ugh..
wad is ur PROBLEM?
i hate to be told wad to do
gah!

life is SUCH a bitch.

imissyouimissyouimissyou Dont write me off just yet,6:22 PM hehs
jus had a loooooong day today
yup
woke up at 8?
den went back to sleep.
lols.
kept waking up n going back to sleep
until about 12 noon
hehe

yupps
packed my bed
packed my books
ate lunch
studied abit
but not alot la
cos i was uber distracted
and cldnt concentrate
so yeahh
sms-ed alot while i studied
hehs..
my fone bill is dying
:p

mmm..
den went to suntec
had facial
hahas..
was FUN MAN
but i still think that my skin feels e same
lols

yup
den went to east coast
ate dinner there
duno wads wrong wif my family
they've all been CRAVING for seafood for e past few weeks
lyk HELLO
we've been eating CRAB for e past 3 wks!
on e saturdays/sundays i mean
lyk eeyeeerr..
i dun even lyk crab lo
lols

yupps
after i ate
went to sit at e rocks there
near e sea
was so pretty
at night
can see e lights of e ships faraway
and hear e sounds of the sea
nice.. ((:

yeahh..
so
im bored now
stoning my time away
((:

i miss you so much man. Dont write me off just yet,10:20 PM eng exam was ok i guess
but dun think that i did that well
went WAY past e word limit
ohh well..

im jus tired.
din sleep very well last night
cos jiahui sms-ed me
and i cldnt go bck to slp after i read e msg
lols

yupps
she n stacy came today
wen to serene wif them n amanda n another girl
ya
walked arnd
went hme
:p

mmm..
so basically i din study much today
onli lyk 1 chap of IH
yeahh

e more i tink abt it, e more confused i get. UGH!

tata! Dont write me off just yet,4:51 PM OMG! my throat hurts lyk hell. and it feels funny too! gah! i dun wan my voice to go! hehs.. but i can still sing. ;) Dont write me off just yet,8:23 PM my arms are ACHING cos we had to bring back all our books today
)):

i love simin jie!
yeahh
had remedial again today
stoned thru it as usual
:p
sat wif kat n jie
yupps

mmm..
talked to jie alot today.

hahas..
and mingyu is such a dear
i love her!
thanks loads MY! ((:

many things that jie said made me feel insecure
did i really made the right choice? what if it was wrong? im really scared. i feel really really really insecure. i dont know what to do.
Dont write me off just yet,4:49 PM OMG!
I PASSED !!!
wahahhas
re ran 2.4 today
jockay paced me all e way
my goshh!
im lyk so happie!
this is lyk e first time i actually made an effort
i din stop at all!
whee!
hahas.. even thou my timing is lyk not A or something
i passed!
wahahas!
15.54
((:
I LOVE JOCKAY!
THANKS JOCKAY!!!
((((:

oh yeahh
and i think i jus failed e boi test Dont write me off just yet,3:48 PM hahas
long long day today
studied wid freya n leanne
got so many things to say
but i cant be bothered
im tired
and omg
so many pple are becoming LIAN
ewww..
so innocent
become liddat
MY GOSH
pls la..
its not that cool

yeahh
n i cant stand SOME PPLE
feel lyk punching them in e stomach
go n die la
wan to shoot at me jus shoot la
still mus hint here hint there
GAH
go die la Dont write me off just yet,6:35 PM hahas
im dead dead dead dead DEAD tired
lols
din study THAT much today
even thou i was suppose to
too many things hijacked my plan to be a GOOD GOOD GIRL
lols

yeahh
dad fetched me to sch today
no idea why
maybe he was in a good mood
((:
hahas
ya
reached sch at lyk 6a.m?
lols
sat in e canteen n talked to tanya n jiaxin
yup
den went up to class

yeahh
lazed about
den SCH STARTED
blahhh
boring day basically
e usual
but miss huang din come today
so we had lyk 3 free periods
even so thou
our class was so dead
not fun
:p

after sch
actually planned to go study wif jockay
but in e end she had storytelling comp
arghh
so we were going to PON that
but in e end..
she had chi oral
joy had to do e storytelling thingy too
but she din wan to do it EITHER
lols
so e two of them decided to pon together
so yeahh
joy n i went to macs first
sat wif chloe n diyana
laughed lyk crazy
had fun

den got an sms frm jockay
omg
shumby actually sent out a search party for her n joy!
lols
freaked out
joy went hme
cos she was sick
((:

yeahh
ran all e way back to sch
to tell shumby that joy had to go hme
but they fin alr
-.-''
so waited for jockay to fin her oral
then we WALKED BACK TO MACS
my goshh
make me pao lai pao qu
lols

yeahhs
sat wif wan sing n belle there
hahas
had fun
laughed loads
took lots of funny pics wif belle's hp
yeahhs
den we went to play wif e little children HORSE RIDE
lols
it was FUN man
;)

ya
den later i went to meet mummy at plaza
had dinner
den came hme
which is why im very very tired
end of story
((: Dont write me off just yet,7:57 PM damn you.
the whole world does NOT revolve around you, despite wad u think!
not everybody is out to get u!
grow up!
ughh

and YOU
im SORRY
i cant be perfect ok
if u cant trust me
den i cant prove to u
we BOTH lose out
and im not happy either.

GAH! Dont write me off just yet,3:33 PM tiring sch day
im simply too tired to say wad ive done
my fingers are tired
jus had piano lesson
all i can say is
my piano teacher rocks
i love her!
((: Dont write me off just yet,8:28 PM hah!
i am happy today
which is totally weird
cos im lyk totally bushed!
lols
tired la
been soooooo busy
((:

lols
my post today is going to be uber uber long
so bear wif me till e end of e post
lols
got too many things to say
too many pple to thank
cos im very HAPPY TODAY!
((:
[hahas.. continue reading to see whether ur one of e pple i talk abt at e bottom ((:]

today had eng remedial
man
jockay, kat n i were going to PON
but arghh!
plan was hijacked my two very LOVELY(so not!) prefects
SIMIN n NIC
lols
we were going to say that kat was sick
so that we cld accompany her
[ok.. i hope no teachers are reading this(:]
ya
but afterwards,
sumbody said that we wun haf remedial anymore
cos all e classrooms were taken up my chi orals
so we were lyk HAPPIE
trotted off to e library
slacked
UNTIL
when i was reading happily
my book was suddenly SHUT, yanked out of my hand, and something..
or rather someone grabbed me by my uniform
shouting
"COME ON! OFF TO REMEDIAL CLASS ALYSSA!"
..
NIC.
no surprises there
ohh yay
turned out mr lim STILL managed to find a classroom to use
ughh..
but hahas..
it wasnt too bad
we had FULL ATTENDANCE this time
cos cca has alr suspended
so yeahh
it was kidna fun
sat in between kat n germaine
wanda, simin,jockay,kim and someone else sat in front of us
and tricia, freya,leanne n nic sat at e other corner
mmm..
wad did we do?
mostly..
sucked sweets..
n stoned
((:

hehe..
napfa today
e five items
and running yesterday
lols
even thou yesterday was a TOTAL TORTURE
it was kinda fun
((:

ran wif celina
or sld i say half run half walk
lols
we ran for e whole of e first round
den run walk run walk run walk
which made most of it walk walk walk..
lols
yeahh
but ive alr said that on e last post so yah
hahas..
ohh wells..
run again lo
i dun rely mind anymore
:p

hahas..
some pple are jus SO UNREAL
take nic for instance
its so scary
that day when we were running 2.4
she finished as one of e first
den went to pace shalini!
right after she finish running!
my goshh..
that means she ran lyk twice!
*faints*
after thatshe still can hop and skip arnd
seriously!
that women is lyk a robot!
cannot tahan!
lols.
:p

yupps
so anyway
e FIVE ITEMS TODAY
my goshh
ohh pls..
i am RELY not made for sports
and i am rely NOT FIT MAN
lols
but was happy la
i managed to pass everthing by e end of today!
lols

hahas..
first was shuttle run
i failed e first time
was so jittery
lols
i think onli lyk..
4 of us failed on e first attempt
but hahas..
its ME we're talking about
hello!
lols..
yeahhs
but i managed to pass e second time!
((:

hahas..
yeahhs
next was sit ups
hehe
thats lyk my fav part la
lols
its lyk e easiest!
lols!
got a A! in that area.
:D

my goshh..
next was STANDING BROAD JUMP
i was lyk super SUPER nervous man
i mean..
COME ON!
ive been failing that since pri sch!!
i tell u
i was damn freaked
lols
germained showed me how to jump
she's so nice ((:
lols
ya
but i fouled SO MANY TIMES
cos my stupid right foot kept moving
yeahh
so kuku malua-ting!
in front of e whole class la!
my goshh
foul foul foul
hahas..
i almost wanted to cry la pls
can u believe it?
cry over STANDING BROAD JUMP??
that is so not me
hahas..
im surprised too
but i din cry.
so yeah
;)
but anyway
at e end of e WHOLE NAPFA
i went to try again
tried about..
4 times?
hehe..
den i FINALLY PASSED!
WHEE!
this is lyk e FIRST TIME ive EVER passed standing broad jump!!
over e moon la pls!!
(((((((:

lols
yupps
next was sit and reach
which i wasnt too scared for
hahas..
it was actually quite fun
even thou my legs felt lyk they were going to snap..
i still got A!
whee!
even thou i onli got 2 As
who CARES MAN?
i am NOT nic
or germaine
or beatrice
or ramya
or leanne
or WHOEVER LA PLS
lols
this is e first time ive actually TRIED in napfa
hehe!
:D

mmm...
ya
i m telling u man
e LAST ONE
was a TORTURE!
INCLINE PULL UPS!
i hate i hate i HATE!!
ahh!
lols
but i managed to perservere until..
3?
LOLS
its STILL a pass
hehe
yupps.
hahas..
CONCLUSION?
I PASSED!
lols

yeahhs
i duno why
i jus feel so happy today
hahas
im jus so glad that i have frens
they rely LIGHT UP MY LIFE
lols
i love them so much!
i wana talk to much abt them now!
bear wif me!
((:

JANE CHAI CHAI!
hahas.. thankiew to my darling jie who's always so patient and understanding ESP when teaching me sci n maths! i love her!

JOCKAY!
hehe.. this bubbly girl! one of my many adopted mummies! thanks for always making me laugh when im down and for being such a fun n interesting fren! even thou we failed to pon remedial today! :p

ANGELINE!
another one of my adopted mummies! thank you for being such a lovely fren! and for inspiring me to do well in napfa! hahas.. i admire e way u perservered thru e whole run! i love u babe!

WANDA!
hahas.. even thou u always talk abt chim chim things and listen to music that most of us have nv heard off.. ur totally funny and adorable at time.. even thou u are such an anti camera freak! hehe.. ((:

BELINDA!
hahas.. she's so totally adorable with her new haircut! and pls STOP acting lyk a bi pls! lols.. makes me laugh till i cry. dean rocks yeahh?! ;)

GERMAINE!

hahas.. this girl! thanks for encouraing me today and telling me about e standing broad jump! even though we always hit each other and ur hit SO HARD! hahas.. i love ya! ((:

BEATRICE!

my little mushroom! ur always so fun to be with and i love to hear u sing! hahas.. and u run lyk a wind la pls. im lyk so jealous of pple lyk u n germaine nic, etc. lols.. we still gotta go take neoprint! ((:

LEANNE!

hahas.. my "long" fren of 1 nad ALMOST a half year! lols. thanks for always encouraging me in all i do and urging me to do well in my studies when u compete wif me! lols.. and thanks for being my inspiration to stay closer to God and to remind to NOT stray away! ur an angel! ((:

TRICIA!

little bunnie rabbit! ur always so XIAO JIE and squeal-ly but i still love u anyway! thanks for being so sweet and understanding. ur silent support is MUCH APPRECIATED! and i love u for being my music partner! ((:

FREYA!

you funny women! need i say more?? lols.. we both LOVE napfa so much dun we? ;) I LOVE YOU! ((:

CELINA!

even thou u werent my partner for so long, i rely enjoyed being wif u! such a sweetie pie! u brighten up my days. love crapping wif u and stoning together in class! muahh! im going to miss u!((:

SIMIN!

my darling jie! hahas.. ur such a dear! even thou u always go arnd KOPE-ING our drinks and food! hahas.. i love u so so so so SO much! so glad that i haf u! ((:

SASHA!

ur totally sick and perverted! but lols.. i haf so much fun wif u! how many times haf we said at e same time " OMG! THAT SOUNDS SO WRONG!! " lols.. RING RING! VIBRATION MODE! lols.. *inside joke* ((:

JAYA!

hahas.. ur notes jus make me happie! ((:

NIC!

i dont even know u that well! lols.. but haf loads of fun wif u! even thou it HURTS when u hit pple!lols.. n i STILL dont lyk prefects. ((:

YIYI!

its soDAMN PAINFUL WHEN YOU SMACK ME! but i love sitting beside u in chi class! ur so fun to be with! hahas.. love crapping wif u! ((:

hahas.. and there's still millions n willions of pple i wana talk abt.. but i havel stop here! lols. BUT i shall not forget to credit certain groups of pple:

YE n peeps of POG- of standing by me n listening to me and hearing me out when i RELY needed it. i love you guys! ((:

bpps- to my jies, meis, kors, n dis and all my darling frens there. even thou i havent spoken to many of u for a long long time, i still miss u guys loads and i still love you! thanks for being there for me! i treasure our memories loads!

CHERRY DARLING N LIZ- thanks for making me laugh till my pants want to drop and for cheering me up when i was totally down. U WERE THERE FOR ME! ((:

ELDDS- babes. u are my fellow drama enthus, how can i NOT love you? seniors, sec2s n juniors! muahh!

graduated seniors- thanks for making my first year at smss such a nice one! u guys made me feel so welcomed n comfortable! i miss u guys!

arghh! nomore time! FINALLY to all all all ALL of my wonderful wonderful frens who i love very VERY much!! muahh! im so glad i haf u! ((((((((:

Dont write me off just yet,7:59 PM hahas..
was jus talking to JOCKAY
lols
i love her to bits
hehe
YAHH
she jus reminded me abt sumthing!

lols
today at eng class
3 whole darn periods
possibly lyk reserved for stoning la pls
but we kept pestering mr lim
so at e last 20 mins he let us go library
hehe
yeahh
but e silly thing was
jockay n i was on e upstairs level
and we totally forgot to go back to class!
suddenly she was lyk
" omg.. where are e others?!"
hahas..
realised that everybody was gone alr
ran back
i fell down
)):
lols
yeahhs
but luck ySHUM BAE BEH wasnt there yet when we reached class
:P

hehe
yeahh
i've officially changed seats wif ramya!
so now im sitting wif darling jane chaichai!
hahas..
and jockay sitting beside me wif kiru
and siminJIE n alysia behind them
lols
AND last row is angeline n wanda!
lols
yay!

i love chaichai so much!
she's lyk my all round tutor!
whee!

hehe
i love them all!
hehe!
muahh muahh!
((: Dont write me off just yet,10:07 PM arghhh
tired tired tired
not surprising
ended sch early
but stayed back to study
onli GOODISH thing about today is
no piano
((:

mmm..
walked e almost e whole way for napfa with celina
so i wasnt rely surprised when my time wasnt a pass
lols
we haf to run again next week
wad a drag man..
lols

nothing much to write
tata
((: Dont write me off just yet,4:29 PM I AM SO TIRED
I DONT FEEL LYK STUDYING ANYMORE
I HAF BEEN FOR E LAST FEW HOURS
I AM GOING TO REST NOW
IH REFLECTIONS CAN WAIT
((: Dont write me off just yet,8:22 PM jus got hme
tired
got loads to do
tata Dont write me off just yet,4:36 PM my comp spoilt
had a busy day today
havent finish my essay
tml i start my study marathon
wish me luck
((: Dont write me off just yet,9:54 PM AHHH!
EXAM REVISION IS KILLING ME!!!
*sobx*
im lyk so going to die la pls
been studying since morning
no lunch la pls
onli had late brekie
my brain is going tot BAO ZHA
and i seriously CANNOT sit dodwn and study anymore
for e REST OF TODAY
im going to slack
((:
ya
feel so bored
n hungry
watched tv for a while
den chatted wif yiyi
yup
den now on comp
blahh..
i hate exams!
BOO! Dont write me off just yet,2:42 PM BOO!
at ah yi's hse now
had fun today
went out wif wanda n angeline
((:

yupps
i was late as usual
hehe
mus be FASIONABLY LATE MA
lols
we shopped around
looked at topshop , zara etc
hahas
saw a nice top at one of e shops
cant rmb which one
but e price tag can make me faint
lols

yeahhs
cldnt decide wad to wear at first
man
i lyk haf no clothes la pls
in e end decided to wear jeans n my black+white top
hehe
wanda wore this long sleeve thingy wif a spagetti inside wif jeans
angeline wore a top wif shorts
hehe
but no fotograph to see

hahas
i hereby declare that e both of them haf a serious CAMERA PROBLEM
WANDA IS SO CAMERA SHY!
arghh!
irritating!
wan her to take foto she jus REFUSE
hahas
and ANGELINE
she thinks that every foto is ugly!
*SCREAMS*
lols
but i still took wif angeline
hahas
kept trying to snap shots of wanda
din rely get alot
hahas
but one or two were very nice
stupid girl la
she's quite fotogenic la
but dun lyk to take
STUPID GIRL

hahas
yahh
it was raining lyk crazy lo
my jeans got abit wet
was going to go to heeren
but we ended up at starbucks cos e rain was too heavy alr
hahas
yahh
ate ham n cheese crossiont there
angeline bought cake
wanda bought e same thing as me
YUMMY!

hehe
i saw merci at starbucks!
hahas
she was talking to sum ang mo guy
yupps
caught up wif her for a while
she's such a darling!
love her!
((:

yupps
den later angeline's bro came to fetch us to her hse
her bro is lyk so nice to her la pls
lols
go buy food for us summore
when he was buying
wanda was lyk..
" omg.. ur bro is lyk so nice to u? can i marry him? i wan to marry him!"
lols
silly girl
we were lyk "HELLO U ARE 14"
hahas
den she started saying how NVM WAD can get engaged first
lols
den she changed her mind
say dun wan alr
LOLS
FICKLE MAN that girl
keep changing her mind
example no. 1 :
"lets go delifrance"
we stand outside of delifrance
"umm.. second thoughts.. lets not"
bleahh..
so fickle
lols.

yupps
so anyway
went to angeline's hse
pigged out
e room where her comp is is lyk a provision shop
i swear!!
so mayn things to eat!
and choco milk!
my goshh
lols
yeahhs
so lazed arnd
took foto
played comp
listened to music
ATE
hahas
we ate alot today
((:

hahas
yeahhs
den was lyk so sadd la pls
we LEFT
den rushed to ah yi's hse
here lo
where im lazing abt
hahas
im lyk so bored pls
lalalas
i wish i had e fotos now
post them another day when angeline send them to me!
((:

I MISS THEM!
))': Dont write me off just yet,8:18 PM HAH!
had international friendship day celebration today
stayed back at sch until so late to practice last night
goshh
we onli got out of sch at lyk 8 something issit?
yeahh
but i enjoyed it la
lols
even thou we din rely do much
i had fun
i love being wif cherry!
lols
n wanda
n gen!
hehe
sonia was so funny
i think she acts well
ONE MAN SKIT
aiya
she sld be in eldds la
lols
yeah

anyway
e thingy was today
so yeahh
it was ok la
it wasnt that big of a mess i guess
seeing how last min it was
i think i'd gif it 6n a half out of 10
lols
yeahhs

got test paper back
phyics yesterday
maths today
failed both
..
yeahh
im so "* up
failing subs left n right
i mus buck up!!
study study!!
((:

yeahh
omgoshh!
u know wad happened?
so shite la
yesterday
was at e canteen waiting for practice to start
was lyk quite late
5 plus?
talking to yiyi
den i hug her ma
later i went to toilet
this sec 1 girl came to talk to me
SUPER WEIRD
she keep repeating her words
lyk this:

girl: umm.. can can.. i ask u a question?
me:yes?
girl: is is that girl, lyk lyk a bunk?
me: no... she's STRAIGHT
girl: ohh.. are are are.. are u lyk lyk lesbian?
me:!!! HUH?!!!
girl: umm.. u u know..? lyk lyk bi?
me: NO! IM NOT!
girl: ohh. are are.. are you two lyk lyk together?
me: !!! of course not! she's my fren!
girl: oh ohh.. but but but.. she lyk look lyk bunk liddat lehh..
me: she's not
girl: ohh.. u dun look lyk bi lehh..
me: tat's cos im not! we;re STRAIGHT, she's my GOOD FREN
girl: ohh. ohh. ermm.. okayy..sorry!

girl runs away

[i stand down there staring. struck dumb lar]

i mean seriously!
how ridiculous can u get!
me n yiyi??
BI??
BUNK??
my goshh!
overactive imagination man those sec1s
and ANYWAY
where got pple ask until so direct one?
lols
retarded

hahas
told yiyi
charitie say maybe cos e girl lyk her!
lols!
laugh lyk crazy
yiyi was lyk
"SO CREEPY!"
lols
funny la sum pple

hahas
yahh
later goin for bbq at biao yi's hse
i dun rely feel lyk going
me goin to rest now
tata

i LOVE yiyi

lols.. bu yao xiang wai! :p Dont write me off just yet,4:22 PM mummie angeline gave me a BIG pretty pink heartshape lollipop!

LOVE HER TO DEATH

((:

HAPPY

hehe..

YIYI is so FUNNY

JANEY is so SWEET

WANDA is so CUTE

JOCKAY is so LOVABLE

BELINDA IS SO SO SO SO SO ADORABLE!!!

((: Dont write me off just yet,4:31 PM
OHMYGOSHH
we lyk had SO MUCH FUN YESTERDAY!
lols
loads n loads n loadssssss

hahas
reached e cine
there were SO MANY PPLE alr
lols
i got there first
den liz arrived wif shirleen, her mummy n daddy n dickson.
lols
wait n wait
den pei ling arrived
den aunty cindy n uncle jimmy..
den everyone else la
sabrina, geraldine, blahh blahh..
hahas
e stupid thing was
we waited for SO LONG
but in e end e sercurity said that WE COULD NOT GO IN
becos there were too many pple
SUPER PISSED PLS
hahas
in e end we said
FORGET IT
lets go EAT

lols
yahh
so went to cine foodcourt
aunty diana qing us chi fan
((:
yupps
shared carrot cake wif sandra n liz
hahas
talk alot
den take alot of foto wif sab n geraldine
show u guys ((:

starring...
me! and my new sab mummie! <33>

lols

yahh

took wif my darling geraldine too! ((:

hahas.. darling n mee!

hahas.. she's MINE ((:

yupps

den renfred finally came out

ate wif us

lols

irritating thing was

HIS FEN SI KEEP COMING TO EXTRA

lols

some were ok

but there was this particular batch

keep chan zhe renfred

den they super rude la pls

self invite,

summore SIT ON OUR TABLE

bah!

so rude!

and irritating

and they very "cu"

talk very rough

we were lyk SO IRRITATED

den dey si chan lan da

onli wen we get up n go then they left

irritating pls!

lols

was lyk so glad to get rid of them

lols

den took pic wif renfred outside cine!

hehe

;)

lols..

renfred e fen si: dun jealous ah! :p

lols

yahh

den we walked over to phoniex hotel

ate dinner at garden cafe

hahas

e food super nice

but we were so full!

lols

keep asking us to eat

hehe

e thing i lyk e best was e CHOCO FOUNTAIN

hahas

dip strawberries in it

SUPER NICE!

hahas.. pretty choco fountain!

YUM!

lols

yeahhs

but throughout e dinner

i felt veri awkward

lols

cos was sitting beside renfred

my goshh

FUNNY PLS

hahas

but sat opp DARLING n sab mummie

lols

yeahhs

we had so much fun la pls

keep taking foto

laughing

eating

lols!

show ya some((:

girl n mee! <33

sab mummie;me;darling!

hahas.. taken outside toilet! :P

mummaye n mee!

hahas

yeahhs

dun wana put all

no space!

lols

and GUES WHO WE SAW?

SHUMBY!

took a foto of her w/o her knowin!

SHUM-BAE-BEH!

hahas

yahh

was super funny

hee..

den later alcinda came to join us

she's such a sweety! ((:

hahas.. her n mee! <33

yupps

den later renfred go alr

we still talk talk talk

laugh laugh laugh

until very long

lols

den finally left

went back to cine

took neoprint!

lols

nicee?

we din get to take all cos so many pple

but hahas..

still very nice

even thou very small

((:

hahas..

still got summore la

but mummie scolding now

next time den upload

byee!

arghh

im lyk SO IRRITATED by pple who keep SI CHAM LAN DA!

STOP STALKINGME!

GAH!

Dont write me off just yet,11:03 AM havent been blogging
so many things happen la
:p
im simply too tired to blog abt them
cant be bothered either.






i smile and laugh
but inside..

i know i havent let go.

disappointment

Dont write me off just yet,8:50 PM jus finish my piano hw
cant believe it
ive never been hme so early before
((:

yah
so busy
thats why din haf time to blog
went to find eden at ccks yesterday
cos i needed to go top up my consession
so find her pei me
lols
was so damn pissed
she took so long to come out
and it was raining lyk siao
her sch also dun allow strangers in
dammit
i stood in e rain waiting for her
she come out
den say she wan to go library
ask me to WEAR HER UNI
crazy girl
i refuse
she run back into e sch
pissed man
call her
lols
scold her
make me stand in e rain
crazy loh
hahas
rain until so heavy
so i jus stepped into her sch
irritating
wait until she finish
den come out
stupid girl la she
:p

yahh
sch today
normal loh
mr lim din come
so we had lyk 3 free periods
lols
sat wif jane
and jockay
and jaya
lols
talk n talk n talk
hehs

gen low came to find me today
we gotta act for e coming international friendship day
for tolley!
lols
i think its um..
gen, me, wanda, cherry and other pple
lols
actually sounds lyk fun!
((:

yyeahhs
so tired la now
slacking
den later go piano lesson
*yawns* Dont write me off just yet,3:09 PM jus got hme
yesterday was good
but din take foto
so sad
ren n dean din get in
ohh well..
at least teresa din win
mm..
zhiyang not bad la (:
lols
yiyuan is so adorable((:

had a bad day
. Dont write me off just yet,4:49 PM had a HECTIC morning
my goshh
e FIRST thing i heard in e morning
was e BEAUTIFUL sound of my mother's voice

screaming.

at my sister of course.

yupps
next thing i knew was
she barged into e room
and screamed at me to wake up
and ranted about how useless we are
and blah blah
onli thing i caught was that
she wrote a whole list of things for me to do
and i had to refer to them

got up
saw two lists
one for me
one for sis
i nearly fainted
our lists were lyk SO DIFFERENT
ok
my list had stuff lyk
" mop the whole house"
and HER?
she had stuff lyk
" tidy ur BED"
WHAT IS THAT MAN?
i get to mop e WHOLE HOUSE.
and she gets to TIDY HER BED..
ohh geez..

yahh..\among that
had to do another million n one things
wen i finally got down to mopping e floor
SHE screamed at me
for not being "dong shi"
cos i din practice piano
i mean..
HELLO?!
e first thing u asked me to do when i woke up was to do HOUSEWORK
i havent even stopped since i brushed my teeth!
where got time to go play piano?
FEATHERTAIL as cherry wld say
there is NO JUSTICE in this world
bleahh

yeahh
den went to meet ah yi for "brunch"
yeahh
i love ah yi!
she's so adorable!
((:

sent ah yi hme
mum started ranting abt sumting or other
called me
"si lang lysa"
meaning
" stupid/idoit lysa"
or direct translation;
dead lyssa?
sumthing liddat
arghh
was pissed la
told her that
i am NOT dead
so pls dun call me that
she said i was AS GOOD as dead
ughh
i was so pissed
i asked her then why not she jus KILL ME
since i was AS GOOD AS DEAD anyway
yeahh
parents nv think before they speak
instead she jus turned arnd and reprimanded me for being a rude insolent little brat who doesnt know her bounderies.
and of course
she didnt say insolent
she doesnt know how to pronounce it
!

bleahh
YAH
den went to gm hse to fetch her
visited ah ma wif dad
den went hme
had piano lesson
jus added about half an hr ago
yeahhs
now slacking lorh
im lyk so bored pls
byee Dont write me off just yet,4:18 PM