An amalgamate of screaming emotions
Silent, cos no one hears.
Each different bt pleading th same thing
Quick, someone help us.

Im sorry fr being such a whiney bitch today. Sorry for acting so pms-y. Sorry fr crying fr no particular reason nd making you worried Cherry. sorry for snapping at you during amath Jiayi. Im sorry for being more quiet than usual in lit Arlene. Im Sorry fr being so distracted during class. Im sorry for being so out of sorts.

I guess today’s just wasnt a good day for me. Im sorry.

I promise I wont be like that tmr. Really. Dont write me off just yet,1:27 AM Nd if you would stay
Everything else would fade away.

Well, today was a rather entertaining day at school. Breakfasted w cherry nd some others, thou I didnt eat cos it was too early. Cherry was super funny. Fr some reason, th stupid bell rang like, 10mins before time. She was complaining at th top of her voice

“STUPID DOGS. Whts wrong w them?! Cnt they tell th frigging time?! Penises not working laa!”.
“Uhh. Penises cnt tell th time laa cherry.”
“Ohh. Yah hor. Stupid dogs!”

haha. I was thinking about tht all through th national anthem nd came really close t laughing out loud. Bt instead, I just stood thr singing w a ridiculous smile on my face. I must have looked like some idiot, mrs tan was staring at me /:

Belinda was being super funny too. Haha. She keep irritating me w some artificial high pitch voice fr th WHOLE DAY. Zomg. Its like, her voice is naturally super ultralord low, nd hearing her trying t speak hiiighhhh is really quite disturbing ;p

Nd nd! I kept seeing ------- --- today! Zomg. It was so irritating. I counted! I saw her for a total of SIX TIMES. Wth. How come I never ever see nice seniors so many times in a day? Bt I see. HER. Ewww. O.O

Everyone in class was high fr th first half of th day today. Haha. Especially for English. Mr tay plodded in nd nobody even saw him until someone finally said “AYE. STAND UP!”. Haha. We stood up nd started t sing “stand up fr singapore!..” lols . mr tay was talking about some stuff bt nobody was listening as usual. Th only thing I remembered was him talking about homo sapiens and homo erectus. Tht was when Arlene/Carissa/Someone Behind shouted “HOMOSEXUAL!”. Ger, belle nd I nearly died of laugher ;D

Pure lit was spent w Arlene! We talked th whole two periods away. Nd miss norainee scolded us once. /: Haha. A maths was rather boring, homework t do //: e maths was boring, we got back our revision test paper! I wnted t kill myself. I lost my A because of 2 stupid careless mistake //: nd I got marks minus out frm 3 questions because miss lim said there wasnt sufficient working nd explaination ///: I swear, if I jump out of th window now, I’ll die fr sure(I live on th 21st story in case you didnt know), which does sound so bad huh? Except that im scared of heights, id never master up th courage t jump off ;p

Fr peer tutoring, my group members are Arlene, sarah nd Beatrice. Yey! ;D we just did th worksheet thingy, completed it pretty fast. Jiayi&marion were sitting in front of us. zomg, they brought barcardi into class! The grapefruit flavoured one! I dnt even know how they managed t smuggle it in, I stole a few sips. Niceee ;D





After PT, went down t th tennis courts fr th tennis match against TP. Th TP tennis players are super good. Esp th one tht was playing when I first got there. Envy envy/: haha. Our sch lost, bt nevermind. Ger nd ramya won in their individual matches thou. Yey! (: met NAT FERN at th tennis courts! It seems like forever since Ive seen her around sch. I swear, I love nat fern. Like a lot a lot ;D;D;D

Finally walked back t sch w shu nd ly. Cheryl said tht th three of us looked like we had seriously bad attitudes. Which was weird, because we werent doing anything, bt ly was pissed because th teacher scolded her just for saying “wht th hell”. Which is so insane luh. Nd! Cheryl always says tht I look like an ahlian when I tie up my hair. Wth! Im so nt an ahlian okay! CHERYL AN VALBERG! YOU’RE JUST JEALOUS THT I CN MAKE IT AS AN AHLIAN ND YOU CNT! ;D;D;D

Met char nd she asked,
“Eh, whts wrong?”
“Uh? Wht thing? Wht wht’s wrong?”
haha. I was totally clueless, until she said,
“Huh? Nothing uh? You’re totally wearing th “please beat me up” look on your face. As if you’re in super big trouble or a mad mood or smth.”
Uhhh. I swear I wasn’t! I mean, seriously. Wht do you expect me to do? Plaster a smile on my face 24/7? Impossible uh! Lols.

Anyway, we bused down t shell. Went t th shops to take a look. Then went back t th bus stop. Saw gen ;D;D;D chatted awhile, then I got onto my bus nd went hooommeee.

My parents are like, home now. So I have t be gg. Bio test tmr! So I probably wont be coming online later again. Nd there’s also th stupid gong han tht we have t hand in by tomorrow, shiteeee. I hate Chinese luh. ///////////////:

Lovesss ally ;D Dont write me off just yet,2:06 AM So im stuck here again.
Get me out please.

Alright. So I didnt go town in th end. Because cherry,Arlene nd alysa decided tht they wld go later. Rawrrr. I was kinda looking forward t it too /:

Only slept fr about 1hour plus last night. Mainly because I could nt fall asleep. Bt it’s a good thing in a way I guess, this way, im gg t sleep really soundly tonight (:

I miss school. Haha. How many times do you read tht on my blog? Even though I havent done my bio homework and all, I really miss sch. Haha.

Can you, take it all away? Dont write me off just yet,11:24 PM Im tired of being all alone.
And this solitary moment makes me wnt t go back home.

I miss people. Like mad. I wnt cherry t be here w me. I wnt my stupidshite. I wnt eliz t be here. I wnt shu t be here.
I wnt t be anywhere other than here.
I feel like shite.

Fuck. Dont write me off just yet,8:00 AM Let it come
Let it go.
No, let it stay.
Let it stay please.
You make a walking contradiction.

Haha. So im blogging again. I think my “blogging stamina” is back again. Lols. Odd, I know. Bt yeah, I just have th mood t blog now, unlike sometimes when I have a multitude of time, bt no motivation t blog. So be thankful now, dnt complain t me later when Ive lost my motivation t blog. (:

Went fr tui this morning. It was frigging boring. Teacher didnt come so we had a relief teacher. Was boring because we were doing a very boring chapter. I swear, everyone was falling asleep. Nd because my bill is coming around next next week, I have t watch my usage. So I cldnt msg during class. /: which made it 10 times worse. ///:

Torturous lessons finally ended, dad came t fetch me, got home. Made my science notes, chatted. Blah blah.. haha. As you cn tell, today is another mundane day. Nearly got a heart attack because I was so shocked. Bt now, I think my heart is beating normally again (:

I swear, my sister is one of th ditzy-est person every on earth. I nearly died because of her last week. I was tugging at her arm t cross th road, she didn’t move so I turned around t grab her. Just when I turned again t face th front, a car nearly knocked me down. She SAW TH FRIGGING CAR bt all she said was “eh, car”, nd didn’t even pull me back! Luckily I stepped back in time. If nt Id be a very dead girl by now /: nd she still had th audacity to laugh after tht -.-‘‘

Well yeah, no plans fr tmr. Just gg t go t my aunts house again. I miss my cousin ;D haha. Nt much t write today.

Lovesss, Ally ;D

All I wanted isnt anything I have. Dont write me off just yet,3:08 AM Its coming
This is th last one
Im standing on th last disaster.

School was alright today. Haha. Dnt you see a pattern in my blog posts? They’re starting t get rather mundane. Bt then, my life has been mundane lately, so yeah. Haha. Stayed back t wait fr dad t pick me up because I had t bring lots of books home. Went t serene fr lunch. Bought ice cream at island creamery ;D

Going t mug hard I think. Haha. All th tests coming up nd stuff. Im already feeling stressed. Rawrr. I really detest chi now. Im TRYING NOT to thou. Haha. I wnt t try t do well fr most of my subs this year. Really really. I really mean it.

I really miss cherry please. I haven’t been talking much t her lately. Even though we’re like in th same class nd all. Nd she always have t go visit her granddaddy. Im helping you pray fr your granddaddy okay cherrics! Dnt worry. I love you girlfriend ;D

Something really shocked me today. I really did not expect something like tht t happen. T th three of you, you know who you are. I really cnt believe you guys would do such a thing. Im speechless. This is th limit, really. Why do th three of you do such things t hurt yourselves like that? In fact, im disgusted, nd I feel for you. Is there not enough love around for you? You know tht all of us here love you like hell. Nd yet you insist on doing harmful things t yourself.

Slitting. This has been gg on for so goddamned long. Since when? Last year? Time nd time again, so many of us have told you to stop. Us, as your seniors and even your own peers. Cnt you see tht so many fuggin people care so much for you? I’d tell you guys t stop, nd th very next day I see fresh marks. What is this?

And now? You’ve even taken t excessive pills. Why are you doing this? Why? You know tht its harmful, you cn even die. Nd it fugging hurts us when we see you guys suffering. Getting into trouble, having your parents called. Is this wht you wnt? Or are you seeking for attention? Do you really have so many problems? You know tht I’d always be thr fr you if you need t talk. Bt instead, you just do such retarded things.

So okay, two of you get admitted nd that all? Do you know how fugging useless I feel? As a senior nd as a friend, my words has fell on deaf ears. Nd nothing I said t you would influence you t stop doing disgusting things t yourselves. This is not bravery girls, it really isn’t. nd its so nt fuggin cool. Its just a lack of self respect, nd self love. Nd fr th people that love you, its hurts so much. Especially when you say that nobody would care if you do it anyway.

Because I really do care for th three of you. You’re th closest juniors I’ve ever had, nd I dnt ever wnt t lose you just because of such silly things. Please stop hurting yourselves /:

Sometimes, it seems like no one cares fr you except fr a few others. Bt thts really untrue. So many people out there really love you, some people just cnt express their love so well. Bt no matter wht, I stand by wht I say. No matter what you do, I’ll never give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself. Especially YOU my dear, you knw tht im referring t YOU. I know you’ve been feeling down nd all, bt it’s alright. You know thts its gg t be alright. I love you ;D

Anyway. I shall end here for tonight. It’s a Friday night. Lets make th best of it.

Its called a breakup because it was broken. Dont write me off just yet,4:49 AM You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
ah huh that's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything you said to me
yeah huh that's right

CHORUS 1
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Coz they're all wrong
I know better
Coz you said forever
And ever
Who knew Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
oh no no no I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything

CHORUS 2
When someone said count your blessings now'
Fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who Knew
Yeah yeah I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet againUntil we until we meet againAnd I won't forget you my friendWhat happened

CHORUS 3
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Coz they're all wrong and
That last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep you memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darlin' who knew
My darlin' my darlin' who knew
My darlin' I miss you
My darlin' who knew Who knew

Three years. Three damned years.
I’ve finally let it go.

Once again, I initially had lots of things t blog about. Funny things tht’d probably amuse you, make you laugh till you pee. Bt im so not in th mood today. Ugh.

Day at sch was moderate I guess. Mrs loong had a sudden attack of aggressiveness, something tht many of us has never experience before. However, I felt somewhat, weird. Haha. Like it was natural. It was kind of funny actually.

English encounter was th same. This week’s one was quite blah. Pure lit was th usual. Nt too bad. Recess was a quiet one because we were all revising fr our chi test. Th chi test was alrightt apart frm th fact tht I didn’t understand wht I was reading or writing. SS was a flop. Mrs tay got in touch w her aggressive side as well. Nd we have a very “not nice” SS lesson. Quote ger, “she’s the most f*#king unreasonable teacher I’ve ever seen”. So you see, even ger claims tht she was horrible today /:

Maths was okay. I beginning t enjoy maths class because they’re actually quite interesting. Miss lim is nice even thou she’s scary sometimes. After tht, went over t coro w cherry, alysa, arlene, charatie, ger, nd ulin fr lunch. It was good. Bought chocos! Nd bubble tea. I swear, ice blended champagne grape rocks my socks ;D rushed back t sch fr eldds. Wasn’t w th rest because I was w th syf girls /: after tht, dad picked me up.

I was amused by cherry! she super ultralord funny.

Ally: aye cherry, you know wht? I think _ _____ ________.
Cherry: zomg. Really? Who?!
Ally: haha. I’ll let you guess. Hurry!
Cherry: *points* don’t tell me ___ ________!
Ally: zomg! Hell no! you think wht?! __ uh!
Cherry: haha! Why cnnt? Than who?
Ally: *whisper whisper*

Of course, you dnt have any idea wht th hell we’re talking about, thts th whole point. Ahaha. Dnt bother asking. Unless you think tht I’d tell you. Haha. Bt im guessing tht i wont so dnt bother ;D

Also. I am feeling extremely distraught. Dammit. Why does my parents have t be so RAWRR. I know tht I do not sound pissed off. Bt I am. Very very very. Arghh. I feel like dying. Please. I am NOT a kid. Go away.

ANYWAY. I shall not blog about my parents. I love them nd all, bt they f*#king piss me off sometimes. Rawrr. I need cherry here now! I wnt my cherry ///:

I’m waiting for your..
Call, I’m sick.
Call, I’m angry
Call, I’m desperate for your voice.
Listening,
To the song we used t sing
In the car,
Do you remember?
Butterfly. Early summer.
It’s playing on repeat
Just like we would meet.

Nd I was born,
To tell you I love you.
Nd I am torn,
To do what I have to.

To make you mine
And stay w me tonight. Dont write me off just yet,4:37 AM Take my hand
Nd dnt be afraid.

Zomg, im so addicted t all my old chi songs now.
Haha, I opened up my folder and found all of them!
Nd Sharon sent me 2 tht i havent listen in like, YEARS.
Super ultraloard happy!! I love love love chi songs.
I think they're able t pull my heartstrings more than eng songs.
Haha, T those pple who always say "so cheenapok! I dnt like chi songs!" haha
You're missing out big time. ;D

Uhh, Bt they're emoshite too/: haha.

Lovesss, ally :D Dont write me off just yet,6:10 AM I cnt breathe with you looking at me
Like that.
So just stop.

Alrightt. So today was a really tedious day. For some reason, the day just seem t drag on and on and on. Nd we had a stupid common test after a really humiliating maths lesson in which I exasperated miss lim by asking a really stupid question nd in result, malu-ated myself in front of my whole class O.O

So, alright. Lets not talk about it. Besides that, I still have th whole maths revision thingy t complete nd hand up by tomorrow, AND I have t memorise th bloody chi mo xie fr tmr. I know wht you’re thinking, “WHY TH HELL ARE YOU STILL ONLINE THEN?!” well, mainly because I am totally drain nd I dnt feel like doing anything, ND I really feel like whining about my state now //:

I really feel like sleeping /: im so tired because I haven’t been having a good night’s sleep fr th past week. Arghhh. Basically, I feel like crap.

I’m hungry too /:

HOWEVER. Here’s smth on a happy note! I finally found someone who had YOUR CALL on their comp! Hahaha! I just got kellsie t send it over t me! Whee! Im overjoyed, after looking fr it fr absolutely forever. I finally have it. ;D;D;D

Now, I just need t look for memory ;D

Comprehension dawning. Dont write me off just yet,2:24 AM sugar coma
getting high over some hormonal imbalance.

ohh yey! i cn finally blog! because im kinda like at my aunty's house. so yeah. my computer is still kinda screwed up. nd i cnt blog on it. haha.

anyway. towning yesterday w my sis was fun. had tui till abt 2. dad drove us t town. we went over t far east nd i brought her t eat at chippy's! hahaha. im totally addicted to their food. nd i was craving fr it all night, yesterday night i mean. haha. after tht, we went over t taka. shopped at zara! nd my sis bought fr me tht purple top! haha. i nearly died of happines ;D;D;D

after tht it started raining like a bitch. haha. bt i still forced my sis t go over t heeren w me because i was really desperate fr prints. haha. a kind soul gave us her spare umbrella so we ran all th way thr frm paragon. we still gt wet, bt thts besides th point. finally gt prints! after so so so long. i love ;D;D;D post them up some other time.

after which we walked over t cine. walked arnd, looked at clothes which were f-ing expensive. didnt have anymore cash on me, so decided t leave. bought famous amos cookies! hahaha. i swear, famous amos cookies are better than sex. really. nt tht ive actually had sex, bt you get th point. at least i think you do ;D

we were on such a time budget tht we didnt really get t do much. bt it was kinda fun. haha. went home nd slacked th night away. msging, talking nd online-ing. god. bird is such a funny duck. haha. tht sounds weird, you know, bird, duck. cn you see th reference? i think you do.

today was a slackish day. went down t bpp fr lunch. walked arnd. borrowed books. seven books! lovely lovely chicklits. haha. i cn imagine all you pple staring at th comp w th mouth opened, wide eyes expression. "wht?! ally reads?!". haha. yes yes, ally does read. in fact, she enjoys it alot. haha. dnt knock it till you try it pple. i mean, come on. stories about hot chicks nd th perils of love? wht's nt t love? just like chick flicks, chick lits are th lovesss ;D

haha. anyway. have i mention how childish jane's brother is? zomg. i always feel so disgusted by him. like omg, he's already 11 years old? or was it 12? either one, he's old enough t knw better. instead, he acts like such a prat 24/7. god. im so glad i dnt have a younger brother. i cnt rmb on how many countless occasions have he irritated me. like, prank calling my phone. dialling random numbers while i talk t jane. etc etc. nd less than half an hour ago, he called me nd said "you lesbian w jane". god. he didnt even have th guts t hear wht i had t say t him, he immediately hung up. stupid wimp.

yeahhh. haha. im happy about one thing thou. school tmr! this sounds so insane. bt i really miss sch. i wnt t see everyone again. haha. th dancefloor tonight! i cnt wait! i love t watch pple dance ;D

nd i keep laughing when i remember tht day outside th staff room when cherry, me, arlene nd ulindra were standing thr fr so long, waiting fr miss norainee.

random teacher: wht are you girls doing standing down here?
all of us: laughs hysterically fr no reason
arlene: err. we're waiting fr th molecules t pass.

haha. okay. i know tht it doesnt seem funny. bt it really was at tht time.
th silly thing is, now when im able t blog. i cnt seem t be able t think of anything t blog about. haha. next time, i'll write it down. ;D

thts all for now i guess.
lovesss, ally ;D
Dont write me off just yet,3:34 AM Experimented with Stumphole whiskey
Predilection unforgivable.
Im keeping quiet, nd I sound so mundane. Not because im angry, bt merely because I cnt find th words. Call me ridged, bt I find it hard t think tht someone could changed all of th sudden. Yeah, whtever. Ive already told you, I don’t care. Nt in th sense tht I dnt care about you, bt I just dnt care about your new friends.
By now I guess you know wht im talking about, nd I guess you know tht im talking about you. I dnt knw how t put it across t you, bt I just dnt feel comfortable. Hey, it’s a free country. I cnt stop you frm doing whtever. Heck, I knw tht yeah, your new friends are nice. I don’t doubt tht a single bit. Who ISNT nice t their friends?
Bt you knw how it was like in th past three years, its hard t accept th change. Im nt gg t lie, I dnt like it. Th feeling is just so alien, so unnatural. You told me tht we’ve nt drifted, bt I think deep in your heart you know tht we have. Nd its nt just you nd me. You know that too.
As long as this weird comfy feeling remains,
silence is my only way of escape. Dont write me off just yet,7:26 AM Strange longings nd Quaint facies
Drunkening guarded
Vague yet deeply etched images
I wont let you fade away.

Hahaha. So once again, I have t rely on my stupidshite t help me post on my blog. I’ve been reduced t quite a pathetic little soul dnt you think honey bunnies? Haha. Anyway, today nd yesterday was quite good days. I like I like ;D

Had our first eldds meeting fr this year yesterday. Was pretty good. Laughed a lot nd crapped around. Haha. Ended early, so bused t FEP w alysa, cherry nd arlene. Camwhored on th bus! Haha. Upload th pics another time because its abit hard like tht. I swear, th food at CHIPPY’S rocks. Im so gg there next time. I like ;D

Today was an okay day. I swear, chem is like so boring. Amaths is actually FUN. So far anyway, haha! Im proud of myself, I actually UNDERSTAND those things. ;D stayed back t wait fr ly. Walked arnd, did homework. Talked shite. Haha. Dad picked me up arnd 5. got home ;D

I actually had lots of things t blog about today! Bt ive forgotton every single thing I had t say. /: its th weekend again, no matter how retarded this sounds, im gg t miss sch man. I mean, in sch, we’re always waiting fr recess/end of sch, bt when im OUT of sch. I start t miss it like hell. /:

Tui again tmr. Rawrr. Then shopping w my sis ;D haha. Its been along time since we’ve been out, since she has been working nd I’ve been busy w sch. I wnt t take prints! Hopefully I have enough cash stashed in my wallet. Haha. Its been like eons since we’ve got prints ;D

Nd yes! I forgot. I got into SYF this year. I wasn’t too pleased about it at first because it’s gg t be hell busy, bt ive gotton used t th idea now. It was a major shock t me. Because I was convinced that I wouldn’t make it, wht w my lousy acting skills nd all. Bt no, out of 55 pple, im one of th 5 tht made it! Whee! Haha. Alrightt, fine, I know. You’re thinking eldds, drama, SYF. SO? Drama only wht? Okay lo. Haha. Bt I still think its kinda cool.

Anyway. I really cnt remember wht I wnt t blog about, BUT. Im gg t change my blogskin. Courteosy of LIMLIYI who’s helping me do all these signing in nd outs. Thank you so much my stupidshite! I love you lotsss ! ;D

Almost everyone in class came today! Which is a good good thing! Because I missed my PEEPARTNER ND JASMINE so much yesterday when they didn’t come! Hahaha. I have a really scary suspicion, tht im really beginning t love my class ;D

Well, thts all fr now honeys.
Love ally ;D Dont write me off just yet,4:53 AM Like a charm in the night
Im giving it my all
Im begging for your answer
Please, don’t reject this call.

Well, I haven’t blogged properly in like weeks now. Mainly because of some %^&$&* reason, I cnt get into my blogger account. So, ly has kindly suggested tht I blog of Microsoft word, nd then let her help me put it up. Because weirdly, her computer is able to sign into my account ;D

Anyway, I know that this is really really late and probably 300 other st magrs sec 3s has blogged about camp. So I shall make it brief. It was just a whole lot of fun, mud, and disasters. But nevertheless, I had lots of fun with my friends. Nd I’ve grown to love 3e2 in that short period of time. It was really a great camp because I got to know so many people better. It was really great and our trainers were really nice. I miss camp! ;D

School lately has been the same as it has always been. Great sometimes, mundane sometimes. New friends, old friends. Everything’s quite fine. I enjoy school actually, I know this sounds nerdish bt it’s the truth. I know im suppose t be mugging like an idiot this year, bt I wnt t have fun too!

mmm. being 2007, so many of us has changed again. Fr 2005, to 2006. nd now another new year has opened and we’ve changed again. Some people drifted, some people stay. Nd new people come. I guess we should be used to it now. Anyway, I just feel somewhat disappointed at how, I dnt know how t put it. Just how people cn leave so easily I guess.

I always knew tht a new year would mean tht th last year will never come back, it would be totally different. Bt sometimes its still hard t accept the fact that pple drift away. Especially if you’re not in the same class/level/cca whtever. You get the point. I wish I could say something like “ohh, you’re not interested in being friends, so be it. Have a nice life”. Tht would make things so much easier. Bt im not, nd cnt be tht kind of person.

I cnt just sit back and say, “ alrightt. You’re ignoring me because you’re busy w other pple. Piss off, I never wnt t see you ever again”. I’ve always been the one waiting here, waiting for you to need me, waiting to help you. Bt somehow, when I need help, only one or two will be there. I feel used, lefted over, a sparetire. You get my drift?

The silly thing is, I dnt think I’ll change. Im still going to be this way. A doormat in a way I guess some, some people would put it this way. Anyway. I treasure each and everyone of my friendships deeply. Even people who I dislike immensely, pple who “hate me”. I always know tht there’s a good side of them. Nd its saddens me to know tht they wont show me that side nd I wont show them my good side, just because.

Its sad isn’t it? Well, its really how I feel. I just wish somethings never change. Bt I guess its for the better. Bt for the ones who are still here, I really love you guys a lot. I really do.

Lovesss. Ally ;D Dont write me off just yet,6:28 AM WHOOO!CAMP'S OVER AND POOR POOR ALLY CANT BLOG ABT IT.AHHAHA SO IM HELPING HER.HOW NICE OF ME.RIGHT RIGHT!?HEH.OKAY SHE WANTS ME TO SAY THAT SHE WANTS TO CHANGE HER BLOODY PLAIN SKIN.
Dont write me off just yet,4:38 AM Put your music player on shuffle.Press forward for each question.Use the song title as the answer to the questioneven if they don't make sense.You'll be surprised though..NO CHEATING!

How are you feeling today?
stars are blind

Will you get far in life?
everytime we touch

How do your friends see you?
wonderwall ;D

Will you get married?
collide

What is your best friend's theme song?
saving me

What is the story of your life?
i write sins not tragedies

What was high school like?
not leaving without you

How can you get ahead in life?
vindicated

What is the best thing about your friends?
i cnt hate you anymore. lols

What is today going to be like?
who knew

What is in store for this weekend?
a public affair

What song describes you?
stupid girls O.O

To describe your grandparents?
beat of my heart

How is your life going?
so yesterday

What song will they play at your funeral?
wake up ;p

How does the world see you?
nothing in this world

Will you have a happy life?
my love

What do your friends really think of you?
lips of an angel. HAHA.

Do people secretly lust after you?
our lips are sealed

How can I make myself happy?
stickwitu

What should you do with your life?
i will always love you.

Will you ever have children?
all i want is you.

haha. SO I GUESS IM NT GG T HAVE CHILDREN! lols. well, tht was kinda fun wasnt it ? ;D

haha. i particularly liked these three ;D;D;D

What is in store for this weekend?
a public affair

What song describes you?
stupid girls O.O

What song will they play at your funeral?
wake up ;p

haha. dnt ask me t wake up when i die. i know you love me! bt im already dead, let me go t heaven in peace ;D;D Dont write me off just yet,1:26 AM nd i thought i could just walk away.
no,
i keep turning back t look.

haha. alrightt. i knw i said i was gg t blog tht much. bt heck! its friday pls! it'd be a waste nt t use th comp esp since my sis ND my mum arent home. tht means, no one t fight over th comp w (except my dad) nd no screaming fr me t turn off th comp ;D

anyway. today was just a normal day. nearly fell aslp during class cos i was feeling really letargic. assembly was -.- eliz was sitting beside me nd we communicated, her writing on her paper nd me replying by writing on my knee. so nw its all blue even thou i tried t wash th writings off /:

after sch. hanged arnd w eliz nd her dance friends a bit. then she went off fr dance. sat in th canteen w shu.cheryl&ly. did nth. shu&aly went off t town. wanted t go home bt ly&i stayed t accompany cheryl till 3 because she had some camp meeting. we went t th library t hide because ly skipped training. looked at year books nd laughed hysterically at how ridiculous everyone looked. mrs chong shushed us a few times, bt we cldnt help it. laughed till i almost cried.

we left arnd 3. ly&i missed like two 174s because i was too engrossed in playing w her hp, nd she was engrossed w playing w mine o.o dnt really like t take 961 bt we took it anyway because it came along soon after we realised tht we missed 174 again. bused t shell. bought fruit tips! haha. i finished more than 5 in less than one min O.O haha. ly's bus came bt she didnt go because i didnt wnt t wait alone. she waited fr my bus t come first. yey! i love my stupidshite ;D;D

yups. so thts about all fr today. gg t pack my camp stuff tonight. hopefully gg shopping tmr t get th stuff tht i dnt have. shucks. have i talked abt th new pe t-shirts?! because they're absolutely fugly. im gg t stock up on th old pe tshirts. im nt gg t wear th new ones if i cn help it ;D

tatas fr now honeys ;D Dont write me off just yet,2:52 AM thrown away like some spare tire
im th only one getting hurt here
im th only one who ever really cared.

a rather boring day at sch. managed t make it thr on time thou. eng encounter was like, blah. haha. bt luckily, no more mass stretch fr th upper sec! whee! hehe. pure lit! super cool. haha. i like miss norainee. i think lit is gg t be fantastic fun w her around ;D

our chi&math teachers(miss wee&miss lim) are kinda scary, bt nice luh. haha. ss was super boring. i nearly died. eng too. our teacher is some old teacher. like wth.. three periods. stoned, read, nd passed notes during tht class. haha.

ger,belle nd i did retarded things today. took pics. ger&i realised tht we sld never take pics looking downwards. because we look retarded. belle looked okay thou. bt im still nt gg t post th pics w her, haha. because i looked really bad.

i didnt get caught fr hair today! ecause i pinned it up really nicely. except fr a few pieces of hair, bt tht doesnt matter luh. haha. bt i look like a kukuqiao /: haha. mostly everyone in sch is doing tht thou, nobody wnts t fork out 5 bucks t get your hair chopped in th uncoolest style possible ;D

had camp briefing after school. camp sounds like FUN FUN FUN! bt im kinda scared too. because there's all these high obstacle courses(im afraid of heights! /: ), murky water nd really disgusting toilets. nd nd! i probably wont be w belle or ger or cherry if we're separated into index numbers. sheeshh. i hate index numbers! //: plus, its haunted /: haha. bt im still anticipating it quite happily i guess. away from home fr 4 days! thank god ;D

after briefing, went down t jane's class cos eliz had t pass her th phone. haha. then went t th canteen. waited fr eliz's dad t come fetch her. i dropped my lollipop because my phone suddenly vibrated in my hand which gave me a shock. /: stupid jane, it was her call! haha. my poor lollipop. threw it in th dustbin ///:

after eliz left, shu&ly nd i went t th bus stop. waited fr shu's bus t come. then ly&i bused t shell in 174. played her hp th whole way ;D bt her stupid bus came before mine so she lefted me all alone at th bus stop. stupidshite /: haha. bt lucky my bus came soon after. so i wasnt too lonely ;D

well. i guess i wont be blogging so often after this post. because of sch nd stuff. bt mainly because i dnt feel like blogging much either. haha. im trying t break th habit of blogging so much too. haha. nd pple who read my blog cn just happily anticipate till my next post comes(thou i dnt think i cn hold out of long). haha. sorry my faithful readers ;D

here's some pics ;D













you see? YOU SEE? my hair looks like rubbish at sch //:













thts ly's back. because she refused t look at th camera /:












our shoes! ly&mine ;D ( did i mention ger has th same shoes as me? same size too ;D )












at macs, tht day w jane. haha. i didnt like my face ;D













mm. hmm












after towning tht day ;D






Dont write me off just yet,1:29 AM i turned back t see if you were still there.
you werent.

well. as expected, i didnt sleep very much last night. couldnt sleep at all. mum took my hp so i couldnt msg or anything. managed t get my sis t play retarded word games w me until about 12 when she knocked out. we laughed a lot thou ;D

me: A.. fr apple!
sis: A uh.. umm.. APPLE PIE!
me: o.o

sis: E fr egg!
me: eggtart ;D
sis: walao.

hahaha. nd many many more retarded stuff. we went on t food, places, colours, whtever. till she fell asleep. i finished reading one of my library books while trying t kill time. slept around 3 smth. dad woke me up at 6:15. he fetched me t sch today ;D bt th traffic was super jam because i guess everybody's parents are fetching them today? ohmyghad. it was exceptionally jammed between th roads beside nanyang girls nd hwa chong. i was cursing those nanyang&hwachong kids under my breath th whole way. because their stupid parents have t drop them off at th bus stop, creating a huge traffic jam fr th rest of us who actually have a sense of public consideration. dammit. my father was cursing nd swearing too.

finally made it t sch. first time ive reached sch after 6:45AM in th morning. our class was alrightt. sat w belle. talked crap. our form teacher is mr chua, he's kinda nice i guess. haha. funny. our form tutor is like, boring thou. haha. when we arranged our seats, ger, me, nd belle sat at th back. near th windows, just as i like (: jsut tht i sort of cnt see sometimes frm whr we're sitting, bt ger wnted t sit thr. so ohh well.

nd nd! eliz nd i are in th same bio class! together w karen, cherry, melissa etc etc. haha. our bio teacher is miss poh, she's nice ;D haha. eliz nd i are finally in ONE class together! after one whole year of nt having th same classes. yaysers! i love my duckie ;D;D

haha. anyway. as you cn see, im already home. i was a VERY GOOD GIRL TODAY. ate lunch after sch. eliz dropped me at coro. nd i bused home. dropped by at bpp t get th rings bt th frigging shop wasnt opened. so i guess i have t go back tmr. nothing t revise today, so i dont feel guilty fr using th comp. yipee ;D

i swear, this year im gg t study! like hard. i hope i cn stick t tht. belle nd i are gg t try t keep in top 5. or at least top10? haha. zomg. it suddenly seems really hard, bt im really gg t study this year. ;D

i miss duckie already! i havent seen her fr so long! nd i only saw her fr a while today! duckie duckie! //:

after all, you're my wonderwall. Dont write me off just yet,12:01 AM i walked down th alley just now
nd i felt as if th light behind me dissipated.
i turned back,
nd it was all dark.
really.

i hate th way you make me melt
nd then throw me aside again. Dont write me off just yet,4:01 AM stretched t limit from th inside out
upside down, sideways.
ready t burst any moment.
i confess,
im messed up.

th best news i heard today is tht there's no tuition. other then tht. everything's crap. bt luckily, sch's starting tmr. im anticipating it happily like some mad idiot. finally seeing those stupid idiots who cn make me laugh 24hours. haha. nd getting out of this thing/house/whtever. Dont write me off just yet,10:29 PM nd as we watch th time fly by
together, side by side
not knowing when we'll be set apart
bt in our hearts, there'll never be a goodbye.

mmm.. so, this is my first post fr 2007. 2007 fr me was set off w a pretty bad start. so thts nt a really good sign i guess. quarrelling w your family th moment th clock strikes 12:01 is tht good huh? nd t add w tht, irritants poping up in my way. haha. gt pissed at people. tralalalas. i'll try t make th second day of 2007 better. tmr tmr tmr! ;D

well, anyway. i decided t put up some pics of my loved ones. pple who ive loved nd been loved by this in 2006. haha. pple who i appreciate alot. dnt be sad if you're nt included. there you go. events first . ;D



remember this sis? when we were just little twits. haha. i miss australia alot ;D



haha. yes. i love my family. ;D



this outing w confidante/girlfriend! haha. we had lots of fun. just you nd me. i treasure you so much honey, i'd be a hopeless piece of crap without you ;D



family holiday at krabi! haha. i love them alot ;D



marriot fr christmas! w sis nd huili. lovess ;D



band concert w all you guys. we had so much fun. in town nd whtever. haha. ;D



christmas! w cherry, sean nd xaiver. camwhoring nd doing retarded things together. weetwhoo! ;D

hahaha. i shall continue t th peeps now ;D














belle! i remember how we werent close at all when school started. it was only when we sat together tht we became close. haha. i loved last year whr we'd always run out of class fr toilet trips nd sit tgt w ger behind th classroom t listen t her stories. we had fun in 2006. nd we're gg t have more fun in 2007 ;D














eliz honey! we didnt land in th same class again next year! haha. bt its alrightt because we'll definitely still be close! CSS this year was so fun because of you. bandconcert was also a blast. we always have fun together even thou we dont get out much. gg t gui di fang after sch nd stuff. i love you baby ;D















shu! we only became close this year. haha. we have fun always running about sch after sch hours. doing crap. gossiping nd talking rubbish. haha. i cnt wait t see you on wednesday! i love you! ;D















sj! haha. i remember th time when i first knew you, it was like talking t an old friend. you were just nice t talk to. i love t talk rubbish w you nd hearing you sing. we always have fun. ;D
















vicky! haha. i havent talked t you in a long time. bt this is a nice pic rightt? lols. i always have fun w you sweetie pie ;D















cherry! confidante&girlfriend. there's no one else like you t complain,whine,gossip nd joke about all th time. haha. you've always been thr for me when i need you th most. no one could ever replace you. lovess ;D



ly! my stupidshitee. haha. we had so much fun this year. running around th whole school. science enrichment. scandals. talking nd gossiping. haha. i love you stupidshitee ;D


jane! i dnt knw how we even made it as friends after such a tedious year in school. bt after all was said nd done. we still made it. haha. we always have lots of fun together camwhoring nd stuff. i love you ;D



simin! my darling jie. haha. someone who always cheers me up nd makes me laugh. haha. one of th kuku-est person in th whole world! bt i love you alot! ;D






























hahahhaa. remember? i like these two pictures darlings. sunnies nd specs ;D
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haha. these are THE PEOPLE. i love them alot alot. takkaire darlings ;D
Dont write me off just yet,5:31 AM