nuff said. just some pics we took.
i saved th best fr th last ((: Dont write me off just yet,9:44 PM i see people coming
i see them leaving

i just stand there and watch. Dont write me off just yet,9:31 PM today's paper was pretty good. wldnt do as far t say tht i did superbly well. bt i think i did okay (:

today was rather weird day thou. everyone was kinda in no mood.

drifting w many pple now. it feels wrong. just doesnt feel right when you guys arent here w me. i dnt knw hw t put it right either. /:

and you. i knw tht ur pissed at me. bt im pissed at u too. ive alr told u so many fucking times NT t give her tht kind of shite cos she CANT HANDLE IT. she's onli friggin 12 la, she's nt even 13 yet. nw you made her cry. wth is wrong w you man. and i wont take your shite okay. dnt think u cn attitude me like tht w/o making me angry. ur nt th onli one who gets angry okay. GROW UP LA. ur like so fucking much older than th rest of us.


EXAMS ! CONCENTRATE MAN. Dont write me off just yet,5:11 PM today was NORRRMMALL. i think? belle left after recess cos she was sick. felt weird w/o her in sch /: did revision on electricity. i suck at it. dnt like physics man /:

crapped arnd w eliz, karen n carissa after sch. hahas. took spastic photos in th toilet w my szb2 ((: ate. talked crap. den went t coro w jerri. bought ice tea. then took bus home. im such a good girl. HAH (:

hahahas. AND. i knw tht SOME pple are still faithfully reading my blog everyday. well, t a particular person who shall remain unknown, i KNW tht you dnt like me. bt im sure tht you knw tht ur nt exactly my favourite person either. and im nice enough nt t put ur name down here in case u get maluated (:

well yeah, u say tht ur nt afraid of me? hahas. u tell different pple different things dnt you? well, im definitely nt afraid of you either. AND. why nt u come up and tell me tht t the face man? tht means tht you ARE afriad la? hahas. you dont knw wht i cn do t you. im nt a gossiper or coward like you, so i definitely wont go spread rumours or do cowardly acts jus to "spite" you. bt there's an open field fr fun ((:

cowardly little low-lifes. COME ON MAN. (:


I LOVE JERRICA TAN! I LOVE YOU BABE! (((((: Dont write me off just yet,4:36 PM everyday i just feel myself breaking down a little more.
school's suppose t be fun.
school's suppose t be full of love n joy [besides th studying bt yeah]
nw its just crap.

MANY THANKS TO..

JANE CHAI; th woman who's ALWAYS there. yes i love you lots girl(:
BELLE; th one who always listens and exchange complaints. i love ((:
JERRICA N ALY; i love you guys. confessions! (:
AND MANY MANY MORE.(:

i hate listening t those sad emo songs man.
bt i love them too?
ahahas.
rather addicted /:

its easy t fake a smile.


why sld i care when you obviously dnt?
because i love you.
yeah i knw.
its sucks man.
i hate it when you dnt care.
it makes me feel so insignificant.
like i was just a bloody spare tire.
wht do you take me fr man.



im NOT gg to care. Dont write me off just yet,5:35 AM love is patient;
love is kind and envies no one.
love is never boastful,
nor conceited,
nor rude;
never selfish,
not quick to take offense.
there is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,
its hope, and endurance.
in a word,
there are three things that last forever:
faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love.
~ 1 Corinthians 13 ~

i am unable to love.

jealousy. smth ive battled w time and time again.
i dnt WANT to feel jealous. its just smth tht i cnt seem t overcome.
whts wrong w me?
its such a dark, uncomfortable feeling.
t be jealous.

love does nt envy and is never selfish.

so wht gives me th right t love?
nothing.

i cnt love. Dont write me off just yet,5:07 PM i dont know. i really dont knw. all i knw is tht everything's different now.
i cnt believe tht im fucking crying about this. it makes no sense.
there's no reasonable reason fr this.
so why issit all happening?
it normally happens so slowly tht u dnt even realise it.
bt now it happened so fast tht i had no time t react.

its all fucking falling apart. Dont write me off just yet,9:09 PM Dont write me off just yet,10:32 PM Dont write me off just yet,10:22 PM piano exams' tmr. in about 16 hours and IT'LL BE IT. less than one day. freaking out. /:

today's a bad baaaadddd day. despite th fact tht its a thursay. and i normally like thursday. so yeah. lessons were okay actually. bt was seriously in no mood after sch. went t lunch w eliz, joanne, mel,gloria n cherissa. walked arnd th canteen w eliz. then went t th library. after which her daddy sent me t coro. than went home.

i dnt knw wht happened. its like all of th sudden i pretend nt to see you and you pretend nt t see me. and we dnt even bother to acknowledge tht both of us are there. did smth happen tht i didnt catch? ive no idea. felt wrong fr th whole day. wondering why is it this way? wasnt everything alright last week? why th dramatic change now? i kept thinking wht im feeling nw. cldnt put a name t th emotion tht im feeling. was it anger? or was it apathy? certainly nt. i realised. its just sheer hurt. and it hurts bad.

and you. i dnt knw how long ur gg t bug me about it. bt i have no time for you. im nt gg to reply ur msges, or your calls. go concentrate on smth worthwhile. its useless here.

wht w all these shite pple are giving me. you knw. i seriously dnt give a damn about wht ur talking abt me. i dnt care if u think tht im friggin crook. cos im nt. bt if it gives u pleasure t gossip about me, so be it. i really have no time fr you pple.

im so sick all of this crap. wht w you and you and all those other free pple w nothing better to do. i jus feel so drained. wth. leave me alone.

THANKS BELLE N BEA. i love you guys ((: Dont write me off just yet,5:09 PM wht cn i say about today? it was utter crap. first ting in th morning th whole class gt a scolding frm ms ramlah. i thought tht i was unfair of her t scold us before letting us explain ourselves. it was just unethical. chi was alright, lao shi scolded us. bt he's still a gd sport. he's rather lenient, th poor guy. stressing out cos of stupid pple like us. /:

science enrichment was okay. th experiment thing was actually quite fun. bt ya. had piano lesson. fri's th exams. im scared shitless. teacher say tht i sld be able to make it if im nt nervous. bt being nervous is like an understatement cn. my knees practically clank together th last time i went fr piano exam /:

many shameless pple popping up here and there again. i dnt knw why pple like to do such distasteful stuff. doing all these things on purpose? fr wht? spite? malice? i seriously have no clue. bt u guys are just show how childish n immatured u are more and more each day. and pple like US who actually have lives to lead, wont give a shite about you. our lives are alr so interesting tht pple are talking abt it, we dnt need to talk about other pple's ((:

well, exams coming n all. i seriously have no time fr anything else. no more playing. ahahas. serious mugging ally! im like talking to myself nw. i dnt knw if thts suppose t be scary or nt. but yeah. no more distractions. ((:

<33 ally; Dont write me off just yet,9:50 PM today was a rather sucky day. im nt even gg t bother t say how th day went like i normally do. bt yeahh. went home at abt 5 w shushu. came home, jus ate, bathed. did chi. and now im sorta doing lit hw. hahas. boredom.

im getting so frustrated. how many times bt i say it t make you TWO understand? its nt gg to happen again. i made th mistake th first time, and im NOT gg t make it again. nobody's gg to end up happy if i let u persuade me t make th decision again. th point is, there's NTH WRONG w you, it has nth t do with YOU. wht really is th problem is me. im nt matured enough, i cnt handle it. and i cnt give my all t you. BOTTOM LINE; im nt ready, i dnt wnt this.

i dnt knw why its so hard to understand. how long has it been? 4 months plus alr? ive told u over and over again. its nt gg to work out. i dnt wnt distraction, i dnt need it. and despite wht you think, YOU dnt need it either. you're just caught in th past, and unwilling t step out of it. i wnt u to continue gg on. i dnt wnt u t remain there forever. its nt good fr u at all. cos im already here, and ur still stuck there.

i care fr you, do you UNDERSTAND? bt there's a place where we have t draw th line. it already went too far th last time. im nt gg to let it happen again. maybe it was my fault, i was too naive and answered w/o thinking. n this is th consequences i guess. im sorry. its my fault.

i cnt cure you. you have t do it yourself. Dont write me off just yet,9:28 PM today was interesting. chi was fun. just crapped arnd. maths was normal. recess was okay. hahas. had three free periods for home ec cos ms yati wasnt here. jockay, bea, jane n i sat down t chat. fr sme reason, we started talking abt christianity and th end times. kinda freaky actually. bea n i ran t th library t borrow a bible. read thru revelations. gt home t look abt in my own bible. felt a twinge of guilt when i felt how dusty it was. been months since ive touched it. /:

i love belle SUPERSUPER MUCH. hahas. i just felt like saying tht. i think she'll be happy if she sees this ((:

yeahh. bible study session really really soon. amendments? hopefully so. (: Dont write me off just yet,9:43 PM Dont write me off just yet,2:28 PM yesterday's shopping trip was totally futile. i still have nth t wear for beryl's wedding. and hanging arnd too much w my family piss me off /: saw hong beng in town. was surprised, thought tht i wldnt see anyone frm clash after th musical. bt yeah, was a pleasant surprise (:

piano lesson n tui later. whole day in this hse again. then to huili's hse to celebrate her bday. despite th fact tht th whole last week of school was horrible for all of us, i feel myself looking forwards t tmr. i just miss being w them. home is nth. /:

moodless; Dont write me off just yet,9:00 AM

i dont knw how to make it better. i dnt knw how to love them. its hard t see th pple you love gloomy n depressed. i hate it when things happen like tht. im there for you but its like im not. its hurts me too. i love you guys. /:

Dont write me off just yet,8:13 PM school day was rather boring. reached abt 6:50. did nth. walked arnd. first period ih, was sorta interesting. nearly fell aslp in lit, thou it wasnt as boring as usual. sci was okay, did experiment. recess was rather boring cos everyone was kinda NOT HIGH. english test sucked. think i did badly. finished th paper in abt 50 mins. slept for half an hr. when i woke up there was abt 15 mins left. had maths for FOUR PERIODS which was like killer man. but it was sorta interesting. i UNDERSTAND!! WHEE! hahas. but i still cnt do mensuration /:

shushu n ly gt there hp confiscated. like ya, poor thing. hahas. but at least ly still has a sim card, shushu has nth. poor dear /: stayed back, studied w ger and then later w shushu. wnt home w her n ly. piano lesson later. i feel so lazy. cnt believe exam is next week. im scared shitless /:

nt in th mood to blog. byee (: Dont write me off just yet,7:12 PM sch was slack today. reached alr cos took th 6.06 bus. chatted with cherry. walked arnd w shushu. chatted and stuff. no mass stretch n debate today. lazed arnd. talked. beatrice was telling belle, jockay n me th full story of emily rose. rather creepy. den ger told me n belle other horror movies n stories. hahas. she's rather animated, i felt so freaked out when she told us th stories. her actions are scary! :p

pe was okay. more fun than usual. hahas. played husband and wife, but din run cos we din play for very long. maths was rely short. recess was boring. crapped arnd. had three free periods cos mr lim din come for eng. spent th whole time w belle, listeniing to more n more stories tht ger told us. hahas. went t th library and gt scolded for laughing loudly at ger's lame blonde jokes. ART WAS FUN. BATIK PAINTING! ahahas. i botched my up, but ohh well. hahas.

went t a place t eat lunch w eliz, melissa, joanne n priscilla. hahas. was kinda fun, they're funny pple. make me laugh. went t the mama shop. bought lollipops! then went back t school t study w shushu, ly n cheryl. studied a while. went t macs. cont doin maths. got so pissed w maths. cnt stand it man. cnt believe exams are coming soon. gtta buck up. hate mensuration! i jus cnt get th formulas right. hoping nt to fail /:

hahahas. as for annon, i really dont care what you say about me. you cn hate me, but its alright cos others still love me. do take care thou, you must be a very sad person to attack me annonmously. i dont knw how ive offended you, but yeah. HAHAS. its alright. you cn say wht you want, i wont mind. (:

painful red marks. pinkish old scars. across your out stretched arm. you try t cure th pain but th healing wont come; Dont write me off just yet,6:42 PM school day was th usual. had fun during contact time. roaming arnd w belle, ly n shushu. hahas. classes were rather boring. but DOTS was fun. th rest of th day was rather boring. after sch jus ate lunch w cheryl, shushu, ly n gen. walked arnd. then went to orchard to meet my mum n sis.

regreted gg. cnt seem t get along w my family now a days. sucks uh. no point elaborating. yeahh. but CHI FUN WAS DAMN FUN TODAY! ahahas. lao shi still nt here. roamed arnd th whole level/sch w karen n marion. superrrr funny. 2/4's teacher also din come but they had baldive as substitute. i swear tht woman is so oblivious t th class. we dashed in and out of their classroom n she din even notice. still staring into space! hahas. its like she's nt even there. den played in th classroom. karen took retarded pics of me and refused to let me delete! im gg to get so maluated on her blog/friendster man! /:

hahas. yeahh. cnt wait for tmr. thursdays are normally fun (:

and th physical cancles out th emotions.
u gtta hurt t feel anything at all. Dont write me off just yet,9:17 PM went joggin w my dad last night. was quite progressive, jogged for about half an hr. 2-3km or so. problem was, i forgot to do warm ups. so my legs n tighs rely hurt after. sch was okay today. tuesdays are rather tedious normally. but it wasnt too bad. lazed in chi class, walked arnd a lot w aretha. hahas. lit was boring, ih was okay. recess was kinda low energy but yeah. got to miss sme maths, abit of sci and th whole of eng becos of biometrics. hehe. after tht was SCH OVER. hahas. so it wasnt too bad.

went t coro w shushu, cheryl, n ly. bought sushi. den went t the petrol kiosk to buy stuff. sushu bought ben n jerrys. ly bought cup noodles t share. th shop lady was rather irritating. but hahas, i think we made quite a lot of noise. went back t sch to eat. rushed up for remedial. remedial was dead boring. did sme paper thingy. tan is so irritating la. dont like him man. after remedial went back to canteen, onli ly, shushu n aly were still there. got rather high w them. laughing and singing random songs (: then daddy came t fetch me.

one prefect got me to pull up my socks REALLY HIGH in th parade ground today. like wth, cld alr see th logo but she still ask me to cont pulling. -.-'' lost my nametag today. sucks man. now i gtta waste money AGAIN to order a new one n buy the temporary one. /:

jockay caught me today, but i din tell her. belle saw it too. so yeah, chatted w her while doing biometrics. love her loads ((:

cant wait for tmr actually. weds are kinda nice. sorta, not exactly very fun but quite slack la. thursdays are the BEST days (: gg down w daddy for a jog again later. this time i'll rmb to stretch (:

<33 ally; Dont write me off just yet,6:32 PM first school day of th term today. wasnt too bad. cldnt sleep th night before cos i was kinda excited. yep. played w my hp for like an hr or so. chatted w eliz and then slept at about 2-3 smth in th morning. dad fetched me t school in th morning cos he's wokring at 8 for a week or so. yeah. jus ambled arnd catching up w pple. first period was whiled away talking and playing, and making trips t th toilet w belle. hahas! ((:

next had two periods of mother tongue. lao shi din come, and we were suppose to do this zuo wen. yiyi n i din bring foolscape, so she studied science while i read my book. stoned down there. went t th toilet w aretha. ahahas. spent a rather long time there, talking n remenscing abt clash days. ahahas. seems like its been years ago. rather nostalgic now. hahas. even danced there, but was very giggly cos we were afraid tht someone wld come in. hehs.

next was two periods of maths. got back out last test paper. quite pleased w myself, onli lost marks in two questions. 26/30. yay! even though it was quite an easy paper, im still happy. finally did well ON MY OWN. hahas. even thou its nt like a fantastic full marks or anything. :p had a rather fun recess. ate my meds. ly n shushu said tht th pills looked like drugs. but i think they're pretty, LIME GREEN N WHITE. cool okay! hahas. ate w th usual gang. then went running off w belle to talk to shushu, ly, terenna. did spastic things. terenna n shushu got scolded by a teacher for nt tucking in their shirts, and for running away when he scolded them! hahas. he chased them all th way up th stairs. was kinda funny. :p

den had home econs, was kinda fun. thou a lil boring. jus crapped abt. din listen much. hahas. BEATRICE N NIC! HAHAS. HANKY PANKY-ING IN TH CLASSROOM. thought i'd laugh till i pee. hahas! love my home ec class. we're a fun bunch (: ih after tht was pretty okay. mrs shum seemed t be in a good mood. had fun. then was th END OF SCHOOL! YAYSERS!

went to coro w liz, melissa, their friends, ly, shushu, cheryl, terrena n natasha. hahas. we were all rather splitted up so it was kinda weird. went back to sch, ate th sushi tht we bought in th canteen. stoned. then ly n i went upstairs cos th canteen was hot. sat outside 2e2 and stoned. laughed like maniacs while walking arnd th whole of sec 2 level. was kinda fun. later on we went back downstairs. studied a lil. listened to music. crapped. sme pple din look too happy thou. think they were pms-ing. hahas. DONT PMS GUYS! (: talked to jerri. stoned summore. then daddy came to fetch me home cos it was raining.

felt bored all alone at home. tmr have remedial, for once im thankful. wont have t come home so early den. i'd die of boredom. hahas..! and i cant sign into msn now. so weird. pissing off /:

and OH YEAH. heard tht many pple have been viewing my blog lately. ahahas. so it mus be quite a popular place t be uh? hahas. WELCOME. maybe you'll find yourself blogged abt by me ((:

chaos. (: Dont write me off just yet,7:21 PM got this frm friendster's bulletine board. im bored interesting thou (:

Put your music player on shuffle.Press forward for each question.Use the song title as the answer to the questioneven if they don't make sense.You'll be surprised though..NO CHEATING!

How are you feeling today?
i will always love you (:

Will you get far in life?
here without you

How do your friends see you?
beep [ uh? lols ]

Will you get married?
stickwitu

What is your best friend's theme song?
bad day [ lols! ]

What is the story of your life?
she will be loved [ COOL MAN (: ]

What was high school like?
good day ((:

How can you get ahead in life?
dont lie ((:

What is the best thing about your friends?
dirty little secrets ((: [ yeah babes! ]

What is today going to be like?
buttons

What is in store for this weekend?
unfaithful [ ouch.. ]

What song describes you?
i write sins not tradegies [ HEHE ]

To describe your grandparents?
whats left of me

How is your life going?
safe in a crazy world [ umm.. nt so sure abt tht ]

What song will they play at your funeral?
every beat of my heart [ but im alr dead?! no more beats! :p ]

How does the world see you?
free [ uh?]

Will you have a happy life?
god-shaped hole [ tht tells alot /: ]

What do your friends really think of you?
stained glass masquerade

Do people secretly lust after you?
beautiful one [ uh? ]

How can I make myself happy?
breathe [ yeah. i do tht all th time. :p ]

What should you do with your life?
jesus take the wheel [mm..]

Will you ever have children?
always and forever [ EEYERR. dont want so many! :p ]

hahas. tht was FUN! go do! ((: Dont write me off just yet,10:37 PM jerri's party was flickin yesterday. ahahas! when i reached there no one was there yet cos shushu, aly n cheryl put their bags down at her hse to go ps. helped jerri blow her water bombs w kim. den th others started coming. hehe. walked down to the playground t play. was fun! played. den went t th pool. played arnd in th baby pool and th adult pool.

shushu, cheryl n aly bought alcohol again. dun even knw how many they bought. like quite afew bottles i think. din drink as much as them thou. my gawds, they're like crazy can. jus keep drinking n drinking. hahas. SHUSHU was SO DRUNK after on. hahas. cldnt stop laughing at her. was so funny. think she drank too much. aly said tht she felt like vomiting too. and cheryl was rather quiet. hahas.. think ALL of them were drunk la. ahahas drunkards. i onli started feeling tipsy n tired when i reach ahyi's hse. HEHE.

yeahh. played truth or dare. hahas. was a rather interesting round. but th dares were retarded. rather scary questions asked. hahas. din ans (: pple started leaving abt 10 plus. walked chyna n shushu down t chyna's car. den jerri, aly n i went to th bball court. lied down there. there were sme noisy pple in th void deck near by, making a hell lot of noise. irritating. hahas. had a "confession" session. which was rather fun. later on my dad came to pick me up, went to ahyi's hse t stay.

watched th movie thingy on chann 5. was rather sweet. th girl so adorable (: den went to bed. talked to shushu n liz for a while. put down cos my fone battery was low. talked to belle for a while. den huili n i went downstairs to watch meteor garden. finished abt 2:30a.m. slept at abt 3 plus. woke up abt 7 plus cos gm was talking so loudly. too tired so went to sleep again. after tht woke up abt 9:45. read newspaper. chatted w shuhsu.

went t some distant cousin's new baby's man yue thingy, ate. was friggin full. DIET TML W SHUSHU N LY!ahahas! den came hme w huili. feel like drinking man! liked the green apple vodka tht they bought yesterday. even thou aly said tht there was practically no taste. thought it was NICE (:

me, jerri n kim (:














water bombs. retarded hair n jerri's cute brother (:














baby's pool! again w retarded hair :p














hiding our faces (:















and now my mum wun let me go shushu hse to study! wth.. i miss school so much man! ahahas. yay! starting tmr! happiness cn! ahahas. but i havent finished hw. ohh well :p

LETS DRINK BABES (: Dont write me off just yet,2:58 PM a rather boring day today. woke up cos my sis's fone was ringing loud enough to wake th dead. so irritating. not considerate enough to turn th volume DOWN when its at night. and she can complain abt my fone VIBRATING. like HELLO? at least my fone onli VIBRATES, it doesnt ring SO LOUDLY tht my parents can probably hear it frm th next room. like wth. and she turned of the aircon n din turn on th fan! making me wake up sweating. /:

yeahh. din do much. ate. watched tv. practiced piano. used th comp till late last night. realised tht no one else was awake except for me, felt pretty good. (: turned off the comp at abt 12 smth. talked to crispin until abt 2:30 cos i cldnt sleep. hahas. he made me laugh like crap. talking all this rubbish about how he's gg to marry th two japanese princess and be the kind of japan(despite me telling him tht u need to be of pure japanese blood to be king).

crispin: yeah. and when i'm the king of japan, you cant jus call me up anytime to talk. and i wont have time to call u for afternoon tea and a chat.
ally: umm.. okays..
crispin: yeah. cos you have to call "duno who" to get my ministers who will inform "duno who" who will imform my secretary and adviser before you can call me up.
ally: but.. wht about..?!
crispin: you see little girl, this is called; for.. uh.. forma..?err.. how to pronounce uh?
ally: formalities?
crispin: YEAH! formalities. stop laughing little girl!
at this point, im already laughing too uncontorllably. even thou it doesnt seem so funny now (:

hahas. yeah. i love crispin (((: Dont write me off just yet,1:05 PM at ahyi's hse now. came over here in th morning. played w feifei downstairs. hahas. he's rather adorable. now sleeping. lazed arnd here. din really studied. hahas.

rather irritated w the annons tht come t my blog. well okay, most of them dont come back twice, probably cos they dont dare to. but seriously. i normally wldnt get ruffled up by brainless annons, but im getting pissed off. okay. so tell me, since WHEN was it your buisness whether i speak vulgarities or not? and WHEN have i ever claimed to be pure n holy? you tell me la. like wth, who are u to criticise me on MY blog uh? i'll say whtever i want, cos its MINE. secondly, even if you'd rely like to tell me tht its WRONG to use vulgarities, why not u tell me who you are first? cos i honestly would not mind if u told me tht. like DUH. who DOESNT knw tht vulgarities arent good? i dont need YOU t tell me tht. its my own mouth and my own life, im not gg to let nameless annons rule it. im warning you, you better watch your back. AND . dont you DARE insult my friends here. i'll track you down. (:

for ELIZABETH. those who are out there harrasing her and spreading rumours about her, you better be careful okay. not everyone is stupid enough to believe all those dumb rumours, it jus gives pple smth to gossip about. better stop doing these things to her or WE'LL GET YOU. you better stop it or you're gg to regret it REAL SOON. watch your back.

bitches. like wth. its not our fault tht ur lives are so screwed up. you screwed it up by urself. dont drag us into it. (:

disgusted; Dont write me off just yet,2:33 PM at ahyi's hse now. came over here in th morning. played w feifei downstairs. hahas. he's rather adorable. now sleeping. lazed arnd here. din really studied. hahas.

rather irritated w the annons tht come t my blog. well okay, most of them dont come back twice, probably cos they dont dare to. but seriously. i normally wldnt get ruffled up by brainless annons, but im getting pissed off. okay. so tell me, since WHEN was it your buisness whether i speak vulgarities or not? and WHEN have i ever claimed to be pure n holy? you tell me la. like wth, who are u to criticise me on MY blog uh? i'll say whtever i want, cos its MINE. secondly, even if you'd rely like to tell me tht its WRONG to use vulgarities, why not u tell me who you are first? cos i honestly would not mind if u told me tht. like DUH. who DOESNT knw tht vulgarities arent good? i dont need YOU t tell me tht. its my own mouth and my own life, im not gg to let nameless annons rule it. im warning you, you better watch your back. AND . dont you DARE insult my friends here. i'll track you down. (:

for ELIZABETH. those who are out there harrasing her and spreading rumours about her, you better be careful okay. not everyone is stupid enough to believe all those dumb rumours, it jus gives pple smth to gossip about. better stop doing these things to her or WE'LL GET YOU. you better stop it or you're gg to regret it REAL SOON. watch your back.

bitches. like wth. its not our fault tht ur lives are so screwed up. you screwed it up by urself. dont drag us into it. (:

disgusted; Dont write me off just yet,2:33 PM today was fun. ly n shushu came over at abt 2? they bought ALCOHOL. even though th one tht they bought today wasnt tht nice. it jus tasted like ORANGE JUICE. hahas. but i kept the bottle caps cos they were pretty. orange n green! hehe. we lazed arnd, talking laughing, reading mags till liz came.

picked her up frm downstairs, went back up. laughed n whtever. eliz n i were rather high. kept laughing over silly stuff. but later we settled down n studied. went to bpp at abt 4:30. went to kfc. ate. walk walk. shushu n ly were rather not high. but eliz n i were like super crazy luh. laughing over random things. and KFC has MIRRORS everywhere. rather suitable for ZILIAN PPLE UH LY! ((:

later we came back up. slacked. den eliz n i walked shushu n ly t e busstop. waited for their buses. den we walked back up. talked. laughed. took pics. den i sent her downstairs. hahas.. rather anti climax but was quite fun luh. jus tht next time we gotta get BETTER alcohol ((:

i think i sprained my hip or smth. cos my hip bone n the part near my ass really hurts. i think i knocked against smth? eeeyerr.. hurts like hell. hahas. actually read the whole of today's newspaper. like been MONTHS since ive done tht. read like loads of tradegy stories, including ly's ex class mate thingy.

made me realise how fragile n precious life is. like take tht for example, th poor guy battled w cancer for so long, recovered, but got knocked down by a car. makes me realise tht anyone of us can GO at anytime. i may even be dead tmr. its so hard t see tht we take things for granted all the time. my family, even though i hate their guts like 50% of th time. my friends, relatives, etc. wht if sme one jus suddenly leaves? or wht if i fall into a train track or smth? and jus die? not very likely considering th fact tht i dont take th train, but yeah. u knw wht i mean.

hahas. i appreciate my family n friends very very much. i hope they knw it? ahhaas. in case i die tmr, I LOVE YOU GUYS! lols. okays. rather retarded, but jus in case ((:

i feel rather woozy now. i think its the alcohol. forehead rather hot too. flu /:

<33 ally; Dont write me off just yet,8:29 PM wth. im fucking pissed off now luh. like wth. everytime. EVERY SINGLE TIME. we try to tell you, we try to help u. we even help HER even though we like dislike her like hell. and now wht? you dont notice? you dont even see whts happening. you dont even KNW tht YOU'RE on the losing end. not anyone else.

and we fucking CARE for you. but u cant open ur eyes and look properly. who's w you and who's not. you make me SO pissed off do you knw?! we keep quiet, we jus KEEP QUIET cos we dont want to interfer. but seriously. DONT BE SO DUMB. we fucking love you! dont want to see in such an uncomfortable position. WAKE UP LUH.

someone tell me to shut up. Dont write me off just yet,6:01 PM cldnt sleep last night. talked to shushu frm like wht? 10 plus till 12 smth. checked my call register, we talked for exactly 2hrs 35 mins and 40 secs. hahas. after which i talked to crispin for umm.. 8 mins or so. tht was when lizzie called. den i talked to her for about an hr. hehe. overall, slept abt 2 smth (:

surprisingly, woke up at 9. lazed arnd. went back to sleep. woke up at 10 plus cos ly sms-ed me. so got up. did stuff. mum's collegues came to see her. they were damn noisy. doodled in my sketchbook, so it looks like crap. hahas.. yeahh. den dad fetch mummy to her medical appointment, leaving me w the lovely house all t myself. isnt tht nice? ((:

sad thing is. shushu is at training, liz is at her couz's hse and ly has tuition. so im like all alone. thts rather sad uh? waiting for lizzie to call (:

<33 ally; Dont write me off just yet,3:01 PM jus had a yummy dinner. feel so content now. HAHS. yeahh. had a funny time w shushu n ly jus now. searching for HAWT pple on friendster! hahas. was fun.

steve irwin passed away. thts so sad. even thou i tot he was like very irritating in his dare devil antics. its kinda sad. i tot he was kinda cool still. and his poor kids n wife. /:

and oh oh! i cant believe the sunday times thingy! st margs uni sucks? LIKE HELLO. DISCRIMINATION AGAINST US! st margs uni is so IN and HIP man! dont u see polka dots everywhere now a days? at least we're not like a photocopied picture of other typical sch uniforms in different colours! like seriously, all the sch uniforms are the SAME, they're jus in diff colours and have diff logos. seriously, they onli have like wht?

girl: blouse n skirt, pinafore.
guy: shirt n long/short pants

DO YOU SEE ANYTING ELSE? okay, an occasional ful ldress for girl schs(scgs) but WHERE ELSE CAN U FIND POLKA DOTS? no where else okay. ST MARGS UNI ROCKS OKAYS. stop criticising others jus because YOUR uni is SO MAINSTREAM. eeeyerr. LOW CLASS! ((:

but ANYWAY, back to the point; im mainly blogging abt this PRESSING MATTER which i cnnt keep my mouth shut about.

THE MEDIA AINT ALWAYS RIGHT.

like HELLO. im not stating which particular piece of news they're talking abt but YAH. how can they be so EEEYERR. jus like so called "EXPOSING" other pple "faults" when its like not exactly true. maybe its like wht? 50% true onli? but the stupid MEDIA jus blows it all up and make it WHOLE SCALE and HORRIFIC. do they even knw how many pple they hurt by writing these kind of things? OUCH. you jus like RUIN PPLE'S LIVES! POSSIBLY EVEN LIVELIHOOD! and its not like its a gossip mag where we all knw tht u cant rely believe everything they write, its the BLOODY NEWSPAPER. like WTH. reporters really hve to watch out. doing there job is right, but there's a fine line between WRITING WHT IS TRUE, and PUTTING THEIR CREATIVITY TO MAKE THE STORY MORE JUICY.

seriously. masscommunications. is this th road tht we're going to take? cos it really sucks. wht we need are honest journalists man. not fakey lil faggots. my gawds. wht is singapore coming too? hahas.. HOPE FOR THE FUTURE. there's NO HOPE if we cont doing these kind of things to our FELLOW COUNTRYMEN/WOMEN.

singaporeans needs to buck up. Dont write me off just yet,6:46 PM was in a rather bad mood this morn. cos of my mum n all. rather sickening. yeahh. and pple coming to irritate me. but yeah. got over it. played piano. did work. mop the whole hse. i feel accomplished. hahas! studied ih. got so sick and tired of it. decided to come online. took a whole hour for the stupid comp to start up. pissed me off. hahas. but its okay now (:

chatting w ly n shushu, they crack me up (: and some irritating pple. walau. get a life luh. my life is like alr rather accomplished so yah, dont have to mess it up for me thank you very much (: shall have the house to myself tmr! yes. peace n tranquility at last! ((:

yes. i love them very much (: Dont write me off just yet,4:57 PM okay. so i shall catch up on blogging since i havent blogged for the past 2 days or so. not including yesterday cos tht doesnt count. hahas..

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went to ginza plaza w mummy, gugu, sis, vivian n vina. ate at macs. waited for mummy n gugu cos they were having pedicure. later on we went into their room. saw fatal seduction 2 on the table so picked it up to read. hahas.. its such a sluttish book. but lustfully interesting. hahas.. im a naughty girl :p yeps. afterwards, we jus walked arnd. then went to ah yi's hse. lazed arnd there. used comp etc. stoned. played w FEIFEI! played with him ball and his little toys. hahahas. he's so adorable. love him to bits ((:

w sis [my hair looks brown uh? i think its the split ends! :p ]















w vina ((:














w vivian ((:















feifei! ((:



















loves ((:



















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had piano lessons in the morning. dragged on till 11:45 cos mum kept talking to teacher, irritating. afterwards, changed and went downstairs to meet hamz. walked to plaza, bought bread for mum. den went to macs cos he had to eat lunch. sat there. chatted, stoned for abit. walked arnd. den went to sit in e playground downstairs my hse. moved to the voiddeck cos it was rather hot.chatted a while, den went home. later huili came over. lazed arnd. chatted, watched tv etc. she stayed until at night den went home w her mum. chatted w shushu n ly on the fone last night. we planned to go on a DIET together. hahas! gotta lose weight! duno when we're suppose to start thou! hahas. watched the yaya sisterhood thingy. wasnt as nice as i thought it would be but it was still good la. hahas.. funny. the woman was so crazy! hahas.. yeahh. ly was like talking into two fones w us and w other pple. rather confusing. den liz called me and i chatted w her too. hahas.. until mummy scolded. den went to sleep. (:

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today has been pretty boring so far. Woke up, was alr late so din eat brekkie. had porridge for lunch. mum made popiah, which was nice. lazed arnd. watched tv. sis went out. studied a bit, cldnt concentrate. mum’s taking a nap, so here I am on the comp. doing nothing. yeahh. my life's pretty interesting hur? going to jerri's party on Saturday. Sld be fun, haven't been out in a long time. cant wait ((:
IM BORED. ((:

















just a random picture. but doesnt tht look so deliciously scrummy?
MAKING ME HUNGRY!
ahahas. control! diet. ((: Dont write me off just yet,3:42 PM ughh
i hate my sister man
fucking angry.
whts is her fucking problem man!
bloody bitch.
i hate her.
and i dont care if she's reading this. Dont write me off just yet,9:54 PM