it when mummy's nt here t stop
me frm gg t church at other places. Dnt get me wrong thou, I love my mother.
Its just tht I feel its my own prerogative t decide where I wnt t go t
church at. So yeahh ;D


I cant wait t see Wifeee ;D


I can't seem to get my heart over you

Dont write me off just yet,10:17 PM A line of elms plunging nd tossing like horses
Nd everyone, everyone pointing up nd shouting,
Th heart,
Can sometimes be troublesome.

Today was quite a tedious day. Debates were fun! Our class won ;D Dreamt through th rest of th day, till we had t leave for prefects commendation ;D Boarded th bus w cherry nd liyi. Haha, was kinda fun, we camwhored alot. Bt when th pastor starting speaking we all fell asleep ;p

After th service we went off t LJS to eeeeaaattt. Cos we were hungry. Met shu, walked over t Raffles City. Walked arnd. Went t ben nd jerry's. Got icecream, ger came t join us ;D Then I went home, bt they stayed.

Tonight staying over at Baby's house! Dad bringing me over later. Then towning tmr w her nd ger&liyi. Yey! ;D

Even when You dont say a thing, I'm still stuck on You. Dont write me off just yet,4:26 AM I HAVE A FLOWERR!
A PRETTY ORANGE COLOURED FLOWER THAT ARLENEEEE GOT FOR ME ;D
I KNOW THAT YOU'RE ALL SUPER ULTRALORD JEALOUS!
AHAHAHAHA!
I HAVE A FLOWERRRRRR!

I'll post a pic of it soooooon ;D;D;D;D;D Dont write me off just yet,5:32 AM Haywired existence nd communication breakdowns,
I just want t know wht You mean.

SYF IS OVER. IT IS FINALLY OVERRRR! Ahahaha, it feels liberating to finally be able to say that ;D;D;D We had our comp today in th morning. Arrived at school at FIVEAM, so I'm like tired t th max now. The competition went alright luh, bt I was so nervous before gg on that I nearly died there. Haha. ;D

At th comp lab w Gracee nd Fiona now. Our chi common test was postphoned because of today's SYF. Wheee. I suddenly feel so freeeeee ;D

IDK wht t even blog about now, some other time maybe ;D

An afterthought, is closed. Dont write me off just yet,11:30 PM