Quicksilver electric connection
I’ve never seen anything like you
Heart smash, mind crash
Flowing in your direction.

I’ve never felt anything like you. ♥

Today was a shite day. Got back bio paper. Nearly had a heartattack. Bye bye A1 for combined. /:

Family members were being pure irritating today. I dnt get whats up with them. Their argument has nothing to do w me whatsoever. Dnt drag me into it man. I dnt need that.

Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. But then, there’s SYF practice -.-

& I aint seen myself another girl like You. ♥ Dont write me off just yet,5:49 AM Weak knees and Crooked hearts,
Stop the world from spinning,
I want to jump off.
My mind screaming a million confessions when You’re near,
Yet its hard to tell you how I feel ♥

Okayy. So I haven’t updated fr around 3 days or so? I shall blog a slightly longer post today then, since I home alone, and very freeeee ;D

Sunday
Woke up early in the morning, Kboxing with sis at CCK ;D Sang for a good 3 hours then bused down to town t meet parents. Walked around Wisma. Got 2 new tops frm fila nd one frm gio. Made me a happy girl, even though we didn’t have time to look for pumps ;D

Walked over to Cine, bought popcorn nd went t watch Norbit. God, I swear, that movie is hilarious. Enjoyed it a lot even though mum kept asking wht they were talking about because she couldnt catch wht they were saying in their accents -.-

After the movie we went over to Heeren, looked for dad’s new shoes. I swear, my mother’s such a -.- She walked into a PUMA shop and asked the sales assistant if they had NIKE shoes! Sis nd I nearly died of embarrassment. I saw SHARONNG, bt she’s rather blind because she didn’t see me even when I walked past her 2-3 times -.-

Off to Newton for dinner, I had satay ;D then homed ;D

Monday
New English teacher! No doubt, she’s better than old fogey Mr Tey, bt we cant slack in English anymore. No more doing last min revision/work/assignments or chatting and msging in English class anymore. She’s too strict ////:

Pure Lit was pretty boring that day. Arlene and I were practically sleeping. We only snapped out of our daze when we heard Miss Norainee mentioning something about some lady being androgynous. Haha, imagine this..

Heads on the table, dying of boredom..
Miss Norainee: … Androgynous…
Arlene&I: Immediately alert. Androgynous?! What androgynous?!
Bursts out laughing.

Haha, and then we were attentive for the next half an hour ;D Amath was alrightt, we did a new chapter. And I THINK I got it. Heh ;D Ger, Arlene, Ly and I bused to Clementi after PT. Walked arnd. Bused to Ginza to catch the clearance sale, bt when we reached there, everything was sold out. ////:

Waited at macs w Ly for dad to come fetch me. Some irritating Clementi Woods students kept irritating us by laughing loudly and talking about our uniform. Wth -.- Dad came, fetched my sis from work. Nd went hoooooomee.

Today
Cherry, Carissa and Bel drove everyone crazy today by screaming about Wu Chun almost 80% of the time. Apparently, they’re all married to him -.-

Mother tongue, MOXIE was a total failure. Absolutely nobody in class studied for it. I mean, come on. 18 goddamned lines of freaking Chinese words. Who the hell would be able to remember the whole thing in a few days? Let alone know how to write the words?! Even bel didn’t memorise it. In the end, laoshi gave up. She told us that we’d have to do it on Thursday. Bt I doubt anyone is still gg t memorise that whole chunk. Heh.

Amath was borrrrrrring to the max. Carissa, Mich nd I were singing away. Haha. Until Mrs Chua asked “Whats going on behind there?”, we shut up. Haha. We did our skit during Elect Hist! It was super ultralord fun. Jasmine, my brother in WW1 ;D

Got back our Chem paper. Nd I was utterly disappointed. This time everyone did superultralord well. I really mean EVERYONE. Cherry, Bel, Ger, Arlene.. etc etc. I only got 64% /: nd they all got A1s. Shite, I wanted to kill myself right there, bye bye A1 fr combined science ////////:

Pure lit was slightly more interesting today. Bt we were too tired to pay much attention. Emath was quite alright, I like ;D After which we had our Pure Humans test. I swear, I hate lit tests. My hand felt like it was gg t dislocated out of my wrist after the paper //:

After school, Bel, Cherry, Ger, Ly and I stayed while to “revise”. Haha, we ended up eating and laughing our heads off. Lefted around 4:30. bused to shell w Ly and got mini m&ms ;D;D;D Then bused all the way homeeeee.

Hanakimi-ed! Ate dinner. Revise for chem test. Nd now I’m super ultralord free, bt there’s hardly anyone online. Guess I shall stop here then ;D;D;D

Reality sets off with a bang ♥ Dont write me off just yet,4:51 AM Fooled Me once
Shame on You.
Fooled me twice
Shame on Me.

Time’s up, Game’s over.

Tui wasn’t that bad today. We did completing the square, so it helped me revise for Emath common test on Monday ;D

Stupidshitee came down to meet me at my tui center. Went to LJS fr a while, walked over to the library. Chicklits ;D Walked a bit, then bused home. I love Stupidshitee. She came down even though it was raining nd she knew she’d get wet ;D

Visiting later on tonight, I dnt wnt to go /:

I’m so sick of trying to guess whats gg on behind my back. I’m so sick of feeling so insecured about everything and anything. Just tell me what you’ve been keeping from me and let it go. I dnt want t be kept in the dark anymore. I know that something’s gg on.

I thought that it was real, bt I guess its not big deal ♥ Dont write me off just yet,5:11 AM It’s the best of times,
It’s the worse of times.
Oh baby,
It much worse than that.

Yesterday was okay. SYF was, alright I guess. A tad bit boring though. By the time I ended, all the EL girls were already gone /: Went hoooooome. Mum came home late last night, and she didn’t nag when she came home ;D

Today, PE was so fun! Soccer! Played with sickening people again thou -.- We “lost”, even though we didn’t really /: Got back Amath paper! A1! Haha! I cnt believe I did better for Amath than Emath, how nonsensical is that? God, I was so happy because I was convinced tht I’d flunk ;D;D;D

Bused to HBF straight after school. Ate at subway. Shared w Grace nd Cherry, I like I like ;D Walked around Vivo for awhile. Toys’ R us! I like I like(: walked a bit then bused home.

I miss Stupidshiteee! /:

Remember, Love’s just a Ride ♥ Dont write me off just yet,4:36 AM Stupid Bitch,
Cant You see You’re the one I love?

Yesterday was fun. Dimsum, bt Baby didn’t come /: Went t some relative’s place t bai nian. Didn’t get t play mahjong cos there were already 4 pple ///: Went down t Jane’s place. Slacked, played w her dog. Ate, ate, nd ate somemore. Lword, Lword nd more Lword. Camwhored, camwhored, nd camwhored somemore ;D

School today was so tiring. I dnt like /: We didn’t go t HBF in th end. Which was good luh I guess, was rather tired. Walked t macs w ly, cherry, shu, nd ger. Ate, did abit of work there. Met irritants, eeyer. I dnt like.

Shu, ly nd I left arnd 4. Bused homeee. I’m so tired. Emath test tmr, plus SYF. Eeeyerr. I feel like quiting, so tedious. //:

I know that you know.So just shut up and be normal. I dnt wnt anything other than this. I just wnt things t stay simple. I hate complications. Dont write me off just yet,1:25 AM Hello Miss,
How are You?
Hello Miss,
I think I Love You.

Home alone cos I didn’t wnt t go watch th Jack Neo movie w my ‘rents. I feel so lonely /: CNY celebrations suck la okay. I dnt like. Screaming kids nd crying babies, wht th lao. Headache /:

Crashing at Jane’s house tmr! Or at least I hope I can make it. Pleaseeee let me be able t make it, if nt it’ll be just another -.- day.

That song is so heart wrenching to listen to. Wht th lao, its one of th sweetest song that I’ve ever heard, bt its so sad to listen to. In my case anyway. It reminds me of you.

闭上眼睛,忍住泪别哭泣.
Bi shang yan jing, ren zhu lei bei ku qi.
末日前夕,请留在我怀里.
Mo ri qian xi, qing lui that wo huai li
看,太阳暗去月光失明我只想牵你的指尖绕地球最后一圈
Kan, tai yan qu yue guang shi ming, wo zhi xiang qian ni de zhi jian rao di qui zui huo yi quan.

黑夜降临,别害怕我爱你.
Hei ye jiang ling, bei hai pa wo ai ni
末日前夕,请留在我怀里.
Mo ri qian xi, qing liu zai wo hui li
我,在这世界最眷恋的事情就是曾拥抱你
Wo, zai zhe shi jie zui zhun lian de shi qing, jiu ceng yong bao ni.

Miss, May I Love You? Dont write me off just yet,4:19 AM












Whispered silently, Bt You heard Me <3>
Dont write me off just yet,3:41 AM Who gave you the permission to make or break my heart?
I did. Dont write me off just yet,3:07 AM Strange Longing nd Quaint Fancies
Contradictions&Puns

I'm at Baby's house now. It nt nice spending CNYeve w a housef ull of people you dnt know. Especially if they think you're a bitch /:

Lets play pretend shall we?
Lets pretend I dnt even know you.
Lets pretend we're not even friends.
Lets pretend I never fell for you. Dont write me off just yet,3:08 AM I hate the way You make me melt
Nd then throw Me aside.

We had a goddamned fire drill today in th morning. Okay, nt firedrill, I think it was a suspected bomb or smth. Dammit, it was so hot nd they made us assemble in the sports field -.-

CNY concert next! Haha. Cherry, Grace nd Arlene were so cutee! Zomg. I sat w Ger, Bel nd Ly for the concert. Kept laughing nd cheering. It was rather fun, I like I like ;D I loveeee Stupidshitee. She’s my new affair ;D nd I think she looks really girly now. HEH ;D Didn’t participate in CNY this year because of darned SYF /:

Later on we waited fr th CNY performers t change nd stuff. Walked over to creamery. Waited fr almost 2 hours -.- which was a little pissing off, bt alright laa. Haha. I was NOT pissed la okay Cherrry, I was just tired. ;D We walked frm creamery all th way t queenstown, which is fking fair if you really wnt t know. So hot okay, its no joke walking so far while lugging:
1. Biology Textbook
2. Amath Textbook
3. Emath Textbook
I’m telling you, it sucked. We actually took a bus half way, bt th bus driver was so obnoxious nd irritating, we alighted at th next stop. Wth. I was so irritated I told him t shut up, bt he continued talking about “Your sch girls ahh. Everytime also you all..”. Wth. Sickening.

Reached th bus stop. Ger nd I didn’t wnt t go home, so we bused t KAP. Was gg t just get a drink there nd leave because my dad was hurrying me home. Bt we ended staying because she was hungry. We saw SONIA MAO! That seriously made my day. I miss that woman so much /:

Anyway, we stayed there. Camwhored ;D Finally decided t leave around 4:30, bt it was raining heavily. -.- Waited nd waited fr th rain t stop bt it only stopped arnd 6:30 so we camwhored nd slacked all th way ;D Only got home arnd 7 so my parents were pissed /:

Yeah. I’m kinda tired now. Been a looooonggg day. CNY visitings tmr. I’m nt really in th mood actually. Walao. I just wnt t stay at home /:

Upload th pics if I can ;D

If only it lasted just a moment longer. Dont write me off just yet,4:01 AM You say Hello,
Inside I'm screaming I Love You.

Happy St Valentine's Day To All!

Haha. Today was a rather eventful day. Even though lessons were more aggravating then usual, the gifts nd little presents tht everyone exchanged brought so much joy ;D Many thanks t everyone who gave me cards, chocolates, sweets, cookies, flowers etc etc. Tell me if i missed out your name!
Belinda,
Germaine,
Grace,
Cherry,
Karen,
Eliz,
Liyi,
Shu,
Simin,
Fiona,
Marion,
Jane,
Haha. I'm really having a mental block now, bt still. Many thanks nd much loves honeys ;D

Waited fr th CNY eldds girls t finish rehearsing fr CNY. Then we all walked down t Serene(Cherry, Grace, Mich, Arlene, Ger, Me), changed in th toilets. Until Cherry realised tht she lefted her clothes in sch, nd Grace left her wallet -.- Waited fr them t get their stuff. Wasted lots nd lots of time. Finally managed t get a cab, cabbed down t Cine ;D

Walked arnd, ate at pastamania! Yummy ;D We walked over t Heeren t get prints! Took them twice, I'll upload them if i cn, bt im nt sure. Saw SJ! ;D;D;D Heh. Played around fr sometime, then we went back t Cine. Walked, Mich pierced her tragus. Cherry nd Ger lefted at about 6 plus. We went t play DDR! Zomg. It was so maluating. Arlene DDRed like a pro, nd i cldnt keep up ///: Haha. Wth, im so jealous! Hehh.

Arlene nd Grace lefted arnd 7. Mich nd i started walking arnd. We saw 3 hot bungs! Haha. Nd we kept laughing like crazy dogs. Bought famous amos fr my sis ;D Walked down t taka t meet SJ. Just to say Goodbye. Okay, I know tht thats damn lame, bt i miss her like maddd ///: I miss last year when we kept gg out! I miss you FTTE! ///:

Anyway, Mich nd i walked down t th Mrt. Trained t Raffles Place t change. Camwhored ;D Bt i deleted alot of th pics. Heh. Mich lefted me all alone in th MRT. JUST WHEN SHE LEFT, this fucking pervert came t stand beside me. Wth, I immediately turned around. Bt there was ANOTHER ONE standing behind. Wth. I was so freaked out i started calling everyone on my "recent calls" list. Only Seok nd Cherry picked up ///: Zomg. I HATE MRTS OKAY! So small nd stuffy, so many pple, nd so many FUCKING PERVERTS ////:

Haha. Anyway, alighted at Clementi. Waited fr like half an hour fr th stupid bus t come. Bused t Baby's house ;D Lucky Arlene called me t chat, if nt I would have been bored t death. I miss Baby so much! We went up t her room to talk nd talk nd talkkkkk. Gave her some famous amos cookies nd she was happppppyy. Heh.

So yeah, I'm at her house now. She's sitting beside me msging. Mummy, Daddy nd I are gg home soon I think ;D;D;D

Zomg. I just remembered. I think IJ girls have smth against me. Because im currently VERY IRRITATED with IJ girls. Urgh. Haha, Nt all laaa okay. A particular few. Eeyerr. Spoil my day only. Right Arlene? //:

Once again, HAPPY VALENTINE'S HONEY BUNNIES ;D;D;D
muchloves ;D Dont write me off just yet,5:43 AM Bullets.
Quick nd painless death,
One shot nd I’d a gone.

Okay. Today was actually a good day. Bt it was spoilt because of various reasons. Rawrr /: Cherry nd Arlene accidently broke their egg during bio, it was super ultralord funny please. Pure lit was fun w Arlene, we talked nd doodled through th whole thing, bt miss norainee scolded us. Heh. She rebuked me too, saying “Alyssa, You have to work hard this year so that you cn balance with Syf…” yada yada.. bleah /:

Got back our MRT paper. I swear, Im so disgusted with myself. If I had time t check my work properly, I wouldn’t have don’t so lousily. Just because of ONE QUESTION, I lost my A again. Nd its reduced t a B4. A borderline B4 at tht. Nd I make a fking stupid mistake TWICE on th same piece of paper. As Alfee would say, WHAT TH LAO. Shite. I must be th stupid-est person on earth /:

HELLO BITCH. This is for you. Firstly, I dnt know wht you’re on about. Who’s trying t steal your girlfriend huh? Not me certainly. Puhlease. Get this right okay, you’re girlfriend is the one who likes me, nt th other way round. So stop looking at me as if im th kind of slut you are.

Secondly, its nt my fault if you cnt hang on to your own girlfriend. Hello, she’s YOUR girlfriend, why nt you go talk t HER? Your personal problems have nothing t do with me. Though I cnt really blame her fr nt loving you wholeheartedly, I mean, look at yourself. Dnt you just think “Zomg, im such a bitch!”.

Thirdly, get this straight. I didn’t lose in anyway to you. I chose not to be with her, im not th one that got rejected. So stop giving me all that “Ohh, you’re just jealous because she’s mine nd nt yours”. Because I can assure you honey, im nt jealous of you at all. You’re the one who’s jealous because your girlfriend’s thinking of someone else that is NOT YOU.

Lastly, if I wanted t steal your girlfriend, I would have done that long ago. Nd both you nd I know that im perfectly capable of doing it. Except, I repeat, im nt a slut nd I don’t do such things, furthermore, Im nt interested in your girlfriend at all, so there’d be no reason for me t do so.
Honey, learn this. Life’s a bitch, just like you.
Dnt like it? Too bad.
Deal with it.

Well yes. Where did I stop? So you cn sorta see why I was so irritated today cnt you? Little girl running after me yelling that Im trying t steal her girlfriend? Excuse me, do I even need to stoop down t such a level? Give me a break man.

Anyway, many thanks t Grace David, Cherry Lim Jie Yi, nd Arlene Elisabeth. Im sorry for always breaking down at th oddest nd most inappropriate times. Bt somehow, you guys always make me laugh through my tears. I love youuuu ;D

Nur Shuhada! Sorry for being such a whiney bitch today! I’m so sorry! You know I love Nur Shuhada! Sorry for being such a whiney bitch today! I’m so sorry! You know I love you righttt? Nd I love you too LimLiYi! ;D

To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time. Dont write me off just yet,1:54 AM I have a weird fixation on legs
Long, slim nd beautiful tan legs
(so if you have really nice legs, dnt tell me. I’ll stare at them all day)
Im a sucker for bballers and tennisers.
I cnt resist sweet talk, Id melt in your arms.
I like black spotted white cows nd I wnt t be a flower when I grow up.
I have an 18 year old sister who is incredibly innocent
Tht she doesn’t even know wht does erection means.
(I havent explained it t her yet).
Sometimes its hard t read me because even I dnt know wht im thinking.
I cry easily nd have no qualms about crying fr hours on end.
Im always running away because I dnt wnt t face up t reality.
Im gay, nd if you dnt like it.
Deal with it. Dont write me off just yet,2:13 AM So much for all that.
This is disaster at its best.

Today was initially a happy day. Nd I had lots of happy things t blog about. Bt now I dnt feel like it anymore. Maybe another day.

O level results! Congrats t those who scored well ;D to those who didnt do so well, dnt be disheartened alright. Things will work out somehow. I love you guys /:

Lonely ride tonight. Dont write me off just yet,9:22 AM Nd I wish I could say
You’re just another someone
I don’t need you
Bt I cant.

Well, today started off rather fked up. Fk th fking prefect who caught me nd made me pay 2 FKING DOLLARS fr a FKING NAME TAG I DNT FKING NEED. Walao. I was so pissed off la. I remember her fugging FACE , NAME nd CLASS, nd I’ll probably remember that idiot fr th rest of my life. 0.000001% of my brain memory wasted on tht dog. Urgh.

The whole day was superultralord boring la. Coro for lunch after school. Came back fr SYF. Im starting t detest syf, I wish I was just in th kindness skit/fire skit like th other normal eldds people. Wth. There’s only 7 fking pple in syf. Nd its so boring sometimes /:

Shite. Cherry&Grace. I am so so so so so so so sorry honeys. You didnt do no shite t me, so I have no idea why you guys feel so bad. Girlfriends before ---/----friends always remember? I love you guys ;D

I just wnt t get fked up nd high now. Dont write me off just yet,6:06 AM Listen in the midst of chaos.
Do you hear something?

Dad, I know you’re stressed. I know your boss is a fking asshole. I know that in a few years, you’re gg t be jobless. I know that when that time comes, we have to be really good nd spend as little money as possible. I know you feel so stressed about everything.

I understand, I really do. Nd I know that you’re trying t be less bad tempered lately, bt please, dnt take it out on me.

Ally Wants To Cry Now. Dont write me off just yet,5:10 AM I listen t th words that fall off my lips
And gaze in wonder.
Who the hell is this?

Days have been alright. Playing electronic hangman during purelit w Arlene is th lovezzz ;D today was boring thou. I nearly got caught fr using hp during lit today thou. Bt it didn’t get confiscated ;D

Im nt in th mood t blog now. Some other time ;D Dont write me off just yet,5:28 AM Hold my hand
Pace me and dnt let me drift.

So, we all went t church today. I dnt like gg t church. Especially this church. Nd no, its nt because I hate the people/service/whtever. Its because of the feelings of guilt flooding back into my heart everytime I enter a holy place.

We even took holy communion today. I felt like a fugging imposter as we partook of th bread nd th wine. Like, wth. Im a fake.

And I dnt want t change. Dont write me off just yet,2:01 AM Miss Cherry you must be worth a trillion bucks
Just got th feeling that you don’t give a fuck.

Haha. Yes indeed, Miss Cherry, you’re really worth a trillion bucks, nd more than that ;D
Well, if you haven’t guessed yet, this post is gg t be all about MISS CHERRY, so if you have th patience, continue reading ;D

Miss Cherrrryyyyy. Yes yes yes, you are worth a trillion bucks. Just like im worth a million bucks. Why million only? Haha. Because you are 100% definitely worth more than me honey bunny. Now, dnt scream at me nd say “say that again nd I’ll kick you!”. Haha, because its really true. You’re worth so much my dear girl, much more than me because I could never be such a wonderful friend t myself like you have been ;D

Nd today, I just feel like blogging about you. Girl, you’ve been such a wonderful friend. You’ve always been thr right beside me, encouraging me in all I do. Standing up for me when seniors slammed at me, crying with me when I needed to cry so much.

I cnt remember any huge stressing event that has happened t me since secondary school, without you right beside me. Sec 1 was such an emotional rollercoaster for me, wht w all my family problems nd rubbish gg on, nd you stayed w me th whole way. Hearing me rant nd cry out all my problems, telling me that it’ll be alright. Sec 2, even though we weren’t in th same class, all th fugging rumours were flying around sch, seniors being such bitches t me, nd yet you chose t believe wht I said, nd nt wht everyone else was saying. You believed me and stood by me at a time whr most pple were talking behind my back.

Nd this year sec3, you dnt know how glad I am that we’re in th same class again. Nd tht we’re gg t STAY in th same class fr th next 2 years. Even though its only th start of feb, so many things have already happened, nd as usual, you were always ready t stand up for me.

You are the person who cn read me th best. When everyone thinks that im acting all emoshite nd stuff(siao, act emo fr wht o.o), you know tht im just thinking. Sometimes I smile nd all when im actually feeling like shite, nd you’ll just know its all a façade. Nd these few days, you’ve been putting up w me being such a whiney bitch. Today, when you knew tht tht stupid prefect pissed me off by being unreasonable, you even went t scold her. I cnt tell you how touched I was when you told me that. Because she really made my day a lot worse than it actually was, nd you actually took my word fr it nd went t talk t her.

Time flies so fast. Before we even know it, its already 2007, sec 3, nd we’re gg for Os next year. Remember all th fun we had? Sec1, crying together during anne. Laughing like crazy idiots at ELDDS nd exasperating miss yeo t th max. last year! When we went t TBR plaza in th early morning. Just you and me. Having breakfast in macs, walking arnd TBR plaza. Camwhoring like crazy idiots. Nd talking as if there would be no tmr. Those are th times that I really loved.

Its funny how you cn always speak right to my heart. Its weird, because we’re so different outside. Bt yet, in th inside, we feel the same nd we react t things in th same way. Dnt you find it funny? How someone could talk t me for over 3hrs, nd I’d still end up feeling like th lousy shite I am. Bt just a simple iloveyou nd a hug frm you, would make everything alright again.

God. I still cnt express how much I love you CHERRY LIM JIE YI. You’re th best confidante&girlfriend I can ever ask for. Not only me, you’re th best tht anyone could ever even hope for. You’re th only person on this earth that knows every single thing that’s gg through my head, nd how im feeling. Sometimes, you even know stuff about me that I myself dnt know. Uh, like my house number. Haha. I love you Girlfriend ;D

Well, okay. You know that I never promise anyone anything that I know I wont be able t fulfil, bt im saying this now:

Everybody knows that friendships that last forever are goddamned rare.
Bt I promise, I’ll be here till th end Confidante
Because we’re more than just friends.
We’re Confidantes ;D

I LOVE YOU CHERRY LIM JIE YI! ;D;D;D Dont write me off just yet,4:32 AM