just got hme not long ago. ahahas.. i feel so tired. had a long crazy day w my darling CHERRAYE.

hahas.. yeahhs. went to sch for eng oral today. reached there early. sat arnd. talked. ahahas.. den lined up. talked talked talked wif bea, germie n nic. lols. complaining abt our MOTHERS. lols. except for germie. her mum is rather "liberal" [ her words. not mine] ((: yup. seems lyk e three of our mothers are rather alike thou. e scream-ie type. lols. no offence to any of them or anything.

lols yeahhs. oral was rather easy. but duno how i did. ahahas.. i jus tot tht it was quite simple la. jus talk talk talk. HEH. yah. after tht waited for cherry, walked arnd sch. den went to CHERRY'S HSE. ahahas.. her house rocks pls. had fun. finally met the TWO RASCALS tht she always talks about. they're so adorable pls. wahahas.. YES.

yup. went there. took loads n loads of pics on her camera. crapped loads. i wore her shirt! ahahas.. i love her clothes pls! lyk so many nice nice CLOTHES. one day when i haf NO CLOTHES im going to her hse to steal pls! .LOLS! yah. uber jealous of her closet. HEH. yupps. her diary is adorable pls. n i love her room. so COZY.

yep. after tht we went down to tiongbahru plaza. ate brunch at macs there. AGAIN took loads of photos. hehs. walked arnd. wanted to take neos but e thingy wasnt open yet. so we jus shopped arnd. den went back to her hse. surfed thru frenster, crapped wif kor. den went down to TBR plaza again. bought a new diary under e influence of cherry. ahahas.. and THIS TIME, we took neos! heees. went back to her hse again. den we played wif the rascals. my GAWD. they're rely SO ADORABLE PLS. xavier n shawn. wahahas.. cute lil things. yup. played HIDE N SEEK. lols. was spastic, but yeah. den we took SUMMORE photos.

ahahas.. yah. basically we jus KEPT TAKING fotos today la. it sounds rather spastic of me to keep repeating e same thing. lols. yeahhs. i think they were prettaye. had rather heart to heart-ish talks.yeahhs. i love talking to her pls. she's my darling! hehs! yeahh. was so sad when i needed to leave pls. i love her hse uber much.

ahahas. yeah. said goodbye to her n the rascals. den took mrt to clementi. was going to meet sis there but she said she was alr on her way hme. so took 184 back hme. yupps. was so tired tht i slept thru most of the bus trip. yeah. passed by my pri sch. they repainted it again. mostly orange n yellow now. PRETTY. yeah, and some pastel colours. so weird thou. e uniform is lyk GREEN N WHITE. but thru e years, they've painted e building all sorts of colours EXCEPT for green. spastic eh? I KNOW.

yupps. kinda miss bpps now. hahas.. met ching wee when i was at my hse downstairs. my gawd she lost SO MUCH WEIGHT. she was lyk overweight pls last time. now she's practically a STICK. her arms n legs are SO THIN. my gawd. its scary pls. AHAHAS! I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT TOO!

lols. yeahhs. so lyk. thts all. kinda bored now. lalalas..!

fetish for YOU. Dont write me off just yet,5:00 PM lalalas.. studied a bit of maths. read sum chi. not tht fabulous but im impressed tht i actually motivated myself to study abit. even thou it RELY is jus A BIT.

yet. wanted to go kallang to support vivien and germie jus now. but mum din allow. GAH. i miss the gang at sch. ahahas.. dont ask me which gang. all of them. all e different lil cliques here and there. i miss them all. gahs.. being alone at hme is boring. i rather be at sch crappign wif them. or even studying. but my mum aint gona let me study wif frens anymore. ohh well..

gahhs.. i miss them so so so so much! and my gawd. ELIZABETH! I CANT BELIEVE IT! ahahahs.. everybody is surprising me left n right. got no room to breathe alr. my darling HUI LI may be coming to stay over. tonight? i hope. im jus lyk rotting at hme. why din she lyk cum YESTERDAY pls? den we cld haf rotted yesterday AND TODAY.

tml got oral so YAY. i can lyk escape out of e hse. register 2 so i'll finish pretty fast i guess. gonna wait for CHERRY. den gona hang wif her i guess. not going to go hme so soon. so yeah. LALALALS.. i miss my darlings!!!!

and yes. i have nothing better to do but to sit down here and exclaim how much i miss them! HEH! ((: Dont write me off just yet,3:53 PM lalalas. i rely have nothing to blog about. heh hehs.. no plans for today. jus gona laze arnd. pack some stuff up and play piano. wahahas.. i cant wait to go to sch. so boring at hme pls! ahahas.. still gotta learn my lines for e musical thou. but duno how cos they changed the script. GAHS. not my problem. shall jus learn whts inside. hehs.

please.
jus move on without me. Dont write me off just yet,9:09 AM i seriously have nothing to do. this morning. jus woke up. played piano. den turned on e comp. talked on e fone. etc. yeah. den jus had lunch. now im feeling seriously bored. wana talk to sumone. but gahhs.. i duno who. lols. jus plain bored.

yup. its all over and done with now. i still dont know if you really understand. but yah. liddat lo. i rely hate tht sec 5 girl. my gawd. she's such a bitch pls. i cant believe she writes those kind of things on her blog. and she thinks its REASONABLE? i mean, HELLO. ok, i may be being a bitch to be calling sumone else one, but its TRUE. my gawd.

jus because she got caught la. is tht why she's happy tht everyone else is getting caught too? is tht e reason why she keeps pronto-ing them? she's full of shite la pls. wht an irritating women. pples. better keep safe frm her la. she's such an ass. maybe she'll even start betraying her own friends soon. instead of pple who she doesnt even know and decides to make them her enemies.

block us frm ur tagboard? tht only shows tht you're afraid of us. and not the other way round. call us childish? look who's talking. Dont write me off just yet,1:42 PM i feel so screwed now. everything is lyk getting scarier n scarier. im rely freaked out. and im scared for those other pple too. they're rely serious. its no laughing matter already. its NOT funny.

but im glad tht i still haf those few pple who cheer me up!

JOCKAY N JANE CHAI CHAI: thanks loads loads loads for being there for me and making me laugh lyk crazy. so glad to get to know u too this year. MY DARLINGS!

LY N GERMIE: thanks for being there to talk to me when im bored and to YOU KNOW. JUST TALK TO ME. hahas! i love you two!! (((:

JIAHUI: thanks fer being there for me. (((:

CHERRY!!!!!! MY DARLING DARLING DARLING MOST TRUSTED CONFIDANTE! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! MY DEEPEST DARKEST SECRETS ALL SAFE WIF YOU YOU YOU! NO ONE ELSE BUT YOU! HAHAS! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLS. YOU'RE E ONLI ONE THT I CAN TELL ANYTHING N EVERYTHING TO. I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH DARLING!!! (((((:

i love you guys loads. <3333

((:

you guys make the impossible feel possible.
thanks (: Dont write me off just yet,10:05 PM
just got hme abt an hr ago. went out early this morning to e nursing hme to haf a lil family gathering cos my grandma's bday. was surprised, EVERYBODY came today. even my first uncle n third uncle, and they're normally lyk super busy.

saw IVAN today. i feel lyk he's not even my cousin pls. im shocked tht he actually came la. he never comes to these kind of things, even cny. my gawdd. this is lyk e first time ive seen him in lyk wht? 4 years? arnd there. yah. but anyway, so EVERYONE was there la. hahas.. was kinda boring la. made small talk. played MONOPOLY. hahas.. long time since ive played. it was kinda fun crapping wif them. but jus feels WEIRD. cos we're lyk all not close.















all of us at nursing hme.

yup. den later went to ah ma's hse at clementi to see her. kor was there. jus lazed arnd. talk talk. rested, den went to ikea. looking for new lights for our bedroom. yup. was so bored down there. crapping away wif sis. took sum photos. hahas. zilian-ed right in e middle of ikea! but we're NOT pai seh. lols.

walk walk walk. den went to kfc for dinner. tried e bandito meal thingy. QUITE NICE. but a lil bit hot. hahas.. yah. went to cold storage. bought stuff den came hme. so yah. basically din do much today. jus went out n took loads of fotos.

was going to post them here. but today blogger is taking super long. so maybe post later. or tml. hahas.. but i love them to bits! i tink they're nice. (((((((:

yet ANOTHER pair got caught yesterday. im seriously freaking out now pls. gona make my blog "private" soon also. jus in case. yeahhs. get e pw frm me later on if u want it.

e best way wld be jus to just forget tht we were ever together.
tht way EVERYONE will be happy.
except for you
and me. Dont write me off just yet,7:26 PM had parent teacher meeting today. appointment was abt 11:30. but came late so we had to wait. started abt 12p.m saw LY. talked to her for a bit. den went in. my gawdd. it was horrible man. rely rely rely rely rely horrible. first time i cried this year pls. cldnt stand it. my mum was lyk scolding me lyk shite down there can. gawds.

yah. i think im lyk grounded for life now. she's gona stop my piano lessons after i take my exam. to tht, ive nothing to say la. i lyk playing but yah.. i think i also dun haf time for it. so yah..

anyway. shall not talk abt it anymore la. since its lyk, already over. there's nothing i can do. even though i feel lyk a piece of shite now. ohh wells.. yah. den went to PS wif my family. walked arnd. met bea there at abt 2 plus to 3 liddat. we went to pierce our ears! hahas.. i was piercing my first, but she was piercing second. gawd. i also wan pls. i want 3 on my left. n 2 on my right. but mum say she dun wan me to haf more den one. SAD PLS ):

mmm.. yeahhs. bought a pair of board shorts frm flash n splash. or issit splash n flash? ahas.. no idea. yeah. i actually wanted to buy another one, but mum insisted tht e one tht i bought in e end was nicer. so i jus took it. but GAH! e other one was so much nicer pls. it was lyk white w YELLOW. w abit of orange. yah. but she wanted me to take e white n pink one. so.. whtever lo. nvm. it looks ok.

after tht we went to e foodcourt and sat there for a while. den went hme. mum got sum wedding dinner thingy later so yah, she wun be hme. which i think is lyk better for me. i mean, i know tht she loves me la. but i jus feel so pressurized by her sumtimes. its lyk. so wht la pls. she starts scolding me lyk shite, make me hate her. den start saying stuff tht makes me feel very guilty. lyk: " i am disappointed in you do you know? wht happen to you? you know tht i've never needed to worry about you. you have always been the sensible one. i thought tht you were the one tht i never needed to worry so much for becos you "zi you fen cun". but apparently not. im so disappointed!" blah blah blah.. etc.

YAH. den make me feel so guilty. den she starts screaming again. and make me hate her. GAH. i seriously hate my life. ok. im lyk so sorry. i know tht ive changed a lot this year. but YOU dont even know jus HOW MUCH ive changed. jus always see on e SURFACE of wht is happening. and you dont even bother to ask me whether im ok. but thts lyk fine wif me cos i wldnt tell you anyway. yah. maybe its selfish of me la. but im sorry. you dont rely expect me to tell my mother abt THT THING do you?! argh.

i rely rely rely rely rely rely rely RELY miss sec1. even thou 1e2 was lyk such a crappy class, at least everything was lyk NORMAL. if tht HUGE THING din happen last year, it wld haf been a PERFECT YEAR. but NO. THT THING jus HAD to happen. arghhh.. and i thought tht this year wld be a good year too. GAH.

blahh.. now i rely feel exhuasted. im so sorry. sorry sorry sorry. sorry MUM. sorry DAD. sorry mei. i cldnt live up to ur expectations. im SORRY.

still i will say. blessed be Your name. Dont write me off just yet,7:07 AM jus got hme not long ago. kinda late but yeah. had to eat dinner at serene cos NOBODY'S AT HME. dad's working night today n mum went for a manicure wif sis. so yah. all alone. but i LIKE IT THIS WAY. hahas.. yeah.

had eldds/musical meeting today. mr bung came in to teach us e songs. hahas.. finally heard how e music is lyk. i lyk e last song. its rely nice! hahas.. sounds so PRETTY. yes. it sounds PRETTY. and i dun think tht calling a song pretty is weird. so yah. :p

ms jane tan is so frigging irritating and SO UPTIGHT. she cannot relax u know. for e whole practice thingy, even though she's not teaching anything, she jus keep shooting us black looks n stuff. and scold us for TALKING. i mean.. COME ON MAN. we were not even talking. e most we did was lyk.. u know, trying to hit e blardy high notes in e song. and occasionally saying to each other " heyy. e note very high lei" or whtever la. JUS BECOS OF THT, she said tht we haf no self control or dicipline. and scold us lyk mad. walau. retarded women.

yah. and she kept lyk sulking down there lo. we NEVER talk rite, she also scold. saw one of e sec1s jus FIGIT, lyk moved arnd and sat down again so tht she was a more comfortable position. i mean, there's nothing wrong wif changing e position of how ur sitting rite? YAH. I KNOW IM RIGHT. jus cos of tht she glared at her lyk she was some criminal. crazy pls.

so den after tht went to serene to eat dinner wif joy, angel n tabbie. was suppose to eat wif jiahui but she cldnt cum in e end cos she had sum church duty thingy. yeah. laughed loads. gossiped n complained abt miss tan too. hahas.. i kinda miss e musical last year. even though e pple there were MUCH STRICTER, at least they were REASONABLE. pls lo. aiya.. miss sunita was COOL. and MR SHARIAL. he rocked pls. even though he was lyk a complete sick minded idiotic kinda person. he made us laugh lyk crazy. and was super nice. and PHIL! hahas.. even thou he acted super gay n all.. LOLS! yeahhs. everybody rocked there pls. i loved anne! super super fun la. and all e actors frm outside st margs, was SO COOL. we were SO UNITED. and i miss our seniors. they're now lyk GONE. sad pls. eldds isnt e same w/o them alr. )):

yea. den walked to e bus stop to meet germie n LY. waited for bus, den went hme. super tired now. something happened today to somebody in sch. im lyk so shocked pls. i cant believe tht happened. i mean, now im super freaked out. WHT IF THT HAPPENS TO ME?! freaky la pls. e more i think of it, e more scared i feel. SECOND TIME ALR. so many pple are getting caught. not kidding. its crazy. i mean.. HELLO. its lyk none of e sch buisness pls. why are they so NOSY! arghh. even thou i dont even know her tht well. i feel so sad! my gawdd..! i think i wld lyk DIE if tht happened to me. eeeyerr! thts e onli thing i hate abt st margs.

yup. tml got PARENT TEACHER MEETING. and we're suppose to be lyk sitting beside our parents when they talk to our teachers. idiotic pls. I DONT WAN! SO CRAPPY! going to pierce ears tml i think. i hope. hahas.. suppose to go wif germie n beatrice, but im not so sure now. cos our meeting time clashes. so yeah. retarded. hope i can go wif them thou. cos i dont wana go ALONE!!

and im super pissed at ONE PARTICULAR PERSON. lyk.. HELLO. i dont even KNOW YOU THT WELL. ive onli met u ONCE. and i've never EVER even talked to u lyk at all. WHTS UR PROBLEM?! my gawdd. i hate these kind of gossipy pple. lyk seriously. eat full nothing better to do! and its lyk.. HELLO. u din jus spread to one or two ppls. u spreaded tht blardy thing all e way until TWO WHOLE CLASSES KNOW ABT IT. not to mention OTHER PPLE TOO. MY GAWD. wht haf i ever done to oppose u or insult u? this is RETARDED. my mus u spread SUCH A THING TO SO MANY PPLE! wht is ur goddamned problem?!

and pple in THOSE TWO CLASSES. PLS LA. get a life can! stop staring at me lyk im some kind of FREAK SHOW. i am NOT OK. seriously. those two girls who stood behind me at recess. do u take me as sum deaf person or WHT? yah. ur WHISPERING. but where got pple whisper SO LOUD. its not lyk i cannot hear wht ur saying. u might as well jus SCREAM IT OUT N LET E WHOLE CANTEEN KNOW. my gawdd.. seriously. im so sick n tired of all these. RELY. stop staring at me. its not lyk im e onli one.

go n die pls. Dont write me off just yet,8:22 PM hahas.. so bo liaos. so im blogging again. tml gotta hand in eng file! im rely rely rely rely RELY DEAD. SO SO DEAD. aghh! feel so UGH when i think abt it.

duno why, i suddenly feel so lost. im so so so so tired. both physically n mentally. emotionally too. i really dont know wht to do. i feel so emotionally drained. my mental brain is exhuasted n i cant think abt wht to do now. my body is lyk dying pls. headach.

gawdd.. im rely so so so so tired. so tired till i feel like crying. i hate the way things are. i wish it was all OVER.

one month Dont write me off just yet,6:26 PM it RAINED SO HEAVILY TODAY. hahas... yah. had cross country. suprisingly.. it was quite fun! hahas.. woke up later this morning. 6:30! hahas.. e lastest ive ever woke up in this year, so dad was fetching met to macritchie[ is tht how u spell it?].

yup. reached there. waited n waited. sat arnd and talked. hahas.. den it was e sec2 turn to run. hahas.. i WALKED wif LY n wansing. was laughing n laughin e whole way pls. lols. at one point of time MRS YEE n MISS WEE were running behind us and asking us to RUN. hahas.. LY was freaked cos she was afraid tht mrs yee wld ask her why she was NOT running, lols. since she's in tennis n all. so yah. i think its quite a waste too! lols. yupps. we ran lyk 3.2km pls. so retarded. e up slopes were kinda hard. yeah. but it was still a good laugh, yeah. crapped loads.

mmm hmm.. e onli time tht we RELY ran was at e very very very very VERY LAST part. hahs.. but i was still laughing all e way, until i nearly ran into e wrong thingy. hahas.. den we jus walked arnd, rested, drank water, talked. blah blah.. TOLLEY was in fourth place. FEARON WON. hahas..! im happy pls! not cos im in FEARON but becos for ONCE.. GAGE BROWN din win! hahs! ((((:

lols. yeahs.. after we were dismissed, went to KAP wif LY n germie. ate there. bought SUSHI!! frm cold storage. nice nicee! and den ate macs. yups. stoned there for a while than decided to go back to sch to watch e reharsal of smss idol. was FUNNY PLS. we onli managed to watch two pple sing but OH WELL. hahas.. uber funny. now i know why they're called WANNA-BEs. so spastic. they cant sing can pls. but hahas.. saw sum seniors practicing this dance. was super nice! felt so jealous! they can dance so well can! not not not not not not NOT FAIR!!! (((:

hahas.. yah. we sat down in e hall for a while. felt super tired. den decided to go to island creamery. bought ice cream. den sat down there n stoned. crapped n laugh loads again. hahas.. had fun wif them. saw fiona n bern too. chatted wif them. but dad kept calling to chase me to go hme. gahs!

told him tht i'd go hme at 3, but i onli left at lyk 3:30? hahas.. cos of LY!! ahh! wen we were talking to fiona n bern she started playing wif fiona's fone! kept pulling her n asking her to MOVE but she wldnt! den it started RAINING. so we had so stop n wait. hahas.. forced her to run across in e rain when it went down a little. hahas.. got so drenched still, but it was BETTER den if we DID wait cos it started raining even HEAVIER when we reached e bus stop. hahas.. spastic! if we waited we wld be in a worse condition. lols.

fell aslp in e bus. I NEARLY MISSED MY BUS. but lucky i got a fone call JUS before e bus stopped. lols. so i din miss. kept running n running cos it was STILL raining. hahas.. i met YIQING! havent met him in a long long time! my gawdd! it was cos of him den i got even WETTER. cos i stopped to chat. he says such STUPID THINGS! he was lyk..

yiqing: ehh.. alyssa, ur in track ah?
me: HUH? WHT TRACK?
yiqing: as in you know, running? track?
me: ehh.. no..! mee? in track? why?
yiqing: ohh.. ok. no la, u run fast wht.

WHT?! ME? IN TRACK! lyk go die pls. even if st margs had track i also dun think i can get in pls! and if i WAS, i think i'd nv win anything for e sch. TRACK MY FOOT AH! i dont even lyk running! hahas.. but running in e rain is cool thou. lols. tht guy is crazy pls.

hahas.. yah. so now im jus slacking away. gotta hand in english file tml. im so dead. gotta go search for all my compos! gahh! some of my sister's frens are here now. playing majong! i also wan to play! but there's alr 4 pple.. )): so sadd rite!

I LOVE TOLLEY!!! ((((((((((: Dont write me off just yet,4:49 PM



hahas.. WE'RE BACK FRM CAMP! we had so much uber fun pls!!! camp was so so so so so so SO AWESOME!!! hahas..!!! had loads n loads of pure pure PURE FUN!! hahas..! im so sad tht its over!!

lols. yeahs. anyways. went to sch super early yesterday. had loads of boring briefing. and briefing AND SUMMORE briefing! hahas.. but after tht e FUN BEGAN! hahas.. we boarded e bus to go to kallang for DRAGON BOATING. e bus was once again super RE NAO. hahas.. still singing all e way and having loads of fun. we den had a COMBINED 2e6 class cheer! whee! i love 2e6!! hahas.. and even thou it was uber hot and super painful to squat on e blardy pavement, DRAGON BOATING ITSELF was UBER FUN!!! ALL E CHONG FAMILY[except for kat cos she's in jap] WERE IN E SAME BOAT!!! splashing pple wif water left n right, even e teachers! lols.. got super wet. but it was SO FUN.

yupps. after tht we were eeffing wet. but we still boarded e bus WETNESS N ALL back to sch. yeah. washed up. had lunch. den we went to e hall. played loads of weird funny games. hahas.. made me laugh lyk crazy! PEI JUN MISS SEXY! hahas! uber funny pls! hahas.. yeahhs. den we had our MASS DANCE! omg! e was uber nice pls!! and super super super super super fun! even though was super tiring and super kukumalu! hahas.. but i lyked it! jane yu was deemed e SECOND BEST DANCER! WHEE! ahahahas! ((((:

yupps. after tht. we played games again. and den went off for dinner. yupps. i love coach serene! she's so sweet! hahas.. and uber nice! coach CORN too! hahas.. he's super funny. and he keep calling germie ANOREXIC cos she eats super little! lols! cute! but she was super pissed. hehs! we had spare time after dinner so we went to e parade ground. lols. behaved lyk mad pple there. most of e CHONG family

yep. after dinner we had our CAMP FIRE! WHEEE!!! i think tht was lyk e best part of e whole camp pls!! we talked. and played. had FUNNY COMPETITIONS. aka. best model, singer etc.etc. songs frm different races n BLAH BLAH. anyway. it was jus uber entertaining amusing! hahas.. yeahh. CHERRY won e MODEL THINGY! WHOO! sexy babe! hahas! and she sang JIE TUO! and RAPPED A SONG! niceee! hahas.. yah. den we performed our MASS DANCE for e teachers! super uber nice! after tht. we jus danced n danced n DANCED! jumping arnd! we were SUPER HYPER! HAHAS.. duno how to describe. it was jus EEEFFFING FUN!!!

hahas.. YES. den we went to eat SUPPER. and AFTER SUPPER. lols. we continued dancing! hahas.. fun fun fun fun FUN la pls!! hahas.. yeahh. we ended abt 11 plus. had briefing. tht set-up our sleeping stuff. and den time for BATH! my gawdd! tht was a terror pls! chaos n everything was uber difficult to bathe! but e teachers praised our class cos we had e CLEANEST TOILETS at e end! hahas! we rock! (((:

yupps. after much shifting and stuff. i ended up sleeping beside jockay n jane. so e squence was somthing lyk this: belinda, simin, jockay, me, jane, germie, beatrice, shirleen, nicolette, wansing. hahas! wansing was at e end of e line. im not sure who was beside belinda or whtever! :p

yep. we took loads n loads of pics tht night! i'll post e pics at e end of e post. yupps. we talked n talked den they turned e lights off. crapped so much wif germie, vivien n LY. hahas.. den CHERRY came to joined in. she funny la she. made us laugh lyk crazy. delcaring tht jesus was in e room and tht GERMIE wasMOSES! hahas! crazy women!

yupps! after e lights out abt five of us, jockay, jane, me, simin n belinda all went to e toilet. hahas.. so kinda made alot of noise. den settled down to sleep. but beatrice n jane cldnt sleep. so beatrice came over to my sleeping bag and e three of us chatted. hahas.. we were super hungry den! and were lyk fantasizing abt food over there pls! saw mrs shum sitting at e back of e hall reading news paper so we decided to say hi to here.hahas.. chatted wif her. and told her tht we were HUNGRY! hahas.. she was super sweet! she got these little cupcakes n biscuits for us to eat! so we sat down there eating contentedly! YUM! hahas!

yupps! after tht she left to go hme. so we jus sat and chatted. hahas.. e most spastic ting we did was to sit on jane's sleeping bag and open out mine to spread over our heads. hahas.. den we took fotos underneath it! e ones taken wif my cam wasnt so good cos of e low batt. but we took 1 or 2 pretty decent ones on beatrice's cam! hehs! i'll post it when she sends it to me! haas.. yeahhs. but den we slept after tht! ((:

woke up early early in e morning. feeling super letargic. went to brush teeth and to pack up our stuff. den we placed our stuff at e chapel n went down for flag raising. after flag raising, we had ANOTHER briefing, n a scolding. blah blah.. had brekkie. den went back to chapel and had ANOTHER briefing. den coach jay talked to us for a LONG LONG time abt sum stuff. but was so tired tht my eyes keep closing. hahas.. after tht, we went for a break. played n ate a little. den went back again. lols. had TREASURE HUNT after tht. it was sorta fun but a lil tiring. hahas.. beatrice+ger, jane+nic, and aditi+ rachel were tied together at e legs so they were lyk THREE LEGGED. but at e later part i paired up wif beatrice. it was KINDA FUN! hahas..!walking arnd liddat. hehs!

yeahhs. treasure hunt wasnt tht enjoyable. but it was still alright. so yeahh. hahas.. when we were all back in e chapel. spent time wif our coaches. i miss them! they're rely so cool pls. love them to bits! yup. den it was lyk time for camp to end. played songs n stuff for us to hear. den we took fotos and said goodbye to our coaches! uber sad pls! aww..! nearly cried! but hahas.. of course i did not. (((:

yep. after tht went to serene wif ger, LY n cheryl. was going to go to island creamery for ice cream but there were tooo many pple so we moved to macs. yups. bought ice cream frm island creamery and brought it there. basically jus sat and stoned there frm abt 3-5. hahas.. not bad rite? jus ate and crapped. was kinda fun rely. hahas. yupps. den dad came to bring me hme. lalalas! end of story! heheh..

I LOVE E CHONG FAMILY! hahas..! and i love 2e6!!! I LOVE SEC2 DOTS CAMP AND OUR COACHES!!! ahhh! i miss everyone uber much now!! HAHAS.. and not to mention ALL MY BUDDIES FRM OTHER CLASSES! I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!

hahas.. i love st margs! ((((:

PHOTOS

THT DAY: 21.o5.o6

me n germie!
me n beatrice!

LY

beatrice's.. hand? ((:

CAMP FOTOS!

janey n mee after mass dance! ((:

hehs! at night! me, jockay,a SQUASHED simin, and HALF of bel!

darling jockay n mee! <33

bright BRIGHT photo! gen gen, simin, bel, mee n jockay!

top: bel, gen. bottom: wansing, simin, mee, jockay.

bel n me!

mee n dear lil gen gen!

WANDA ACTUALLY TOOK FOTO! (((:

mee n vivien! ((:

LY n me! ((:

darling mushroom n mee!! <33

singy, nic, mee!

chai chai n jockay! my darlings! wif me stuck in e mid. (:

mee n yiyi! ((:
mee n lynn! she's so cute!

LY, ger, mee n vivien! ((:

me, coach serene, jockay, simin n coach CORN. ((:

METEOR GARDEN! SHOOTING STARS! :p [ e spazes]

hehe..! THE END! ((:

Dont write me off just yet,8:27 PM just got hme abt half an hour ago. so tired pls. mum n dad came to fetch me. da bao macs hme to eat for dinner. was so tired tht i fell asleep in e car. but haha.. HAD FUN TODAY! even though everyone was a bit dead dead-ish. too lil sleep i guess.

yup. anyway. got to sch at e normal time. jus lazed arnd. then had flag raising. a long LOOOONGGG devotions frm mrs tan. i hate it when she does devotions pls. so NO LINK. i dont see wht she's talking abt has to do wif God or christianity. i think she just takes it has a chance to scold us pls.

yeah. den dey basically just talked a lot of crap. den we went to eat breakfast. assembled at e chapel. listened to crap again. den we were seperated into groups. chosed a leader, group name and a mascot. yeah.. our group name is MUSHROOM! lols. ok. i think its cute so yah. dont insult. :p hahas.. yah. and beatrice was our leader AND mascot. she looked adorable when we dolled her up. lols. pity i din snap a foto.

after tht we watched a movie and "reflected" abt its morals n stuff. was kinda boring. e movie was ok la. it was tht horrible, but i was super sleepy and i cldnt stop figiting. hahas.. cant stay in one place for so long. yeah. den we had lunch. by e time we had lunch i was alr starving cos din eat brekkie OR dinner e day before. so yeah.

den we went to EAST COAST PARK. e bus was so RE NAO. whole bus were singing songs together and it was frigging fun. but was so tired tht i fell aslp. sat wif germie. hahas.. she fell aslp before me! nic n bea were sitting behind us. i think they starting sleeping lyk right frm e start. hahas.. we started disturbing nic when she was sleeping. she sleeps lyk a baby! so adorable! lols. and ya. we were in our PE TEESHIRT N SHORT. so kukumalu place. had amazing race there. i HATE amazing race. even thou had fun la. hahas.. run frm one end of ECP to e other. eeeffing irritating. but it was cool. our group was e FIRST. wahahhas! NOT BAD RITE. hehs. tht made it worth it. ((:

ummm.. yah. den we took e bus all e way back to sch. wasnt as fun as e ride there but yea. it was ok. but was alr eeeffing tired and all so we were abit more subdued. went back to e chapel and then got ANOTHER load of crap. den we got let out.

hahas.. i hate e when e teachers try to have a go at us. i mean. HELLO. lyk we dun already know all tht ur telling us. it jus gets frigging irritating. esp mrs kwok. blardy extra pls. think tht she's so WHT liddat. pls! lyk shite can. gahs!

yah. mum n dad are hme alr. mum bought a denim skirt for me, and two t-shirts. hahas.. e shirts are OK onli la, but i lyk e skirt. ((: bought for me a VON DUTCH bag. umm.. i think its kinda disgusting. cos i dont even LYK von dutch. but din say anything cos i knew tht she'd jus call me an ungrateful brat and den nag abt how useless i am again. NO THANK YOU PLS.

speaking of which. my mum is being fucking irritating now a days. arghh. as soon as she came back she started nagging n nagging. and ok. i know my results werent tht fantastic. but come on man. i improved a lot. i actually passed maths pls! HELLO. is there any justice in this world? i rely studied. and i personally think tht my improvement is good. even though of course i cando better la. but NO. of course NOT. she just HAS to look at all e bad grades. and not even CONSIDER e fact tht i have IMPROVE since e beginning of this year. so INSTEAD. ALYSSA TEO IS A STUPID LITTLE GIRL WHO DOES NOT STUDY HARD AND SHOULD DESERVE TO DIE. she is a silly little brat who has no control of herself and cannot get good grades.

ok. thank you. after working so hard. all i wanted was to show u tht i cld do better. and i did. even though i din get all those straight As. im SORRY OK. im SORRY.

cant wait for camp tml! i dont wana go hme anymore. Dont write me off just yet,8:30 PM went towning again today! whee! hahas.. went wif ger, mushroom n liyi! hehs.. din do much but had FUN LA ((:

yep. met pretty late. at 3.30. hahas.. first time tht i actually got there ON TIME. and FIRST. hehs.. i was lyk standing in e blardy mrt station for.. 10mins? ALONE. hahas.. yah. felt lyk sum kind of freak. but lucky liyi came quite soon.

so shite pls! some guy approached us when we were waiting for bea n ger. some charity thingy i think. den had to DONATE TWO BUCKS. yahh.. so heart pain pls. alr SO BROKE. and ohh yahh.. he STILL din gif us e soft toy. even when we gave FOUR DOLLARS IN ALL. so idiot. HEART PAIN PLS.

hahas.. yah. anyways. den bea reached. den GER WAS THE LAST. mmm.. yeahh.. basically jus walked arnd n crapped. was super shitey cos i was lyk wearing WHITE. nd all three of them were wearing BLACK. felt lyk sum kind of outcast pls! yeahhs.. walked to heeren. shopped abit. looked at stuff.den took neos! hahas.. was actually surprised tht liyi took wif us! hahas.. tot tht she wldnt. :p

mmm.. yupps.. i LYK our neos! except i look spastic in one of them. cos they were making me laugh. YAH. MY EYES WERE LYK SLITS IN THT FOTO! and everyone else looked nice. GAH! hahas.. yeahhs. but i think they were still nice la. :)

mm.. after tht we walked arnd again. went to cine. went to e arcade! hahas.. havent been to arcade for lyk a long long time alr. bea n liyi played this shooting game thingy. hahas.. ger n i jus sat inside e game thingy wif them and watched. hahas.. e monsters were SO GROSS PLS. greeny looking when u SHOOT THEM N THEY DIE. ewww! hahas.. and i think they killed innocent by standers too!

hahas. den we played e lil ping pong thingy? hahas.. duno wht its called. played doubles. ger n bea against liyi n i. umm.. we losted e first round. quite badly. lols! yeahhs.. but managed to tie e second time! hahas.. but it was FUN! laughed lyk crazy. yupps. then we played e car game, all four of us. but me lah. accidently pressed ADVANCED instead of beginner. yeah.. so for lyk e first 3 laps i was in THE AIR i think? hahas.. NO IDEA. onli figured out wht to do in e LAST LAP. and of course by tht time i was far far behind alr!

after tht we jus lyk walked arnd. was frigging hungry pls. and duno why was craving for sushi! hahas.. but STILL din manage to eat. SAD PLS. yeahh.. but i bought famous amos cookies! whee! nice nice! hahas.. after tht we walked out of cine. and jus walked arnd AIMLESSLY. tht was when i looked at e time n realised how dead i was going to be. yeahh. bought PINK DOLPHIN frm 7eleven[ AND YES GERMAINE I LOVE THT DRINK THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WIF IT! ((: ] den went hme. yeah. they walked me to e bus stop den i tink they went to taka to buy sandals.

yupps. so now at hme slacking. din take many pics today. onli took one wif bea n one wif ger. hahas.. caught one pic of EACH of e THREE OF THEM! hahas.. ger look FUNNY. and she deleted it! so sad pls! hahas.. so haf one of bea n liyi. but bea put her HAND IN FRONT OF HER FACE. so u see.. her HAND . instead of her face. lols. yahh. and liyi looked away. hahas.. but i guess hers is e best la. since u can actually see her. lols!

yahh. i wana upload e pics NOW. but im kinda tired. and lazy. hahas.. yeahh. . maybe another day. tatas peeps! Dont write me off just yet,8:51 PM hahas.. ij jus uplaoaded e pics to my comp. dontn mind my atrocious typing because there is sumthing terribly wrong wif my keyboard. yes. so yah. anyway. i was going to save e pics in to my disk for back up. but tmy blardy comp was lyk SO LAG. and i got s o daamn irritated! and now e kyeboard is going haywire! arghhh!

yeahh. so ya. after sitting infornt of the stupid thing thtat i call MY COMOPUTER FOR MORE DNEN HALF AN HOUR, i decided to upload e pics tml instead. i haf no more patiencee! and im seriously sosry for this type of typing. im irritated too. but it cant be hleped.

hshas.. yaah. anyway. shalll put some of e nicer pics here. ((:
Dont write me off just yet,11:19 PM cldnt sleep last night. was feeling super down yeahh. and EVERYONE was sleeping .argh. cldnt talk to anyone. yeahhs.. i feel super shite now. gahs.. i hate my life pls. arghhs.. but was glad cos hamz called! hahas.. he made me laugh. even thou he was being super irritating. hahas.. yeahhs. thank god for sending down sumone to cheer me up!

hahas.. yeahhs. went out wif wanda, angeline, germie n kat. hahas.. yahs. had fun i guess. met at orchard mrt at 10a.m. wanda n kat were alr there when i reached. den germie arrived den angeline. hahas.. yah. we wanted to go watch DA VINCI CODE. but cldnt get in. GAH. eeeyerr.. i think we could've bought e tickets cos wanda, angeline n kat looked matured. but i tink e person hesitated when she saw me n germie! hehs! lols.

yeahhs. so in e end went to watch OVER THE HEDGE. hahas.. not THT fantastic. but amusing, i laughed lyk crazy. and e baby porcupines are SO ADORABLE!! yahh.. so it was quite nice la. hahas.. yah. ate macs in it. lols.

yeahh. den we jus went to walk walk arnd. went to heeren. shopped. took neos! hahas.. and took some pics. hahas.. yah. but i havent uploaded to the comp yet. maybe tml or later in the night i'll post them yeahh. had fun la. went to cine to walk walk. took neo again. :p yeahhs.. sat down. talked. den went to angeline's hse.

hahas.. i love angeline's hse pls! lyk a hotel liddat. so nice. hahas.. we jus slacked arnd in the room. played guitar, played comp. listened to music. took fotos. hahs.. yahh. stayed there for 2 hrs or so. den went to king albert wif ger for dinner.

bought sushi! hahas.. ya. den went hme. ah yi n sis were alr chasing me to go hme. gahhs.. whtever. i nv fail to break my curfew. lols.

tml going out wif ger,ly,charitee n cheryl i think. hahas. yah. dont even know what we're going to do pls. ger say jus meet to buy camp stuff. at abt 3 plus. late afternoon. hahas.. i'll probably slack all the way in e morning. and pack sum of e camp stuff. hahas.. yah.

mmm.. so yah.. slacking away now. yeahhs.. im so bored!

im sorry! pls dont be pissed! Dont write me off just yet,8:15 PM just got hme abt an hr ago. yeahh.. tiring tiring day. full of HEART ATTACKS. got back al e papers today. din fail any. but im definitely NOT getting any As. )):

yeahh. still havent handed in e eng file. not intending to until next fri. hehs..! yeahs. today was quite normal. except that it was unusually HOT, my gawdd. we were all MELTING on e parade ground this morning. retarded pls. SO HOT.

yeahhs. results for EVERYTHING:

maths paper 1: 23/50 [ YES. I KNOW. SUCKS.]
maths paper 2: 38/50
overall: 61%

english
letter writing: 17/30
compre: 12/25 [ YES. PATHETIC]
summary: 14.5/20
compo: 23/30
over all: 60% ++

chi
compo(combined): 18/35[JUST PASSED]
paper 2: 52.5/90
overall: duno. havent added oral marks.

science paper 1: 21/50 [ YES. I KNOW!]
science paper 2: 36/50
overall: 57%

lit
R&J 1: 13/20
R&J 2: 13/20
unseen poetry: 9/20[!!!!!]
overall: 58%

IH [ THE ULTIMATE HEARTBREAKER!]
so sad that i cant even rmb e exact marks
onli rmb that overall...
64%
onli AFTER moderation
GAHH!

and ohh yeah.. home ec. wish i dont rely care abt.. I PASSED! totally surprised pls. din even study. 59% ;)

so heart pain can. totally shocked and disgusted wif myself. tt wld lyk make my total average onli a c5. so shite! i hate my lyf pls. maths.. ok la, im glad that i can at least get a B, cos i tot i'd fail. ENG! IM SO ANGRY! I CLD HAF GOT AN A!!! arghh.. chi.. i dont CARE LA, pass can alr. science, i got nearly all e physics questions wrong. but no surprises there. im glad i passed.

but IH! im totally devastated over IH. ive never got anything other den an A for IH! my gawdd.. so sadd pls. i nearly cried down there. but i din la. i havent cried at ALL this year. trying not to. i told mrs shum. she gave us LOLIPOP, hahas.. for thsoe that passed. cos she said that this paper was rely super difficult. she gave me and jockay extra TWO lil cabury thingies. hahas.. nice! ((:

yeahhs.. so anyways. exams over alr. i am NOT going to freak. jus gona GET OVER IT and work harder for streaming. (: yeahh..

ANYWAY. went to e library. read read read. when i finished it was alr too late. so yeah. joined ger, watched her, MUSHROOM n mabel play tennis. den nic also joined later on. my goshh. they are so blardy good pls. so STYLE. im lyk so regretting e fact that i did NOT take lessons tht time when mum asked me to. if not can play wif them! hahas.. if i do NOW, it wld be lyk SO KUKUMALU!!! lols! so envy!!! :p

yeahh. den walked to coro wif germie to take bus. but we went in first so tht she cld buy drink.
jus stood down there chatting. until my bus came den went hme. yeahhs.. was dark alr when i reached hme. i hate coming hme when its dark pls.

yeahh. tml going out wif all of them. hahas.. germie, mushroom,wanda,angeline,katrihan and MAYBE alysia. gahhs.. seh still duno whether she coming or not. lols. yeahh. cant wait. been A LONG TIME since ive been out wif frens. i wana go lyk NOW!

lols yeahhs. my gawdd.. din go to meet e both of them in e end today. cos was lyk yeahh.. liddat lo. summore LY said that she saw dem there! my gawdd.. called jiahui SO MANY BLARDY TIMES, but she din pick up her fone. when she did she said she was at church, so cannot talk.gahhs.. i feel bad. i called her too. but cldnt get thru. oh wells..

yeahhs. so mum n dad are in thailand now. she jus called. told her one or two of my marks. she sounded lyk she was going to faint. OHH WELL. i cant do anything abt it. (:

happy birthday to mee!

thanks to all e pple who messaged. so sorry tht i cldnt reply all cos my bill is lyk exploding. THANKS ANYWAY! (((:

belinda gave me the OH SO ADORABLE little chick/penguine thingy. SO CUTE!!! HEHE.. HAPPY! n darling chai chai gave me this adorable lil donkey stuff toy. i love it! hehe.. and a whole bag of CANDY! HEH HEHS!

i love them to bits! ((((: Dont write me off just yet,8:41 PM im too free. so im blogging again. ahhas.. im so in love wif the songs MORE THAN WORDS. hahas.. keep hearing it over n over again. but im MORE in love wif whitney housten's "i will always love you". sooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice pls! (((:

I will always love you
If I should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go, but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way
(Chorus)
And I will always love you
I will always love you
You, my darling you
Bittersweet memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So goodbye, please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you, you need
(Chorus)
I hope life treats you kind,
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish to you joy and happiness
But above all this, I wish you love
(Chorus)
I will always love you (x3)
I, I will always love you
Darling I love you
I'll always, I'll always love you

i know now. i do. im going to have to do it. cos its the right thing to do. i cant let it go on anymore. i sorry. i dont want to do it either. and i dont want to hurt you. but i have to. cos i know that its the right thing to do. it hurts me too. hurts like hell. but we sldnt be doing this. not me. not you. we both know that. we just din want to admit it. its time to stop. im sorry. i'll always love you.

im sorry jesus. i was wrong.

Dont write me off just yet,12:10 PM woke up not long ago. going out wif mum later. talking to jiahui now. lalalas.. so bored. tatas. Dont write me off just yet,10:16 AM hehs.. NO SCH TODAY! kinda cool. get to sleep IN nice and late. yahh. but my sis's STUPID alarm clock, it kept ringing n ringing and DID NOT wake up, until i screamed in her ear to get up n to TURN OFF her blardy fone. lols.

den keep getting this fone call frm this WOMEN looking for my dad. gahh.. "hello may i speak to mr david teo pls?" called me yesterday alr la. omg. lyk WHTS UR PROBLEM, told u that this isnt his number alr! lyk go n die pls!

hahas.. yah. and got an sms frm jockay. i read it half blurry-ly. yeahhs.. den finally woke up. cos that STUPID WOMEN CALLED AGAIN. gahh.. so cldnt get back to slp. i think it was about 10a.m? hahas.. arnd there. made brekkie. and watched tv! hehe.. n now using comp.

yup. feel so lum nua today. so bored. dun wana do hse work. hehs.. tatas! Dont write me off just yet,11:29 AM its lyk umm... 10 PLUS now. mum has alr asked me to go to bed. but i dun wana. im lyk RELY TIRED NOW. but still dun wana sleep. hahas.. TML NO SCH! YIPEE!

yupps. hahas.. i realised that many pple pronounce my name differently. heres the list:

not so common:
x al-sa
x ee-li-sha
x ee-lie-sha

more common:
x ah-li-SA
x er-lis-se
x er-lis-sha
x er-li-she
x er-li -SE!
x ally-she

nicks:
x ally[most often called]
x lysa[often as well]
x lys
x sa [mm.. ONLY by freya ((: ]

hahas.. HELLO?!
CORRECT PORNOUNCIATION:
ER-LIS-SE
hahas.. get it?
alyssa
a-lis-se
which one looks better?
duno.
hahas..!
jus being random.
((: Dont write me off just yet,10:25 PM just got hme frm sch. hahas.. yeah. so had e HE exam today. hahas.. i left loads of blanks. lols.. yeahhs. cldnt rmb. hehe.. ohh well..

yeahh. it finished at abt 9.am! after that, went to heeren wif bel, wansing n chai chai. hahas.. yeahhs.. when we reached there all e shops havent even open yet la. hahas.. heeren's door was CLOSED. so we went to taka n waited at e fountain for e shops to open.

yeahhs.. e doors FINALLY opened, but none of e food at e food stalls were ready! hahas.. irritating pls! lols. yeahh. so we went up to look at clothes. but umm.. yah. there were nothing. hahas.. yeahhs. we went to e TOY SECTION. hahas.. spend quite a long time there. lyk kids liddat pls. looking at all e toys and wadever. lols.

yupps.. den after that we went down. LUCKY THERE WAS FOOD BY THEN. hahas.. was so blardy hungry. yupps. shared TORIQ rice wif bel. hahas.. nice! yupps. bought lemonade frm e pretzle stall. quite nice. hehe.. appetizing! ;)

den we went to take neoprints! hahas.. were so EXCITED that we took three times! hahas.. they're all rely pretty. ((: hehe.. yeahh.. din cut them up cos wanted to scan them first. yeahh.. im suppose to scan them lyk now.. but too lazy to plug in e scanner. :p

mmm.. yahh.. so we jus walk walk walked.. bel had to go back to sch to collect sum form thingies for her coach. haahs.. so simin's dad came to fetch us there! hahas.. so cool. we din haf to take bus! :p

yeahh.. so just ran up n down e sch wif bel, collecting e stuff. den wansing went hme. bel went hme. chai chai n i sat in e canteen. ate a bit wif yiyi n lynn. hahas.. den i had to go for e costume fitting. so chai chai went hme.

yupps. e costume fitting was quite quick la. chloe, me,angel,tabbie n ethel sat outside e music room to chat after we were done. yeahh.. den we went to serene macs to EAT AGAIN. lols. yeahhs.. after that. we played on e HORSES. hahas.. so spastic pls. but totally fun. i think we spent more than two dollars on it. and its lyk 20cents for one ride. hahas.. it was FUN MAN. all squeezing onto one horse. lols.

hehe.. den went hme wif chole n angel. hahas.. so im lyk slacking now. i feel so free! ((:

you keep making it so hard for me.
how can i bear to do it?

out; Dont write me off just yet,5:50 PM WHEE!
I BOUGHT THAT ORANGE SKIRT!!!
YAY!
HAHAS.. HAPPY PLS
AND BOUGHT A TOP TO GO WIF IT.
hahas..
yeahhs.
but too bad
din buy that LOVELY LIME GREEN SB
sadd rite?
but mum said it was too ex$$
thats why din buy
OHH WELL.
ORANGE SKIRT!!!
(((((: Dont write me off just yet,6:29 PM going out later. possibly to orchard wif mummy. want to ask her to buy for me that ORANGE SKIRT!!! hahas.. went out wif germie n charitie yesterday. to watch MI3. hahas.. din rely expect it to be rely nice cos i din even know what e whole show was abt. lols.. but charitie wanted to watch, so liddat lo. hahas.. but SURPRISINGLY, its was QUITE NICE LEI. hahas.. tom cruise is HAWT. but so OLD. hahas..

haha. yeahh.. den we went out to walk walk. that was when i saw THAT ORANGE SKIRT. uber nice pls!!! i want! hahas.. but duno whether got shirt to match.. )): hahs.. HOPEFULLY its still there today IF i go wif mummy, den get mummy tuh buy for meee! yeah! lols..

yupps. gugu gave m ethis HUGE op sling bag for my bday. even thou its lyk.. quite retarded. cos it RELY IS HUGE. abt e size of bag that u carry to the BEACH for all e mats and everything. lols. i think maybe i'll carry it to camp. cos its lyk so impractical to bring it out. lols.

yeahhs. next saturday going out. but now im not even sure wif WHO. gahh.. i WANA GO BOWLING WIF GERMIE N CHARITIE NEXT SUNDAY! asked mum, but she say cannot.. walau.. hahas.. dad VIOLENTLY OBJECTED, i duno wht's his problem. yeahh.. but im gona nag mum again later. :p

hahas.. yeahh.. woke up early to clean up e hse for mum. since it is mother's day. yeahhs.. stpid sis. hahas.. she's so LUM NUA. hahas.. had to wake her up SO MANY TIMES den she woke up. GAH!

lols. yeahhs. later going to visit ah ma. and wadever.. i havent started studying for HE yet. hahas.. wht can i say? im a naughty girl. ((:

hahas.. yah. haf costume fitting tml. lyk so irritating pls. sch finish lyk so early in the morning but we haf to stay until 2:30p.m for e stupid fitting! hahas.. idoit pls..!

hahas.. yah. nothing much to say alr.

I WANT THAT SKIRTT!!! ((: Dont write me off just yet,10:08 AM i feel so "lum-nua"-ish today. lols. woke up nice n late. lazed arnd. ate. did stuff for mum. did stuff for gm. blahblahh.. played piano. helped dad to do stuff. den now on comp. hahas.. feel so weirdly free. after exams.. hehs.. feel so weird. lyk i sld be studying or sumthing.but there's nothing to study! lols.. onli home ec.. but i dun feel lyk. :p

well. yeahhs. later mummie n daddie are gona celebrate my bday for me. ((: hahas.. cos they wun be here next week. next week's outings.. im still not sure. ahh.. headach la. dun wan to think abt it. lols. yeahs. ah yi is coming too. i miss ah yi! ((:

mmm.. yahh.. so im jus here slacking away. feeling bored out of my brains. cos everyone's probably out playing lyk crazy, while i stay at hme and stay at the wall. geez.. how fun..

hahas.. i love that song! cant rmb wad e name is. but i keep hearing it on e radio. super suppperrr nice!

dont cry out loud
just keep it inside
and learn how to hide your feelings
fly high n proud
and if you should fall
remember that you almost had it all..

i love love love love love LOVE THAT SONG! ((: Dont write me off just yet,1:18 PM jus got hme not long ago. YES. MAJOR EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER. i am totally grateful. yeahh.. dun think i did that well for sci. din knw how to do e physics questions.. gah.. hais.. jus pray pray pray that god will be merciful. ((:

yah. went to orchard wif.. belinda. simin.jane.katrihan.wansing and jockay today! hahas.. waited so long for e blardy 174. in e end when it actually CAME, it was too packed. so we took taxi. jane jockay n simin! so kuku la. we cld haf all sat into one taxi. but they REFUSED. gah! so we went into e first one.den later they cldnt get another taxi! lols.

yupp. so went to heeren. went to GRAFITTI to eat. yupps. waited for e three of them. hehe.. i love e wanton mee there! n e cookie. hehs.. ya. den we TOOK NEOS! hahas.. happy happy. took twice. but we din cut them up, jockay said that she'd scan them first. den we'll divide them on mon or sumthing. ((:

yahh.. den we jus crapped arnd. took FOTOS in e middle of heeren. lols. yeahhs. wif bel's camera. hehe.. some of them looked SPASTIC. but i think they were cute. :p

mmm.. ya. so den we rushed back to sch cos some of them needed to be back there by 2p.m. yah. went to wansing's hse to get our bags cos we left them there. yeahh.. den janey n me went to serene. was so bored. we jus lyk stoned down there and chatted for almost an hr. den we walked back to sch to pass katrihan her bag.

yupp. simin, bel n other sec1 bballers were celebrating gen's bday. my gawdd.. almost all of them were WET LA. playing wif cake, got it all over themseleves den had to wash it off. SPASTIC OR WAD? lols. ya. so jus crapped wif them awhile. was so bored la. den in e end aunty phylis sended me n jane to bukit timah. took bus n went hme.

CRAPPY THING WAS. my ezlink is lyk ZERO DOLLARS. and i had onli TWENTY FIVE CENTS in my wallet. so kuku malu. i totally forgot abt that. went on e bus wif NO MONEY. but this kind soul gave me a dollar coin. hahas.. how sweet rite? ((:

ya. so now im jus back hme slacking lyk crazy. talking. yahh.. I MISS MY SCH MATES SO MUCH!!! MY GAWDD! I MISS YOU BABES! (((((((:

exams over. now wht? im suppose to be telling you now. Dont write me off just yet,1:55 AM hehs.. exam today was ok i guess. i managed to finish e maths paper on time. but cldnt finish checking. gahh.. rely afraid that i make mistakes. ehh.. yeahh.. jus pray and hope that everything will be ok. yup.. IH for paper 1 i wanted to write more stuff but no time. ): aita.. but at least finished it, cos i know sum pple din. arghh.. for paper 2 also same case lo.. sighh.. hehs.. but i din know how to write much for e history question. kinda afraid that it'll be too little. )):

yup. went to serene wif them again. they ate at black canyon, den we moved to macs. hahas.. din rely study much there la. but sitll ok. yeahh. mum called. my ear drums nearly bursted. so i went hme. yup. hahas.. but din even study when i reached hme. mum was watching pirates of e carribean, so i watched wif her. until finish. den i went thru R&J. hehs.. plannign to study for maths paper 2 later at night.

yupps. hehe.. i got this HELLO KITTY CORRECTION TAPE NOW! hahas.. belinda bought for me! hehe.. cos that time i saw one in her pencil case, and i said i lyked it. hahas.. gave me a surprise, passed it to me yesterday. SO CUTE! wanted to pay her back but she say dun need. so sweet rite? hahas.. I LOVE BELINDA! lols. she's so cute. lyk a bear. :p

hahas.. ya. gona slack now. tatas.. Dont write me off just yet,5:55 PM jus got hme. im lyk almost brain dead. going to die tml. maths.. arghh.. damn la.. for IH. mmm.. geog part i think i'll be ok if i jus read thru again. history.. gotta go study! hahas.. n MAPWORK. gah! gotta jia you!! yupps. going to use comp. den eat dinner. den STUDY STUDY STUDY! JUST THREE MORE DAYS TO FREEDOM! (((: Dont write me off just yet,5:59 PM at ahyi's hse now. sitting in front of the comp lazing my ass off. been teaching hui li math for e past hr. now kor take over. hahas.. she's rely having it now. kor isnt that patient with pple who stare into space while ur explaining a question. hahas.. he's so fierce. ohh well.. who ask her stare into space..? lols.

ya. i feel lyk uber guilty. cos i lyk din bring anybooks to study. ya. ohh well.. im so doomed la pls. mmm.. ya. wore my tolley hse tshirt. e super oversized one. size 42. its so uber big. but had no choice but to buy it e other time. hahas.. but its quite comfy ta wear. ((:

mum say that im crazy lo. wear sch tshirt. and huili says that im weird. hahas.. dun care la. im in love wif this tolley tshirt. hehe. too bad it doesnt say tolley on e back. instead.. ST MARGARETS. hahas.. nvm. so wad? im patriotic to my sch. hahas.. im proud of st margs ! ((:

hahas.. ya. super happy. SCH TML! hehs.. even thou exams are coming. i miss sch uber much. yupps. hehe.. i'll be put out of misery after this week! hang on u guys! jia you! ((: Dont write me off just yet,9:17 PM huili stayed over last night. was suppose to mug together. we did. sorta. yeahh. taught her maths! hahas! i cant believe i jus TAUGHT SOMEBODY MATHS! hehs.. i dont feel so bad anymore. miss sec1 now. CANT BELIEVE SEC 1 WAS SO EASY! lols! ((:

yup. was so stressed up over maths yesterday that i cried. kena scolding by dad. say that i was stupid. wadever man. ya. so in e end went to ah yi hse to ask koor to teach me. whilee EVERYBODY ELSE went to karaoke. GAH! I WANT TO GO TOO! hehs.. cant wait for e exams to end! den cann celebrate my bday! and play play PLAY!

mmm.. yupps. so yeah.. we rely pigged out. hehs.. cooked e frozen pizza yyesterday and date HALF EACH. lols. super srummy. we were laughing e whole way. even when ewe were eating! lols. yeahh. slept about 2? we were planing to sneak out and play comp later in e night, but hui li cldnt wake up. hahas.. i told her this morning, she said she din even hear me! lols. piggy!

yah. woke up about 8 plus. but cldnt keep my eyes open. so slept until aabt 10. :p yeahh.. so we packed our stuff. lazed arnd. played guitar. still trying to learn QING TIAN frm huili. jus goot e chords for qing fei de yi frm her. i gotta PRACTICE PRACTICE PRACTICE! ((: hahas.. piano too. havent practiced in a long long time. im so frigging screwed la. exam in a few months.. blahh..

yup. den we went downstairs to buy newspapere for mum. but was all SOLD OUT. hehs.. so we came back wif LOADS OF TIBITS. heh.. seriously, lyk piggeed out e whole day pls. came hme, ate luncch. rested. started studying. [heees! i still cant believe i taught her maths! ((: ] yupps. den we ate chocos whhile studying. bar after bar . hehe..

studied for a few hours. den we RESTED. watched this funny half an hr comedy onn tv while sharing a WHOLE PACKET OF RUFFLES CHIPS. hahas.. den we munched on sweets whhile studying. hehs.. (:

yupps. afterwards, went to e plaza to buy cake for gm and mepok for mum. den came bakc. bougght this packet of ADORABLE coloured hair pins. blue andn yellow. but e stupid thing is.. ive nv used these kind of pins for my hair before.think they look kinda weird. and cant use them for sch anyway. GAH! hahas. nvm, they still look adorable. hehs.. ((:

yah.. so now jus slacking lo. havent rely studied everyything. but OH WELL. thats lyf. ;)

dont want to hurt you. i know u need love. but now how can i tell u dat it cant be this way? its already gone too far to be something good. please dont blame me. when i give you the news.

fly away; Dont write me off just yet,4:19 PM YES! I CANT FINALLY USE THE COMP. arghh. my stupid comp crashed AGAIN. jus went i had plenty of time to use. it had to spoil. rebooted e whole thing thing again. but cldnt get e internet up. GAH. so wait until so long for dad to come hme to do e thingy. FINALLY! ((:

yah. chi exam was ok i guess. paper 1, mmm.. i think i did e compo better den e letter writing. but ohh well.. yeahh. .den had break. jus ate and walk arnd with e girls. yeahs.. wentt back.. had paper 2. hahas.. i fell alsp while doing e 2nd n 3rd comprehension. hahas.. but still finished e exam on time.had lyk.. half an hr freee time? hehs.. nice half an hr worth of slp! ;)

yup. after that went to e library wif germaine n katrihan. read read read.. den went to e canteen to study. but umm.. of course we din study.. MUCH. lols.. ya.. had fun thou. wif germie n liyi n cheryl. hahas. and charitie too. lols. she's so spastic la that girl! make me laugh lyk crazy. lols. :p

yeah.. basically jus lyk crap loads. laughg laugh laugh. for lyk 3 hrs striaght. hahas.. power eh? :p mmm. ya. den later we went to macs. they bought ice cream so i jus sat there. lols. yups. den went hme.

walked to e busstop wif germaine. talk n talk n talk. yeahh.. i SO LOVE GERMAINE. actually, noow i dont rely mind her knowinig about THAT. hahas. feel lyk i can rely talk to her lo. mmm.. ya. i dont think that she doesnt know anything else there is to know alr. but its nice talking to her. I LOVE GERMAINE! ((:

was suppose to walk wif her to coro so she cld cross OHB to her busstop, n i can take ubus frm there. but we jus kept talking n talking. lols. it was quite funny rely. we went inside coro. went upstairs, walked one round, den went downstairs n out again. lols.. ya. talked for a bit more den went hme.

i feel so CONFUSED now. my life is lyk so damned SCREWED UP. i hate it man! shouldnt haf made that deicision in e first place. and now im in this mess. ARGHH. so friggin irritating. I MISS GERMAINE UBER MUCH. feel so alone now. GAH. and i STILL havent studied finish. jus cant concentrate.

ALYSSA TEO YOU SHOULD JUST GO AND DIE DIE DIE! U ARE THE ONE WHO LANDED YOURSELF INTO THIS. ITS NOBODY'S FAULT BUT YOURS! GO AND DIEE!

Dont write me off just yet,9:23 PM blahh. my shoulders are ACHING. my sch bag is blardy heavy. brought e books to study, but din study much anyway. GAH!

mmm.. yahh.. GERMAINE KNOWS NOW. omg.. i cant believe i told her la pls. she practically FORCED it out of me! ahhh! all simin's fault! it went lyk this..

me, germieeee, n liyi sitting on e table.

enter simin.

simin: ally! so u meeting jh today ah? whisper whisper whisper..
me: yup. to study.
simin: huh? jus her ah? i think.. whisper whisper..
germaine: huh?! wad thing so secretive! stop whispering lei!
me: er.. nothing la
germaine:eee.. tell me! tell me!

after much begging and pestering over a long period of time..

germaine: omg! i cant believe it! blah blah blahh..
me: ARGHH! I CANT BELIEVE I TOLD YOU GERMAINE!!!
liyi: huh? who issit who issit? tell me lei!

OMG! so in e end they BOTH know la. bangs head on e table. so kuku malu pls! they are NOT suppose to know! germaine!!! i am lyk so going to kill that women!blahh.. silly GERMIEE. damn damn damn..

alr lyk so many pple know la pls. i DONT WAN PPLE TO KNOW! mygoddd!!! saveme! LY say i dont look lyk that "kind". umm.. i WASNT.

BLAHH
i din study at all la pls. onli a little. IM SO DEAD. IM GOING TO FAIL MATHS.

GAH! Dont write me off just yet,5:00 AM jus got hme an hr ago. dead dead dead dead dead dead DEAD tired. lols. ya. had an ok day at sch. we discussed our CME presentation. think it'd be fun to do. hahas.. and hopefully entertaining. ((:

yup. after school. cldnt find anyone to study wif me. lols. so was jus at e canteen. yeahh..sat wif liz n cherry for a while. den they left for remedial class. den saw wanda. so studied wif her. but umm.. hahas.. din study much, jus talked n talked n talked. frm one topic to another. lols.

yupps. then later vic, belinda n simin came ta join us. hahas.. i swear, those girls jus CANNOT sit still. they are OBSESSED wif bball ok. keep missing bball training. lols.. in e end belinda cldnt tahan, went off to train wif her juniors. lols.

hahas.. ya.. den wanda left. so studied wif simin awhile. felt super tired. so i went hme too. hehs..

mmm.. beatrice lent me angels n demons! omg! that book is lyk super good can! hehe.. i cant wait to finish reading it. its so exciting! hehs.. but got no time to put all my time into it. stupid exams! hahas.. so shite lo.

lols. yeahhs. gona slack now. tata! ((: Dont write me off just yet,5:00 PM ARGHH. i am friggin IRRITATED with some people! STOP bothering me! its frigging irritating! its OK if u wan to add me on friendster. its OK if u add me on msn. but NOW ur jus being PLAIN IRRITATING! i DONT WANT to see your bloody PICTURE. i DONT WANT to have a picture of YOU. i mean. COME ONE. WHY wld I want to have a picture of YOU. hello?!

i DONT CARE what picture you want to put on friendster. and i DONT WANT to give you my opinion on which one is NICER. i dont think ANY is nice. why cant u jus get the MESSAGE. stop saying " PLS LA PLS". you are being FRIGGING IRRITATING!

seriously, im not telling this to ur face cos im trying to be NICE. but can you jus *** OFF. i rely hope YOU SEE THIS. ugh! BACK OFF!

joy's coming later to study with me. ((:

always about you. Dont write me off just yet,12:05 PM