I cant seem t get my heart over You,
Sunday, July 30, 2006
hahas. been THREE DAYS since ive touched e computer. hehe. FINALLY IM ON. thank you God oh so much. i missed my comp!! (((:

been rather hectic e past few days. been coming hme real late frm sch so din come online. yeah. rehearsals are a bit of a hit and a miss. sometimes good, sometimes not so good. ohh well. jus a few more days to showtime, so yeah. im kinda scared rely. :p

yep. got so many things to say. but i dont rely want to cos im really lazy. hehe. gotta study for maths n lit test if not wun have time to for e next three days. but im bored bored BORED NOW. i kinda miss sch. hehe.. i miss 2e6! havent been hanging w e pple there much cos of musical. ):


hahas.. dont feel like blogging now

tatas.((:
Dont write me off just yet,2:11 PM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
i shall make a very quick post since i really cannot be bothered to blog. HEE. today was a boring day. had photo taking which was quite fun. but i was stuck in e front AGAIN. i think im like destined to be in e front row for a formal photo takings for the rest of my life. which is kinda pathetic.

yep. got to miss most of mother tongue of which i havent done hw yet. HEE! ((: lessons were boring but luckily mr tan din come today! hahas. so had like 2 free periods which everyone used to do prodots except for our group cos we already presented. so chaichai and i jus lazed arnd. hahas.. and den later e two of us w belle n simin went to help ms ramlah w e speech day thingy (:

yeah. fast forward e day. mrs khor refused to let us got of prodots for musical cos she claimed tht miss tan din tell her abt it. which rely sucked. so we stayed thru e whole lesson den ran all e way to e hall, which rely sucked. rehearsals went moderately well today, not too bad. but was super tired. so yeah. lasted quite long but was fun la. ((:

hahas.. cant be bothered to type anymore. im tired. chaos ((:
Dont write me off just yet,9:41 PM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
i feel so down now. like WHTEVER LUH. i rely cant care about wht others are talking about anymore. OKAY. jus TALK LA OKAY. i rely dont care already. since u have NOTHING TO DO in ur friggin life but to TALK ABOUT ME. den jus TALK. if it makes u happy. i got nothing to say. everyone's entitled to whtever they want to say.

having a heart-to-heartish talk w my beloved cherry. dearest. whts she's doing to you? whtever it is, jus be strong kay? im here for u babe! ((:

so addicted to kelly clarkson's because of you. cant stop listening.

u fugly slut;
Dont write me off just yet,5:06 PM

ahahas.. angel's party yesterday was FUN FUN FUN! was held at tabi's godbro's condo cos had a function room there, which was cool. reached there. took pics. played arnd. waited for them to get out of e water. took SOMEMORE pics while they bathed and changed. hahas.. played w e keyboard. den we jus played arnd, talked, danced.

some idiot stole tabbi's goggles! and he refused to admit tht he did when we confronted him! bloody asshole. even the security guard could tell tht he was lying! idiot la. cant even lie properly. lols. anyway. later angel's mum came w e FOOD. hehs. we were darn hungry by then so we started eating. cut e cake. which was HEAVENLY. ahahas. super super super super super super NICE. chocolate hazelnut. YUMMY!! ((:

yep. basically we jus played e whole time n danced! hehehehe.. uber fun la. den mum came to pick me n angel back hme ((:

been in sianzation for e whole day today. studied ih. but not finished yet. IM SICK OF HISTORY!

GAH!
Dont write me off just yet,4:22 PM
Friday, July 21, 2006
just got hme not long ago. sch ended at 11 plus today. tht was good. miss tan din come for lit today so we did a bit of work. and then jus fooled arnd. HEH. after tht was like recess, then end of sch. so yah. waited arnd for pple. got roped into arranging e chairs n tables for speech day, which rely sucked.

went to smps w belle, charmaine, shini, yan ru and other sec 1s. ate there. and they played bball. felt so OUTCAST since i was like e onli one who was not in bball. lols. yeah. jus walked arnd, did stuff. was going to go already. den belle lost her hp. we searched n searched but cldnt find, so jus left. went to e bus stop w darshini n shini and e TALL sec 1 girl whom i have NO IDEA wht her name is. heh. was going to take 67 all e way backhme but was rather inconvinient. so in e end took 170 to coro n den 171 back hme w shini.

hahas.. i called sis to make cupnoodles for me cos im FRIGGIN HUNGRY. but she onli took e cup out. so i still had to make it. hehe. i must have seen like wht? 23 crumpler bags today? how come everyone has one now? its like SO EX$$. pple must be rich. ((:

i enjoyed today ((:
Dont write me off just yet,4:07 PM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
got this frm WANDA'S blog. so here goes. ((:

10 THINGS I WANT HERE RIGHT NOW

- my dears [im BORED]
- spare sim card
- new SHOES!!!
- THT BAG!!
- ih notes. i REALLY need to study!
- tht rely rely pretty pair of earrings frm PS!
- new guitar strings
- e guitar tabs
- e love greatest hits cd
- i NEED KELLY CLARKSON'S SONGS RIGHT NOW!


10 THINGS I WANT FOR MY FUTURE

- journalism course
- debate!
- bio chem combi
- redo my fringe
- own apartment
- NEW piano
- SAJC
- japan
- my OWN life
- utopia [ which is like impossible]


10 THINGS I MISS

- australia
- aussie friends
- bpps friends
- times when i was still close w sis
- SCHOOL [ i knw. i jus came hme 4 hrs ago. but STILL]
- eden [ i miss u dearest! ]
- slack lifestyle in aus
- towning
- one day in sch w/o seeing THEIR faces.
- going to POG. ):

10 THINGS I LOVE
- GOD. the only one.
- family
- ALL my dears
- guitar
- piano
- SMSS
- TOLLEY
- eldds
- writing, reading
- singing

10 BLOGS I ALWAYS READ
ironic-tense.blogspot.com
cheese-maltese.blogspot.com
onemark-.blogspot.com
cherryfied-me.blogspot.com
iwantamoment.blogspot.com
etched-inred.blogspot.com
sweetmelancholy.blogspot.com
jiaaahuiii.blogspot.com
miserybeckons.blogspot.com
amandaoneme.blogspot.com

10 THINGS I BRING EVERYWHERE AND WHY
- my PHONE!
- wallet
- ezlink
- guitar pick
- lipgloss
- SWEETS
- umm.. clothes?
- TISSUE PAPER!
- money of course
- neos in my wallet? hee.(:

10 PEOPLE I WANT TO DO THIS
cherry
kellice
kellsie
nathalie
belle
sis
eleanor
sabrina
dine

AIYAH. ANYONE WHO SEES THIS ((:


hahas.. i din take as long as wanda to do this ((:
Dont write me off just yet,10:26 PM

today was rather fun. racial harmony day! reached sch at exactly 6:30a.m. wanda n ger came and we practiced e sari thingy. hahas.. was kinda fun. waited arnd e whole morning to gen to come. she arrive at 7:18a.m -.-''

yep. went down in e thingy tht angel's mum gave me(she's so nice isnt she? [: ) and yah. it was SO HOT THOU, gawd. i was like sweating like crazy pls. heh. took pledge n watever den we went upstairs to do e sari comp. finally came to a decision tht WANDA wld be our model! hehe. even thou i think gage brown n e others were better then tolley's, it was still FUN! ahahas.. running up n down to do stuff. cheered for tolley frm e hall! wahahas! i love tolley! ((:

yep. after tht had mass recess. had a dj. someone dedicated a song for e clashers! whee! hehe. and then someone frm our class also dedicated a song for TWO E SIX!! WHEEEEE!!! ahahas. got pretty high over there. but not AS high as OTHER PPLE. heh! was fun la. went arnd talking n laughing. den went back to class, one period of maths. but din study anything. jus spent e whole period taking pics. HEE. spent e extra recess time taking pics and playing.

den had english. we did e debate thingy again. which was SUPER FUN. not as fun as e first time. but STILL FUN. hehe. i LOVE debate pls!! loads loads LOADS! lalalas. had art class next. which was super SIAN. fooled arnd in e comp lab. but mrs low made us stayed back for like more than an hr to finish up e stupid badge thingy. EEEYERR. was so hungry by e time we were let out la. GAH.

searched everywhere high and low but cldnt find e location for rehearsals today. so ended up going to serene w e bballers. saw sum peeps there. ate lunch. den went back to sch. turned out tht rehearsals were still held in e performing arts studio. i was like super LATE. and it was super maluating. first time la pls. but at least miss tan din scold me. and i told THE TRUTH. tht i rely cldnt find them, n tht i went to macs to eat. (:

shall upload some of e photos tml cos im rather lazy now. yeah. had some unpleasantries today. but all in all it was a nice day i guess (:

dont live as if God isnt there, cos He is.

im trying to. really;
Dont write me off just yet,9:54 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
today was normal. neither good nor bad. had NSW english today. was so sleepy tht i fell aslp almost immediately after i finish e paper. when i woke up half e class was sleeping too. hehe. maths was okay cos onli one period. but mr tan is SO irritating. UGH. eeeyerr. had recess. blah blah. canteen was PEACEFUL cos we have early recess on wednesday. YES. at least ONCE a week where we can eat in peace. ((:

after tht had english. which was rely fun too! got into groups to discuss abt our debating topics. SUPER FUN. ahahas. i cant get over it, jus enjoyed it rely rely rely rely rely rely much. hahas.. after tht we went to e library! hahas.. belle, jane n i grabbed comics and went upstairs to read. jane turnedon e aircon so it wldnt be hot. hehe ((: had fun. found this REALLY INTERESTING BOOK tht belle n i read together. was pretty amusing really. and found out loads of funny IDEAS. heh.

den had mt. cant believe ive actually completed my mt hw! after like ONE MONTH. hee.. im brillant. yes, i knw(: mt was boring la. i think most of e level failed e last chi test cos it was uber hard. even those brillant at mt students. hahas.. yeah. science was SUPER BORING. i nearly fell aslp. mr goh is getting so tensed now a days. he actually shouted at us! ahahas.. most of our class pple jus laughed quietly. cos it was kinda amusing. but yeah, i can get why he has been shouting, we have been quite terrible to be honest. heh. (:

well yeah. rehearsals were okay. tolley stuff thingies were FUN. and well, yeah. ((:

i dont knw why u insist on banging at me continously. but its really immatured. (:
Dont write me off just yet,8:40 PM
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
prodots presentation was FUN today. even thou our powerpoint wasnt as good as shalini's group's, i had fun doing it. esp our skit! ahahas.. it made them laugh, so thts a good sign. even though it was rather nonsensical at some parts. HEH ((:

yep. rehearsals were so DRAMA today. very traumatic for most of e clashers. my gawds. we all knw wht im talking abt. dont wish to repeat. but im glad tht everyone's alright now. hahas.. guys, we gotta work together kay? its OUR musical! we can do it! and i love u guys loads, rely. i do ((:

hahas.. yah. not much to say la. shall end off here ((:
Dont write me off just yet,8:14 PM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
been having a normal kind of day. din go to church again. tht wld make it like wht? 3 or 4 months since ive gone church? which is kinda sad. but i cant seem to motivate myself to go. its like after leaving pog, i cant seem to find a sense of belonging anywhere. i miss POG! my sanctuary. i miss it. but there's nothing i can do about it. i cant go back. )):

woke up late. studied my science for a bit. den went to bp plaza. saw april foo again. ahahas.. second week in e row. she's rather adorable. lols. ate lunch there. walked around a bit w sis. saw tons of things tht i wanted to buy. but had no cash! )): lols.

yeah. den came hme again. rested. studied. den now using comp. listening to jay chou now. wahahas. been a long long LONG time since ive listened to him or ANY chi songs for tht matter. i kinda miss chi songs now. wahahas.. had a sudden craving to listen to LONG JUAN FENG. so i found a whole play list of jay chou's songs on radioblogclub. and now im SAD. cos e songs are rather depressing. so beautiful thou. i love jay chou ((:

tht part missing of me;
Dont write me off just yet,4:17 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
today was once again a rather boring and siani-fying kinda day. cant be bothered to rely blog about it in detail. completed maths prodots and handed it in. now gotta worry for e actual prodots presentation on tueday and filing my science file. AND study for science test. plus another million and one things i have to do. im SO FREE aye. yeah. was kinda disappointed cos im onli a 2nd reserve for e interclass class debate. so its like 99.99% tht i wun debate on e actual day. which is kinda saddening. ohh well. its okay la. there will probably be other chances RIGHT? right???? hahas.. i hope so ((:

yeah. but im still very enthusiastic abt our motion! ahahas. its so cool can. i rely hope tht our class can get into e next round! i mean. come on man, its TWO E SIX! we rock. hehehe.. discussed alot abt e motion today. it was FUN discussing it w wanda. AHAHAS. we got some rely cool points frm jus talking rubbish. i mean, is tht COOL OR WHT?ahahas.. we so rock! wanda's so funny! ((:

yeps. gen asked me to particiapate in e sari thingy competiton on racial harmony day. which sounds rely fun. gotta dress sumbody up in a sari and see who finishes first. ahahas! planning to wrap GEN UP! hehhee..

lalalas. so yeah. assembly was quite fun, sum pple came to perform for us. and their skit/performance was RELY NICE! made me laugh like crazy. stayed back to do ih file. was late for rehearsals. so din eat lunch. din have a SINGLE BREAK AT ALL today. so was like yah, super tired n hungry. so many miscommunication w dad. which was TOTALLY HIS FAULT. this time even my mum sided me okay. cos even SHE cld see tht he was being totally unreasonable. so yeah. they fetched me, came to ah yi's hse, ate dinner. and now im still here playing comp. end of story. ((:

i quote once again.

life still goes on ((:
Dont write me off just yet,9:10 PM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
had a rather bad day today. overslpt by a few mins, so dad fetched me to sch(thts one of e onli good things((: ) yah.. had mass stretch. which was super kukumaluating. e whole back half of every class had to stand up and do mss stretch alone. i din have to cos i was still part of e front part, but jockay wanted me to do w her. so i decided to. SO KUKUMALU!!! my gawd. embarrasing pls! lols. but i still felt tht it was a teensy weensy bit of fun. =p

had briefing for e debate at eng encounter. super excited. hope tht we can participate! e topic for our class(against 2e5) is " sld all schools be same-sex schools?" lols. our class has e OPPOSITION side! whee! hehehehehe. rely rely REALLY excited! ((: lols. yupps. after EE, had pe. which was super sian. ran arnd e tennis court a few times for warm ups den did stretching. after which we played tennis. ahahas.. was super funny. at first played w simin, den we paird up n played against jockay n belle. it was HILARIOUS PLS! keep missing e ball here n there. and cldnt stop laughing. lols ((:

after pe had maths. had to see THT STUPID GUY'S FACE AGAIN. which was a total turn off. thank god it was onli for one period. LUCKY ah. i think i wld have like said or do something rely biting to him if i had to listen n look at him talk for any longer den tht half an hour. GAH! after recess was english. which was kinda boring. went thru e compres n stuff. *YAWN*. was frigging bored. after which came art, which was kinda boring too. i CANNOT DRAW PLS. i am 100% NON artistic, so i nearly died in tht class. but it sorta fun towards e end, i sorta knew more abt wht i was doing. ((:

after tht had to see mrs shum about our files AGAIN. friggin irritating. i jus cant find tht ONE article, i TOLD YOU ALREADY! but u have to keep calling me again n AGAIN. wht do u want me to dooooooo??? arghhh.. irritating pls. but yah. anyway, had lunch w charite, simin and some others. sat around w kellsie n danna for a while. den went up to 1/6 for today's rehearsal.

today's rehearsals rely put me in a damn bad mood. some pples attitudes jus make my blood want to boil. resulting in me showing attitdue too. which rely sucks. if any clashers are reading this now, im rely sorry for giving such a black face today at rehearsals, i sldnt have let my mood affect my performance. i apologise. )):

anyway. yah. i dont rely want to talk abt wht happen. jus got rely pissed off w smth. other stuff happened which angered me more, which lead me to do things, glare at pple and shout at others unnesscessaryly. which i thoroughly regret right now. sorry for shouting at u ly )): and for e many others, juniors, seniors, and frens who i glared at n rolled my eyes at today. im rely sorry too, i rely din mean too. )):

well yah. ANYWAY. after tht, i jus went hme. end of story. a rather abrupt end to my day isnt it? yes. i knw. lols. been feeling rather moody these few days. ohh well.

life goes on ((:
Dont write me off just yet,9:34 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
today was a rather tiring day. got to school. e person din return e key to general office and the classroom was locked AGAIN. so yeah. slept outside e classroom at e ledge yet AGAIN. woke up when i heard katrihan mumuring, " AYE?! who's tht?!.. ouu... its ALYSSA!". followed by someone else saying " yah. she always does tht". lols. stoned outside e classroom for some time, listened to wanda's mp3. den someone brought e key and we went in.

by the time we put down our bags n stuff, e music started playing so we went downstairs. used e hall today cos it rained. devotions was rather boring, but yeah. had contact time n dots for e first 3 periods. they were FUN! kat n chai chai were given awards! and cute little starry wand thingies frm miss ramlah! she's such a dear. was so happy when they were awarded! they so deserve it pls! my brudder n jie! ((:

yep. dots was FUN. we talked abt pre-marital sex and porno. ahahas. made me laughed alot pls. lols. last week we watched one of e old "get real" tapes and one of e girls who was talking abt her "experiences" was called BELLE! ahahas. and she was 14! hehe. started teasing belle abt it!:p today we watched another tape, e one w tht terence guy on it, was pretty amusing.

mt class was fun. lao shi is nice pls, even though he cant stand us making trouble in his lesson. he's irritating at times but im still rely glad to have him as teacher. hehe.. and i learnt LOADS of stuff in science! jus to prove tht i actually listened, i shall flaunt sum stuff! aids came from AFRICA. apparently, it started out w three gay men going there w e wild life and stuff. one of them got bitten by a chimp/monkey and got e disease. aids is passed on frm oner person to another through sexual intercourse. because the man who got aids frm the chimp/monkey slept around alot in africa, THOSE pple caught it too. when they went back to britain, THEY spread it THERE too! AHAHAS! see? i DO LISTEN!

lols. and jockay was super quite! mr goh was teaching us abt STDs n female n males condoms when she suddenly raised her hand up and said " MR GOH. whts a vibrater??". lols. he was like SHOCKED PLS! ahahas.. in e end he jus said "nvm, this is not relavent to e topic!". and continued talking. i thought tht i'd DIE of laughing! lols. cute la tht woman!

rehearsals were TIRING. we kept doing scene 6.1 n 6.2. and im kinda sick of them now. i feel rely stupid in 6.2 e war scene thingy cos of e steps we have to do. i jus feel rely rely stupid! ahahsa.. but have to ACT as though i dont think so. so yeah, mus act like a pro! cannot complain! HEHE! ((:

oh yes! i forgot to mention! MATHS CLASS! STUPID MR TAN. i hate him okay. he made me cry after his lesson. so unreasonable la! i told him tht i din knw how to do a question and he jus said " thts not my problem! its ur own fault, who ask u dont want to go for remedial yesterday afternoon? if u think tht e musical is more important than ur studies den i have nothing to say. ur math is already very weak.. blah blah blah..." walau. fucking unreasonable. i wasnt even suppose to go for e remedial cos i scored more b-up okay. i WANTED to go for e remedial to improve. its not tht i DIN WANT TO! which part of tht dont u understand?! i CLDNT go. ARGH. and now he refused to teach me? i always knew tht he was a sucky teacher, i mean, for e past few days, i tot maybe he was a bit better. i started to think maybe he changed. but all of tht has GONE DOWN E BIG STINKY DRAIN. cos i hate him more den ever now. GAH! lucky after maths was recess, cldnt stand it la. was so frigging angry tht my tears jus flowed. and i walked past some sec 4 class and they saw my red eyes, so friggin maluating. ITS ALL HIS FRIGGIN FAULT!

but im glad tht i had my lovely frens to cheer me up ((:
thank you CHAI CHAI, BELLE, WANDA, SIMIN, n JOCKAY!
i love you guys loads ((:

i love love love love LOVE MY DEARS! ((:
<33 ally;
Dont write me off just yet,8:05 PM
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
today was quite a sian day. sounds so weird and gramatically incorrect, but thts e onli way i knw how to express it! just felt so SIAN! lols. was quite normal. reached school at e usual time. had no class key cos leanne forgot to return it to e office again. e classroom was locked so we sat outside. was so tired tht i lied down outside e classroom window there n fell asleep. looked like sum kind of homeless kid pls. lols

lao shi din come today. so i did my eng hw in chi class. miss tan din come for lit either, so i had like 4 free periods in a row. hahas.. i realised tht in my chi class, we are more talkative when lao shi is here. when he's NOT here and we can do anyting we like, we jus do our own stuff and keep quiet. weird aye. lols. for lit, jus played bingo w belle, rach c and patricia for e whole two periods. lols. it was kinda fun. :P

yep. after tht e ballers went off for match. felt like e whole classroom suddenly become so quiet w/o simin n belle! ahahas. silence. hehe. did cme of english, nobody listened. mr lim kept asking "are u w me? or have i lost u?". we all jus say " OF COURSE WE'RE W U". when we have NO IDEA wht e heck he's talking abt. smth about other pple's views or something? NO IDEA. lols

science was pretty boring. but chatted w jockay n wanda for most of e lesson. i listened thou! found out about some interesting facts. e reason why twins are not so common as single childs are because SOME cases of twins are casued by abnormality of DUNO WHT. thts why e thingy spilts into two and it becomes twins! ahahas. see? i DO listen in class! ((:

yeps. after tht went down to e canteen w wanda,wansing n jane. jockay stayed behind to do report. so it was like, rather weird. cos we're so used to having so many pple. jockay, germie, wanda, simin, belle, chaichai n others. so yeah, it was kinda quiet. hahas.. den had PRODOTS. prodots seriously makes me stressed. we're kinda behind time. but TEAM-MATES! come on! WE CAN DO IT! at least i think so. ((:

yep. den went for singing rehearsals. e girls were going crazy over e australian guys tht came to visit our sch. something tht i cant understand. wht so nice abt aussie guys anyway? ahahas.. lets jus say tht im not attracted to caucasions. i dont think they're any better or worse den chi guys or whtever. lols.

went to macs w e sec1s and angel+tabbi. saw sum pple there. but yeah. jus sat there, chatted. den went back to sch. went to cck to top up my concession but e stupid ticket booth wasnt open. OHH WELL. ((:

so yeah. tht was my day. a rather boring one. but yeah. ((:
Dont write me off just yet,9:43 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
despite my fears, today was acutally quite a good day. apart frm some news n stuff i mean. well, yeah. had an okay day. handed in BOTH maths n ih file. going to hand up my science file tml. perfect. ((:

had mt common test. it was okay, but i din understand e multiple shoice thingy, SERIOUSLY. i guessed most of e answers. hopefully god will be merciful and help me in tht area ((: yep. after school jus hung arnd w e bballers. chatted w them. hahas.. i love them! they're such a funny lot, super adorable. but EGO. ahahas. i bet if any of e ballers are reading this they will start they're ego thingy again. lols ((:

yep. after tht went to rehearsals again. today rehearsal was rather boring. jus did a few scenes here n tehre but cldnt do scene 7 cos miss loretta forgot to bring e music for it. got out of e performing arts studio at 6p.m sharp, parents were already there. so came straight hme.

cant stand my parents smths. actually, most of e time. and my sister too. friggin irritating and controlling. GAH. i need to live my own life man. come on. loosen up.

got sum news tht pissed me off today. like HELLO? some pple are jus so free. and im seriously not afraid of you. ((:
Dont write me off just yet,8:47 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
i have made a list of the things tht i rely rely rely rely RELY RELY NEED!
( well, OKAY. maybe its stuff tht i rely rely WANT. but it NEED THEM TOO! )

1. THT black bag frm blue 21! ( no really. i have NO MORE BAGS!)

2.THT pair of star earring frm aries which i cant find anymore!

3. new uniform ( YES. THIS IS DEFINITELY A NEED! current ones are falling to pieces!)

4. new school socks ( ever since e stupid renovation guys ruined kellsie's n mine socks. DEFINITELY A NEED!)

5. OTHER socks( u cant rely expect me to wear SCHOOL SOCKS outside rite?)

6.shoes(i onli have track shoes now. so its a NECESSITY)

7. ah mei's new album! ( okay. i admit. this is definitely a want) [:

8. red adidas bag frm world of sports! ( WANT)

9. new belt ( i REALLY NEED ONE. cos i onli have lyk TWO nice ones left)

10. denim skirt( well yeah. i cant possibly keep wearing the SAME on everytime rite?)

11. collared tee frm baleno ( its rely pretty!)

12.tops frm ip zone! ( ON SALES!)

13. mp3( i mean, come on. wht am i suppose to do while we wait around at musicals? jus sleep n sleep? i can onli sleep for 1 hr plus! not 4/5/6 hours straight!)

14. digi camera. (DUHH. my mum wld never let me loose w hers. and my sis is too selfish to lend me hers. of COURSE i need my own! )

15. new fone ( JUST HOW LONG DO U WANT ME TO STICK W THIS FONE?!!??!)

16.new colour pencils! ( i knw this sounds lame. but i rely do need them!)

17. tht pretty lime green notebook(i need to record down e friggin diary thingy for COTE!)

18. limegreen+pink+yellow+black thin hairbands( NOT ENOUGH!)

19. THT HAT FRM HEEREN! (its jus nice [: )

mmm.. well. okay. i cant think of anymore at e moment. but i shall update again soon. HEHE. now tht u ALL knw wht i need. u can try ur best to help me get them. another alternative is to DONATE MONEY! by mail, in person anything. i accept cash, checks or u can jus lend me ur cash card or supplementary card. debit cards welcomed too! ((:

<33 ally;
Dont write me off just yet,8:56 PM

im feeling fucking pissed now.

argh. i hate hate hate hate hate hate HATE THIS!
Dont write me off just yet,4:31 PM

went to bp plaza for lunch today w mum n dad. ate at sakura. e food there sucked pls. onli e siew mai thingy was nice. otherwise.. eeeyerr.. felt like wasting money pls. but yeah. anyway, shopped arnd. bought some ear sticks. wanted to get tht shirt frm baleno. but din buy in e end.

went to ntuc w mum. bought stuff. saw shi ni there too. was w her family. but i wasnt sure it was her till i left and sms-ed her to ask. hahas. had no idea tht she live near here. yep. den waited for dad to buy stuff. bought lunch for sis. den went hme.

later going to westmall to take off my earrings. wanted to go to e botanical gardens to support our sch band! but mum dont allow. cos suppose to go to ahyi's hse for dinner later. )):

wht u see is never wht you get;
Dont write me off just yet,3:06 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
got hme not long ago. stepped into e hse exactly when the clock turned 8p.m. yep. had a long long day today. woke up at 7:30. reached sch at abt 8.20a.m. did warm ups. den we started practicing e first dance by ourself and did a run thru. BY OURSELVES. i am so impressed. hehe. we actually stayed focused! whee! ((:

yup. den miss loretta came at abt 10. we did frm scene 3. after e fire scene i din do much anymore cos they were working on grey skies turn blue. so jus sat around. chatted. taught kellsie sum math. WHEE! im so happy, i can actually TEACH maths! i so miss sec 1 now! lols. den went into e little room w ARETHA'S MP3. gawd. i LOVE her mp3! all e nice nice niceeeee songs! sat there w matessha, snoozed abit. den called belle cos i was BORED.

matessha left, kellsie came. lols. so talked to belle W kellsie for sum time. recieved SHOCKING NEWS which i ferently hope is NOT TRUE. crossing my fingers. pls. god CANT be so cruel. it wld be DISGUSTING if it was true. lols.

after tht went into a serious stoning session. jus sat and stared into space w kellsie. listened to mp3. got rather sad abt sum stuff. din even knw why, started crying. which was rather irritating cos i think my eyes became red. )): yeah. and my lower abdomen rely rely HURT. i had no idea why, it was stomach pain, or cramps or gastric. it jus seriously seriously SERIOUSLY HURT LIKE HELL. and it din go away until like 2 hrs. )):

yep. den we did e war scene. had to do so many spastic stuff but it was okay la. ACTRESS MA wht to do! lols. i sound so proud. lols. yeah. den had to go for dinner, but NOBODY CLD ACCOMPANY me. so i had to call crispin.

waited for him for FOURTY FIVE MINS. by e time he came i nearly finished eating. yeah. chatted for a while. den i made him take taxi back hme w me. YAY. cos i seriously din want to squeeze in the bus. ((:

im actually suppose to be taking off my earrings today. but had no time to go to e shop. tried pulling them off by myself, but they;re too tight. guess i gotta wait. )):

hehe. yeah. so today was a mixture of FUN. BOREDOM. "DEPRESSION-NESS". and a hint of happyness ((:

i still say,i hate tht stupid attitude woman. she sucks like shite. UGH.

but i still love MY GIRLS ((:
Dont write me off just yet,8:23 PM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
just got hme not long ago. trying to download msn AGAIN. cos my comp conked out and i had to reboot e whole thing. GAH. so irritating pls. i had to like, live on web messenger for so long. and i think i gotta continue doing tht. cos msn is STILL NOT WORKING! GAH!

arghh. i seriously hate this goddamned computer. i KNEW tht we sld have got an extra laptop back den when we were considering! arghh.

well. yeah. anyway, today was jus another normal day at sch la. after curriculum time went to macs w kellice, kellsie, alfee n matessha again. yep. after lunch we went back to sch for rehearsals. but it was super slack cos e soloists were practicing their songs, so e FEW of us who actually CAME jus slacked around. and practiced a bit ((:

but mainly we jus TALKED. i mean, well yeah. we never run out of things to talk abt. lols. talk talk talk, practiced abit. den went hme. silly alfee. made me take e stupid bus w her, matessha n feefee all e way to clementi, to take MRT to cck. and DEN take bus hme. like HELLO?! it onli takes half an hr to reach hme frm sch. w a STRAIGHT BUS! lols.

yeahh. i gotta finish my hundred phrases for english, maths file, science file AND focus science BY TML. someone pleace congratulate me. thank you. ((:
Dont write me off just yet,6:13 PM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
had an okay day today. we changed out places in class already. im sitting in e middle row w kim, right in front. and bel is sitting beside her. she changed place w kim in last period science today, and we talked. ((: it was fun. hehe. kim's nice. but she's so QUIET! lols..

yeahhs. so many things to say, i cant even rmb wht. so i shall not even say anything. ((:

but im feeling fcuking pissed now la. i wana go to school ALONE. is there something wrong w tht? why cant u just let me be. ur ruining my life! argh!
Dont write me off just yet,9:45 PM
Monday, July 03, 2006
today was fun. but carolyn cldnt cum. so i totally felt like a third wheel. ahahas.. silly carolyn! hahas.. yah. but still had fun. walked arnd paragon. den went to taka. walk walk.. went to heeren. took neos. which looked so EEEYERR, cos we were not prepared. but hahas.. still was okay la.

yep. den went to cine, ate at suki and then went to watch just my luck. it was a good movie. super funny. but liz n i started laughing before we even sat down. lols. i had no idea wht she was laughing about, but i was laughing abt e movie trailer cos it was rely funny. yep. we jus kept laughing n laughing even until we sat down.

this is how it went..
laugh laugh laugh..
we sat down..
watch movie trailers
laughed again

all silent..

MUSIC PLAYS

me: nudging liz. aye, show start already ah?
liz: no.
me: den whts tht?
liz: bread advertisment
graphics of piano keys playing
me: WALAU! ITS A PIANO LA! wht bread?!
laugh laugh laugh

continue laughing until show actually starts
me: OUU! so NOW its starting!

which was super spastic la. heard e pple behind us saying " laugh for wht?!". lols. but i was laughing too hard to retaliate. hahas.. yeahh. after e movie we walked euph to e mrt den i walked liz to paragon. den I went to marriot to meet my parents.

dad jus left for sum place. lols. i have no idea where. but he'll be back in 4 days. yep. i need money! where am i going to get money?! lols. get frm mum. ((:

tml school again. feel happy yet SIAN. ahahas. dont feel like studying. but i miss MY girls ((:
Dont write me off just yet,8:59 PM

went to ah hua jie's spectacle shop yesterday. so went to check my eyesight for e first time in like.. 8 years? yeah. still pretty good e lady said. but i have a bit of shan guang in my left eye. 75 degrees. hehe. ah hua say tht i dont need to wear glasses, but e other lady say need. now im confused. lols. i can see perfectly well w/o glasses thou. jus tht when i wore them can see better. lols.

yups. later going out w liz, carolyn n eup. im glad. can FINALY get out of e house. have been stuck in here for AGES. ((:
Dont write me off just yet,9:42 AM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
yet another sunday morning is here. not at church again. backsliding so much these days. and yet i cant bring myself to turn back and say tht ive been wrong. and im not making an effort to make things right. im in a mess.

God cant forgive me for not repenting.
Dont write me off just yet,11:35 AM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
rehearsals were rather fun today. just lazed arnd for e first two hours or so cos desmond was teaching angel n millicent their solo thingy. ahahas. all crammed into e small room. talked, etc. den sumo e PUSSYCAT DOLLS CD! jus sang blah blahh. sec ones started dancing. my gawd. they dance friggin well please! i was like so eeeffing jealous. cant stand it! lols. they rely rely dance rely rely nice. hehehe. esp muneera n matisha! ahahas.. ENVY PLS! ((:

lols. yups. jus had lots of fun la. laughing crapping and stuff. ahahas. too many things to say la, i dont want to write them all out. jus had FUN! whee! hehe. yups. den later on went to macs w ethel n angel. walked bacck to sch to wait for dad. celest showed me e sycophants dance. which is SUPER COOL. but i cant do it well. )): SAD LA. i jus CANT DANCE. )):

lols. yeahhs. i am eeeffing bored now. jus changed my blog skin. i kindaa like it. ((:
Dont write me off just yet,8:19 PM

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