had a rather long day today. school work wasnt so tedious. but was feeling super tired and "blurred" throughout lessons, esp lit. i miss ms woo! she was such a nice teacher. our new lit teacher(ms tan) is nice too, but jus sorta not used to it. i miss ms woo! lols

yeahhs. maths was pretty relaxed la, graphs and stuff. and spent nearly e whole two periods of eng chatting w bel. was kinda fun actually cos everyone else were doing compo corrections tht we finished YESTERDAY while THEY were talking. lols.

after sch i had like NOTHING to do. jus went to photocopy stuff w bel and chatted w e bballers for a while. felt super SAD when they went for training please. like so lonely la. so decided to go for e eldds meeting even thou it wasnt compulsory for musical girls. hahas.. it was SUPER FUN! miss yeo is like FINALLY BACK! ive missed her SO MUCH! so glad tht she's back. meeting was rely rely fun. did acting exercises. got super high w CHERRY! ahahas.. i love her like crap please! laughed n laughed like crazy women. hahas.. arlene, bahar n fiona too! we had like so much fun! hehe

after meeting we went to macs for a while. ate, den went to IC. after tht i walked back to sch w fiona. tht was when i felt uber lonely. cos there were like no one at school except for netbballers, bballers n tennisers. and they were like all at training, so yeah. hahas.. luckily i met chloe! sat down at e canteen w her and chatted. after a while, all e dancers came out! whee! hehe. so chatted w dearie KATRIHAN! and met liz, carolyn n eup. hahas. MIGHT go out w them on monday. hope mum allows, cos i havent been out to town w frens for like WEEKS! hehe

yeah. despite all e happy happy thingies. today was a rather saddening day. so many SADDENING things happened. so i felt rather sad. eeeyerrs. but YEAH. im GLAD tht i have my lovely friends who cheer me up all the time. i love you guys! ((:

<33s CHERRY! jockay! chai chai! bel! simin! katrihan! gen! vicky! wanda! germie! mushroom!

and many many more.

I LOVE THEM ((: Dont write me off just yet,7:57 PM at school comp lab now. waiting for rehearsals to start. i miss gengen! ahahas. no idea why, maybe cos i was jus talking to her 10 mins ago? hahas. but she left w e bballers for match. )):

been having a bad bad bad day. a hug frm nadirah made me smile, but now i just wana sit down and cry n cry n cry.

a twinge of envy;

thts wht we'll never have. Dont write me off just yet,3:39 PM well, manage to hurry come online to blog a short post. today and yesterday was devoted to preparing for e cluster arts festival. was super pissed when CERTAIN pple jus decided to desert us and let us do all e work. yep. well, anyway, we still managed to do it! w e help of e sec ones and all. i was rely impressed by them, they were rely enthusiastic abt it and they did made e booth look beautiful. GOOD JOB GUYS! ((:

yep. today cluster arts wasnt tht fun OR good. so yeah. but it was okay la. had fun w everyone. hehe. spent e whole preparation time running up and down e whole sch w kellise and kelsie. my gawd. they have like SO MANY problems please, one min this one min tht. lols.but i still love them ((:

yah. nothing much to say. but yeah, shall not be blogging so regularly now. so yeahhs. love u all! cha. ((: Dont write me off just yet,8:07 PM first day back at school today. mixed feelings. havent finished all my hw! im SORTA on my way. hahas.. but been lazy la. alyssa! you gotta study! come on! buck up! hehehe..((:

yeps. sch was cool. i rely missed 2e6! ahahas.. finally back again to seeing everybody. i swear, i love 2e6 so so SO MUCH! yep, to bits! hehehe. time table changed. first period was mother tongue. lao shi made us all sit according to register number and class but AHAHAS. still end up sitting beside yiyi! hehe. cos 2e5 n 2e6 ma. hahas.. COOL RIGHT. and claudia is sitting beside her w one seat empty for aretha. PERFECT! whee! but gotta talk less in mt class! lols. time to REALLY study hard already! ((:

our recess and lunch time for mondays are w the WHOLE SCHOOL. gawd. i dont like it please. e whole canteen is like so damn packed w pple and stuff. and you see like EVERYBODY. pple who you WANT to see, and even pple who you DONT want to see. so tht kinda sucks. but i guess we jus have to live w it yeah? ahahas.. hopefully its not like tht for e rest of e days. HOPEFULLY. i dont rely fancy squeezing in e canteen w e whole sch population. i got a serious phobia of meeting certain seniors now. kinda paranoid. like eeeyerr. i jus dont dare to walk in sch alone. hahas.. it sounds so STUPID. but yah. hehe.. i still love school thou. i love saint margs ((:

yep. rehearsals were a great big YAWN today. they spent e WHOLE rehearsal doing e wind tribe thingy. so e rest of us jus sat arnd and slacked. so like wasted so much time please. feel so WHT LA. lols. duno how to put it to words. jus feel so wasted. tml gotta stay back to set up e booth for e cluster arts festival. i rely wish tht miss yeo wld HURRY COME BACK! i miss her. eldds aint e same w/o her. i dont like miss tan to be in charge. everything is rather cocked up when she's doing stuff. no offence or anything. im not like blaming her la, she's probably trying her best. jus maybe cos she doesnt know much abt eldds stuff. so yeah. but even so, i think even mr koh managed us better. OH WELL. there's nothing i can do abt it la. jus crossing my fingers. MISS YEO HURRY COME BACK!!! )):

probably not going to blog so often anymore. probably on blog once or twice a week frm now on because im like sorta banned frm e comp now. cos mum wants me to concentrate on my studies and piano. GAH. plus rehearsals and all. i guess i dont rely have time anyway. i always happen to MAKE time for computer but NOT for studies. HEE.

im so tired of pple staring at me and gossiping. like im rely super sorry, but ive never done ANYTHING to you before. so why cant u jus shut up and let me live? like wld it kill you to gossip abt sumone else? yeah, maybe u find my life RELY interesting, but STILL! how wld u feel if it was YOU tht YOU are talking abt now? okays. this rely sucks. i dun know WHY things have to be like tht. i feel rely tired of pple coming up to me and asking me SUCH questions. i wun NOT answer you, i'll jus tell u the truth. but its rely none of ur business anyway. Dont write me off just yet,8:59 PM today's dinner was YUMMY. mummy cooked my favourite soup! hehe.. havent drank in ages, so yeah. was happy. yupps. rehearsals were good. we were all there one hour early so jus slacked arnd. then started warm ups. hehe.. rehearsals are getting better n better each day. more n more focused, more n more energy. thts GOOD! frankly, im rely proud of us, even e sec ones! ahahas.. more close knitted now, and they're all rely trying hard. *APPLAUSES*(((:

yeps. we had our photo shoot today. FINALLY. after having it postphoned so SO LONG, it finally happened. ahahas. it was super fun. i wore e skirt tht chloe lent me. i like it! ahahas. wana get one too!((: angel looked rely good in her outfit! hehehe.. it was uver cool please! cargo army-ish like pants. HOT! ;) yep. and TABBI! hehehe. she is damn hot please! we jus never get to see it cos she looks too guai in sch u and tht PREFECT UNIFORM! ahahas.. serious. she's damn hot.((:

managed to do SOME hw. ahahas.. im rather proud of myself. i actually DID smth! lols.i still have like a ton of homework to do la but i think im like going to leave it. ahahas.. jus gona relax first please. i'll be super stressed in like 2 days but HECK LA. im a naughty girl((: yupps. we had loads of fun. after tht we went to macs for a while. den daddy came to fetch me hme((:

saw you today. i felt disappointed. u just looked at me and then looked away. i mean, wht happened? i thought we were friends. it all happened in a flash. you know, even before i realised. u jus weren't there anymore. jus because of tht arguement? i was hurt. really. i was more than hurt. how could this have happened? i thought it was more than tht. i thought tht you really cared for me. you just acted like you didnt even know me. jus looked away. the same way u'd act if i was just a stranger. how does tht make me feel? its such a horrible feeling being ignored by you. its hurts and tears.

but if u ever need me, you know im goin to be right here. i'll be there anytime you call me. but i guess its not the same for me. cos i dont exsist in your life anymore. those were your exact words. and i cant change them. no matter how hard i want it to be. Dont write me off just yet,9:13 PM today was fun. again. ahahas. seem to be having a little bit more fun at e end of holidays than at e start. hehes. met ethel, joy, angel n tabbi at sji busstop. we hopped to town. walked arnd. took neos. yep. shopped. had a NICE LUNCH. hahas.. and now im broke. and i still owe tabbi LOADS of money.

joy bought those PRETTY ORANGE HOOP EARRINGS! whee! e ones we saw pple selling outside heeren. it was e LAST ONE LEFT! ahahas. was BROKE so she bought for me! aww.. aint she sweet? hehe. yes, i know. i love her loads (((:

lols. spent SO MUCH MONEY. but it was okay i guess, at least we enjoyed ourselves. hehe. den we changed into sch attired and went back to sch. rehearsals were slightly better today. i think we're getting more disciplined slowly. jus gotta focus more i guess. SEC ONES! pay attention! ahahas. its getting kinda tedious, sec one girls pulling out at last min n stuff. rather stressful. everyone's rather tense now becos of tht, but they dont seem to care )):

yep. got hme rather late today cos chatted w e western food stall aunty! hahas. havent seen her for quite a few weeks already! i missed her! ahahahas. she's so adorable pls. i love her to death. ((:

hehehe.. had fun w MY girls.

i love them!((: Dont write me off just yet,9:37 PM today was a reasonably nice day. rehearsals was at e space. hehe. havent been in there for a long time. i looked lyk crap. e pple before us messed it up, so we had to cleaned everything. lols. but it was still fun. (:

yep. sat in e canteen w liz n her classmates. hahas.. had fun talking to them and laughing. yups. chatted w them till about 1 plus when daddy came to fetch us. den went hme. changed, took a bath den went to lot1 w mummy.

went to suki sushi and ate buffet! ahahas! sashimi! i love! lols. was super nice, felt super super full after tht. den sis came to meet us, we shopped arnd. saw this pretty hairband, wanted to buy it but mummy din allow cos she said it was too ex$$ )): hahas.. den we went to watch runaway vacation. it was NICE. i think jojo kinda looks lyk lindsay lohan. hehe.

after e movie we walked arnd, then we came hme((: Dont write me off just yet,8:55 PM today was fun! hehehe. rehearsals were good. completed out new dance for e finale. yups. we had to "perform" for e man girls e opening n e finale. which was super malu-ating. GAH. got so mixed up cos they asked us to face a different side, so we were all like super blur la. lols. malu pls! hehs.

after rehearsals, waited for chai chai and germie. den we walked to serene to wait for angeline. ended up eating lunch there. angeline's daddy fetch us n katrihan to e sci center. ahahas. it was uber fun there pls. even thou its like childish and stuff.. hehe. we had FUN. yup. sci center changed quite alot since ive last seen it. e simulator is still there thou! but was super sad cos it was closed! we were so disapointed pls! )):

yeah. anyway, we just walk arnd playing w e stuff. sum were rely rely cool! ahahas took loads n LOADS of photos. but my cam batteries died on me half way so most of e pics are in germie's n angeline's cam. shall post them when they send it to me((:

yep. after tht we walked to e mrt together. germie n angeline were going to katrihan's hse to watch she's the man. I WANT TO WATCH! but i din go cos i knew tht mum wldnt allow me to. )): yeah. so took mrt back to cck w chai chai. den caught a bus hme. reached hme near 5:45! hehe. not bad, i actually got hme in time FOR ONCE! hehe. ((:

today's dinner was nice. e soup was YUMMY. made by my DADDY. ahahas.. and mum made e other stuff. niceee (((:

chatted w kenz. he is SO FRIGGING TALL NOW. im serious. i feel super short now. i knw i am ((: Dont write me off just yet,7:10 PM decided to post sme pics. cos im too free ((:















neo 1. me n sis ((:
















neo 2. sis n mee ((:













neo 3. sis n mee. again ((:













red adidas bag! (:

















THT black n orange adidas bag! to die for!! )):









adidas! ((:













pretty pink bag ((:
















sis n i. taken ONLY today. ((:

hehe. thts all for now. ((((: Dont write me off just yet,10:39 PM im so pissed. i am SO fcuking pissed! arghh! my mother made me cut my fringe! and now its so bloody short! i look lyk sum freakshow! my gawd!!!! arghhhh! i hate it! FRINGE! HURRY HURRY GROOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!! dammit. took me so damn long to keep it till THT LENGTH and now its SHORT SHORT SHORT. f-ing short pls.!!! i hate it!!!

arghh.. okay. anyway. forget abt it. yesterday, went to wistma for dinner. shopped arnd abit. saw THE BAG tht i've been looking for!!!! THT BLACK N ORANGE ADIDAS BAG!!! i finally found it! so so so so so so SO PRETTIFUL!! I WANT IT! i need it!! ahhhh! kept admiring it. i like it so much pls. but its lyk so damn EX$$. so i can like jus dream abt it la. )): took a pic of it. shall post it another time. ((:

yep. bought tht MYUK WALLET!! e one tht ive been wanting for a long long long time. so yah. thts a happy thing. the onli happy thing about today. so yeah. ((: Dont write me off just yet,6:56 PM went to macs for lunch today w joy, chloe n ethel. saw bevin there. so we all went to sch together. yups. had singing rehearsals today, den miss loretta came in. everything went pretty well today, were even MORE focused. hehe.. yeah. was cool.

not much to say. met huili at plaza jus now. heh. ate gelato((: maybe going jogging tml morning before going to school. yep. nothing to update rely. jus another day at sch. and i did ONE QUESTION of e sci ws for holiday hw.

ahahas.. TIME TO MUG HARD! (((:

i will.

soon(: Dont write me off just yet,8:52 PM woke up at 8 today. still managed to rush to e sji bus stop to meet chloe in time. or at least, abt 6 mins late. ((: yep. waited for tabbi n angel. we went to macs to meet ethel for brekkie. hehe. first time in 2 weeks tht i din have hunger pains during rehearsals.

yep. rehearsals were AWESOME today. felt tht we were more focused. yup. and scene three was FRIGGIN FUN! i love tht scene! even though fire comes out for not very long. hehehe. but we have to act to retarded there. hehe. but its fun thou, acting retarded? :p

during e parts where e minerals were rehearsing, chloe, angel, joy, aretha, tabbi n me went to e small rehearsal rooms. practiced our songs n dances a bit there. yep. talked alot of course n did stupid things. ahahas. thanks to JOY and ARETHA, "MY HUMPS: is stuck in my head now. GAH! lols.

yups. tml rehearsals at 2p.m for us! but e solo singers have to go at 12. hehehe.. gotta go cck to top up my card. maybe meet ASH first then go to sch. but im not so sure cos then i'll have to go pretty early. shall depend on my mood. ((:

blaze; Dont write me off just yet,8:04 PM got hme not long ago. yups. rehearsals today was good. we werent late! for e first time in 1 n a HALF weeks! we were NOT late! muahahhas! hehe.. went to e tennis courts before rehearsals w nadirah cos she wanted to pass smth to her fren. saw all e tennisers! my gawd! tennis is SO COOL PLS! ahahas. not tht i know how to play. but it looked SO COOL! eeeyerr! i want to learn too! HEH. and i saw LEANNE in her TENNIS SKIRT. hehehhehe.. e ONLI time tht leanne wld actually wear one! lols. saw bea, vivien, and ly too! ahahas.. i saw sumone in e distance tht looked lyk germie but i dont know if it was rely her((:

we actually managed to finish scene 1 today! whee! ahahas! yups. after rehearsals. waited for chai chai in e canteen cos needed to do prodots. yups. she was suppose to come at 1 but i finished early so yeah. chatted w e bballers. ahahas.. i miss them! funny pple pls, make me laugh like crazy. (:

yep. so waited for chai chai. was bored so went up to e hall to watch e gym n dance peeps. fencing pple were there too. gym is COOL. ahahas.. envy them. can bend here bend there. hehe.. e dance they keep stoping half way so i got bored watching. ahahas.. i saw sonia mao!FENCING looks FUN. ahahas.. but e suit thingy looks so HOT. my gawd. i was already suana-ing down there in shorts. cant imagin wearing a fencing suit and jumping around! lols!

hehe. yupps. den chai chai finally came. we talked A LITTLE bit abt prodots. den went to e bus stop to go town to meet simin n vicky. ahahas.. STUPID thing was, simin n vicky havent even LEFT coro yet. so we went together. got off at e wrong bus stop. walked all e way to far east. walked alot cos simin n vicky were looking for smth for cheryl woo. yupp. walk walk walked. den went to EAT. FINALLY! i was friggin hungry, so was GLAD! ahahas.. ate at e place tht i used to go w YE. been a long LONG time since i went there. was NICE.

hehe. yeahh. ate chicken rice and we shared to buy e youtiao thingy. which was YUMMY. heh hehh.. after tht we jus walked arnd summore and den went to take neos! ahahas.. they were pretty. but kinda small. :p

yupps. after tht took 190 w chai chai hme. walked her to e 170 bus stop then i walked hme. YEAH. so kinda tired now. but not going to sleep if not i wun be able to fall aslp tonight. den i'll wake up late tml again. ((:

I MISS THEM!!! )): Dont write me off just yet,4:40 PM just got hme not long ago. had a fun time today. thou it was rather tiring. jus ran thru e dances today. was quite fun la. i like e dances. but so DRAINING. ahhh.. lols.. i got blisters now. and they suck pls. i hate blistes. GAH!

yeahh. was suppose to meet simin n others for lunch today. but cldnt in e end cos ended late. so went to coro w joy, tabi, ethel, angel n cheyl to buy sushi. hehe. den went to macs to meet chloe n e others. yup. had loads of fun talking n laughing. but i guess e whole group were being rather loud. there were sum seniors sitting near us studying and they were like giving us black looks. umm.. it was like.. i dont rely know how to put this. like i guess we weren't very nice to be making so much noise but they were like glaring at us and stuff even when we quieten down.

yeah. so then ALL of us moved outside macs to sit. two of them came out to go IC. my gawd. one of e girls kept rolling her eyes at us. and i heard her say tht we were crazy when we walked past. jus because we were laughing. i seriously duno whts her problem. n she kept rolling her eyes at us for e whole time till we left.

ewww.. why are sum seniors jus so UNLIKABLE? i dont have anything against them. jus wonder why they cant be more friendly. SORRY for laughing loudly n disturbing u guys, but like, its MACDONALDS. we're allowed to.

learnt too many things recently. gah. i miss sec1. when we were still innocent. hee. ((;

and it comes to the point where even tears wont come. Dont write me off just yet,3:55 PM jus reached hme not long ago. practice today wasnt too bad. was dance rehearsals. we did new blocking for our first dance. heh. was pretty cool. i like it! we finally did e cheography(how to spell it?!) for our individual tribes. hehe. e fire tribe's one is COOL. i LIKE IT. hehehe.. i think e whole formation looks rely pretty now. (:yupps. our photo shoot was postphoned to tml. hehe. cant wait. ((:

din sleep rely well yesterday. so many things are happenly so suddenly, all at once. plus e upcoming musical and all e hol hw, i rely feel so stressed up. tired tooo. havent been sleeping well lately. was super tired last night but cldnt sleep. so chatted w kor. he was watching e world cup. ahahas..cant understand why pple lyk e world cup so much. 20 men in uniform chasing a lil ball? i don get it. lols.

nevertheless. im glad tht at least kor is there for me. for the past year, no matter how many pple left me or ignored me, he has still always been there for me. no matter how many times we bicker n argue, he's never ever "fan lian" and he has never walked away in petty anger before. i love my kor! (((: Dont write me off just yet,2:58 PM my family's leaving me alone today. all going for some wedding thingy. so i shall be alone. which isnt a bad thing. cos i rather have the house to myself anyway. going to meet angel to plaza later. not sure if chloe's going. gotta get cash from my mum. im like totally broke.

i duno wht is ur blardy problem. tht thing was such a long time ago already. so YAH. of course im concern about her. den wht? you want me to be inhuman? jus ignore her and let her die? of course not la. but when i care for her you say tht im not over it yet. UGH. wht is ur problem? so than now its MY fault tht she's depressed. but when i try to be concern u ask me "for wht?". so wht do you want? i really do not know. Dont write me off just yet,11:15 AM im fcuking pissed. if you DONT understand. its OKAY. nevermind. just throw your tantrum at me la. fine. its okay. i'll take it. Dont write me off just yet,11:27 PM whee! finally get a chance to sit down nicely to blog w/o wanting to fall aslp. (:

yup. today's rehearsals were good. we were more focused. hehs.. finally got e dance steps! whee! i love e dance. so fun! loads n loads. but now my tighs n legs are aching lyk crazy. i think its cos din do warm ups yesterday. my leg muscles are rather proned to getting cramps. so yah. they hurt lyk hell. lols. but i still love e dance! (((((((((((:

got a photo shoot on monday. HEH HEH. i love e fire groups outfits. i think they rock. but gona go bp plaza w angel n chloe tml to buy more accessories cos miss loretta say tht we need more COLOUR. ahahas.. but its lyk wasting money pls. cos i dont even wear accessories. jus lyk buy one time and dun use again. GAH. hahas.. OH WELL. (:


love.
it fades;
it changes, flows n ebbs.
it knocks u onto your ass
rips ur heart out
makes you bleed
and compels you to come back for more.
but i doesnt pass.
not with time
not with distraction
and definitely not because someone has hurt you more than you can bear.
love.
real love;
digs in and hangs on
long after you wish to be finished with it.
<33 Dont write me off just yet,9:11 PM got hme at about 7 jus now. dead tired. musical prac started today. it was fun even thou tiring. but yeah. dont have much to blog about. im jus super tired. ahahas.. blogging for e sake of blogging. my comp died again. had to rebbot it AGAIN. ahahas.. time to buy a new comp. im lyk so sick of having to keep downloading msn again n again. yup. i seriously have nothing to say today. jus tht i had FUN. which ive alr said. hehe. din see many pple in sch today. but i saw TANYA. havent seen her in a long long time. i suddenly miss her loads! i miss all e eldds seniors! cant believe they're going to grad so soon. tht rather sad. i miss last year sec4 seniors too. they were NICE. but this year sec 4s n 5s! ahhhs! im going to miss them lyk crap! school AND eldds wun be e same w/o them. its gona be a HARD YEAR in 2007. )): Dont write me off just yet,8:36 PM just got hme not long ago. yesterday debate was fun. we played "mind games"? yeah. and did "practice debating". yup. ended debate early so went to black canyon wif sasha, bea n nic. ate lunch there. crapped alot. ahahas.. laughed lyk crazy.

den angeline came to pick me up. we went to coro cos angeline wanted to bind sum thingy. hahas. den went to her house. hanged for a while. den went to meet katrihan to go for dinner. e cafe was at holland v. waited for everyone to come. germie was late cos she din know how to come at first. hahas.. had fun there. e board games were fun. we played TABOO n apples to apple. was super fun! ahahas.. cldnt stop laughing cos some of e things said were so ABSURB. hahas. learnt a few new things frm my BRILLANT friends. for EXAMPLE.
1.) snakes are arrogant [courtesy of angeline]
2.) people buy PHONY remote controls from other country. [ just to save 20 cents]
3.) oranges are PERFECT.
no. 2 and 3, both credited to alysia.
LOLS. and many many more which i cannot rmb. lols. gee. wht geniuses!

hahaas. yeah. kat and i left earlier den e rest. but i still missed my curfew by one hour. as usual. lols. yeahhs. got so screwed when mum came hme at night. but den this morning she was all alright again. so yeah. lols. MOOD SWINGS CAN. lols! and she's not even menopausing yet. WEIRD OKAY.

yep. today's debate was AWESOME! my gawdd!!! it was SO BLARDY FUN!!! my group consisted of me, vicky, mich n eunice! ahahas! we rocked! even though we were super nervous and all, we DIDNT MESS UP! whee! we were e proposition side. e motion was "THIS HOUSE SUPPORTS THE DEATH PENALTY". yups. i was third speaker. so yeah, onli needed to state one more point and then rebuttal all e way. AHAHAS! i was SO AFRAID tht i wldnt know wht to rebutt about. but it was BLARDY FUN! my gawds! ahahas.. i had SO MUCH FUN rebuttal-ing! ahahahs! so fun to shoot wht they said! ahahas.. and PROVE THEM ALL WRONG! hehehe.. so so so so so so FUN! got rather excited up there. mr koh said i was DRAMACTIC. ahahas! tht was so not e intention pls! lols!

i loved e way vicky started! so calm and cool! lyk totally pro can! eunice was awesome too! very FIRM on her points. e attitude was lyk " THESE ARE THE POINTS. DONT ARGUE!" wahahas! she totally nailed it. mich was our reply speaker. HEHE. she rocked too! even though in e beginning of e day, she said she wasnt very confidante, SHE WAS AMAZING!! whoooo! talked rely smoothly and was entertaining. ahahas! i love her!!! yeah. i love our team pls! we rock!

hahas. and after all tht. guess who won? ((:

US LA! WHEEEEEEEEEEE! ((((((:
hehehe! we rock!

hahas.. yah. joy's group was rely good too! her group comprised of her, nic, bea n phyliss. ahahas.. they rocked pls! i love joy's speech! my gawd! was SO SCARY. she was lyk so STERN and so INTO IT. ahahas.. so so so so SO GOOD. even though a bit aggressive! we were laughing pls! i love her! ahahas! she's super funny! e rest were all rely good too! mushroom looked so adorable up there! hehehe! and i lyked nic's starting! hahas..! was SO entertained pls!

lols. YUPPS. right after tht. joy, mich, vicky, sasha and i went to macs to eat. hahas.. sasha, vicky n mich bought macs but joy and i went upstairs to e supermarket to buy CUP NOODLES and POTATOE CHIPS. ahahas.. the others said tht we were crazy, but OH WELL. lols. took hot water frm macs to cook e noodles. HEE!

yupps. after tht we jus sat down there n talked crap. went to renaldo's for a while. ate ice-cream. den went hme at about 4. ahahas.. had loads of fun OF COURSE. talked lyk crazy. laughed lyk siao. looked at those perverted mags! lols! hilarious pls. ahahas.. i love them to bits!((:

lols. yeahhs. tml is e start of our musical intensive rehersals. i havent started on ANY of my holiday hw. and YES. i know tht im pro. everybody ive talked to have alr started most of it pls. GAH. wht is wrong w u guys?! lols! yeahhs. hoping to start soon. gotta get a studying buddy! hehehe! yeah. checked out a tuition center at serene w bea yesterday. looks pretty good, e lady told us tht e lessons will be starting this month, and tht she'll give us a call. YES! hehe! hopefully we can register there. ((:









everybody's talking these stuff about me
why cant they just let me live?
i make my own decisions
whether they're wise or not is
MY PROBLEM
fuck out of my life.
i dont need u to direct it. Dont write me off just yet,5:05 PM at my darling angeline's hse now. debating was not bad today. quite interesting. n tml we're having a debate. my team consists of vicky, eunice michelle n ME. ahahas.. im third speaker. kinda scared tht i wld nt be able to gather enuf notes to rebut! ahhh! third speaker is rather scary. i want to be first speaker! more QING SONG. and DUN NEED TO HAVE REBUTTAL! ahhh! jesus save me pleaseeeee! (((:

saw simin n bell at sch too! ahahas.. i miss them so much pls! no school is lyk NOT FUN! mmm.. yeah. we ended debate early. went to black cayon for lunch wif bea, nic n sasha. yah. had a fun time. laughing lyk crazy. talking n crapping. went upstairs at e shops, went to e supermarket. bought chocos. yeah. den went to macs to sit. saw jockay there. yep. sat down there. talked. den angeline's daddy came to fetch me. went to coro w her to bind sum of her jap stuff n checked out e tuition center there. there's also a tuition center at serene tht seems rely good. so duno if bea n i can register at one of them not. (:

yup. later going to meet wanda, kat n germie for dinner! whee! ((((: Dont write me off just yet,5:15 PM long long day today. and my time on e comp is rather limited. so many pple online now! fingers are going crazy trying to answer everyone. gotta pass e comp back to sis after she finish bathing, den i'll come back on later. so i shall jus try to rush out this post. ((:

went to wild wild wet w my darling today! ahahas.. had loads of fun. took all e rides. TRIED to sun tan. but i think lyk no use pls. ahahas.. i dont feel darker. SAD PLS. i hate being fair. thou im not fair. hehs.. tht doesnt make sense does it? okay. im jus NORMAL. neither fair nor tan. mmm.. okayy.. i dont even know wht the heck im talking abt now. FORGET IT ((:

lols. yeahh. den went to eat and stuff. wanted to cycle at east coast but we got there too late. yeahh. had dinner there at e seafood resturant. sat at e beach. was so pretty. listened to e waves, nice STRONG WIND. blow blow bloooooooow. hehehe! i like! i LOVE THE BEACH! jus hate the water. ahahas.. singapore's sea too dirty for my liking! lols.

yeahs. talkin to angeline now. going for debate tml. den meeting her,wanda and sum others for dinner. yup. gtg now. goodnights! byeeee! (((: Dont write me off just yet,10:12 PM THE song. the one tht moves me. ((:

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreamin' of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray

Trying hard to reach out
But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanting to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings
and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes
till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness
and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I love
I'll take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jetplane, far away And breakaway

I'll spread my wings
and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness
and into the sun
I won't forget all the ones that I love
I gotta take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me
But, gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
and I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye, gotta
Take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness
and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta
take a risk, take a chance, make a change
And breakaway
Breakaway
Breakaway

kelly clarkson. breakway.

my love. <33 Dont write me off just yet,4:03 PM a sudden feel of melancholy takes over.

listening to sad love songs makes me feel rather sad too.

lonely. Dont write me off just yet,2:55 PM had a rather torturous morning. been doing house work. arghh. moping n sweeping floor. cleaning windows. helping mum do sum weird cocktail thingy. folding clothes n such. can FINALLY USE COMP! ahahas. i hate my sis pls. she went out early in e morning to escape SUNDAY HOUSEWORK. gah! and i had to clean up her side of the room. i hate the way she throws her clothes about. lyk HELLO. you can AT THE VERY LEAST throw YOUR clothes on YOUR bed, instead of MINE. and messing up MY side of the room. GAH!

ahahas. but oh well. at least can go online now. its so HOT today. cant stand it pls. wanted to go to westmall w huili but ahyi din allow her to go. asked ly but she said she cldnt either. so yeah. stuck at hme. my gawd. ive been lyk at hme for e past week alr. i think im going to die sooner or later. actually suppose to go for e cheer thing tonight! but my mum refuses to let me go. GAH! I RELY WANT TO GO! wana go support vic and e rest! so sad pls!

arghhh. im going to die in this hse. TUESDAY! HURRY COME! Dont write me off just yet,1:13 PM went towning w my family today. was rather boring. went to far east wif sis. took neos. waited for mum to get her hair done. yep. we walked arnd looking at stuff. met mum. went to lucky plaza. ate. walked arnd. bought a new pair of sunglasses. i lyk them. ((:

yup. walk walk. den went to aunty jill's new hse. long time since ive seen e KHOOS. ahahas.. i miss them. hanged w them. chatted, and lazed arnd. long time since ive been w them. ahahas.. i miss being w them pls! jus being comfortable w the pple i love n pple i get along. ((((:

after tht went to clementi for dinner w aunty katherine. yeah. den mum went out wif her n aunty nancy. sis, dad n i went to sheng shiong to buy food. ahahas.. been eating RATHER MUCH today. i better STOP. lols!
she called again.

dont wait. Dont write me off just yet,9:39 PM ahahas. im finally here to blog! after a whole day of doing nothing. im going to blog. ahahas.. yeah. my day was rather boring. lazing arnd at hme. watching tc. using comp. on e fone. blah blah.

here's sumthing interesting thou. yesterday there was sum idiot spammer on ger's blog! my gawd. retarded idiot pls. bea told me abt it, and i told LY. ahahas.. so e three of us went to shoot e person back. ahahas.. it was blardy fun pls. the person was lyk a ROCK. onli knew how to keep repeating ITself. insulted ger AND ly. blardy piece of shite pls. yah. it was kinda FUN. and super super entertaning. ahahas..

its fun to see spammers make fools of themselves. and this particular one typed lyk an ARHHSSXX LIIANNSXX. cant stand it. why cant they type lyk NORMAL pple? why mus they add all e SSSXXZZ. kinda disgusting pls. yeah. anyway. we jus kept shooting back at her until she backed off and ran away. ahahas.! in your face pls!

lols. yeahhs. other den tht. been kinda bored. but im happy cos i bugged mum SO MUCH until she agreed to let me go visit jh's church! whee! happy! i havent been to ANY church for a long long time. so yeah. maybe it'll be cool to jus visit. yeahhs.

lalalas.. so kinda bored now. jus stoning and chatting. yupps.. nothing ta say. jus tht i changed my skin. and i think i lyk it. even thou its not tht nice. those tht make sense? it doesnt eh? lols. ((: Dont write me off just yet,7:47 PM things arent suppose to be like that. we're all suppose to be happy. but now everybody's so sad. its not suppose to be like tht. we're all YOUNG. my gawd. hello? wht happen to a CAREFREE YOUTH? gahs. guess it cant be liddat right?

jus read news paper too. full of sad news pls. lil kids die. but they're parents dont even know cos they're still stuck in e hospital in a critical condition. thts so sad isnt it? more pple dying. car accidents. the like. walk on the street also can die. wht is the world coming to man?


i hate my frens to be sad. it sucks lyk shite pls. its lyk holidays now pls. but everybody's so down and everything. argh. im jus glad tht sum pple still can laugh and cheer me up. i know everyone things tht YOU'RE the only one who's feeling pain. cos im the one of broke it off. but its not true. i feel it too.




i love her! my darling ((:














i dont know how to tell this to you. im avoiding you. yes. i dont deny. but its cos i want you to move on. stop holding back for me. i've already told u. i think it sld end here. stop feeling sad. cos it hurts me too. stpo thinking about it. and just get on with your life. i've already said tht to you, havent i? you just make it harder when you refuse to let go. im rely sorry. but its better this way. you'll see. Dont write me off just yet,11:42 AM