CNY NEW YEAR umm.. ok.. had totally no anticipation this year ohh well havent been blogging for cny obviously not planning to too many stuff to write hmmz.. yeahh went to visit uncle alan to bai nian yest waited for desiree to come hme hahas was glad to see her been a long time since i did(before last nite i mean) she grew taller hahas almost dun dare to stand up beside her feel so short! hahas yeahhs she's prettier le =) she's got a job now opposite her hse de mall hahas her job not bad lahhs but dun rely haf the time to explain here :p hahas envy her but since she has a job guess she doesnt haf much time to do much things hahas mus tire her out den she'll go hme straight lolx i miss her loads! =D u know how pple say there's a good side and a bad side to all teenagers? well i feel lyk the bad side hiding in the good side's skin jus haf this urge to REBEL im ALR the black sheep of the family why not go on? =.= maybe im jus not cut out for it? ughh.. dun even dare to TALK now seems that im always saying the wrong thing guess i sld jus shut up. REBEL

Dont write me off just yet,5:56 PM

alyssa feels tired she feels out of place she doesnt belong her purpose in life what is it? she thought she found it but she doesnt know what to do abt it what sld she do? she's insolent she's rude she's rebellious she's unobedient she's the black sheep of the family what do you want her to do? does she have a life? yes wad seems to be a meaningless one where did her REAL life go to? she doesnt know it jus disappeared its gone where did alyssa go? dont know she's gone no more spirit onli flesh gone she died can she come back? can you help her?

Dont write me off just yet,7:28 PM

hi! jus got hme half an hr ago! OMG!!! IM NOT STUPID TOO IS SO NICE!!! joshua ang soo shuaii!! tian ahhs! lolx e show super nice cann! hehe when josh ang "chu chang" eleanor and i started screaming :p so many pple stare at us *whoops* hahas but sum parts super sad pls! cry lyk crazy lyk tad lohh not jus teared seriously CRIED hahas we two cry until super shang xin den laugh hahas den cry den laugh den cry! ahh! so nice! hahas JOSHUA ANG!!! SUPER SHUAII! hahas shawn lee.. ok lahhs.. not as shuai as josh!! :p

hahas

kinda embarrasing

when pple stare at us

hehe

ohh well

not shy

josh is so hot!

everyone knows that anyway!

;)

cny eve todayy

gona celebrate

byeee

Dont write me off just yet,3:53 PM

arghhh i feel so damned tired! todayy was a ok good nervous-ie happie day :p hahas got to sch had normal lessons blah blah 9:15 went to find all e EL girrls went ta change make up blah blah got ready for performance ahhh! was so damned nervous! bleah cos there was this huge change in plans the curtains werent going to go down first we started EARLIER etc etc so it was pretty umm.. scary hahas i din look at e audience wen i HAD to, i jus looked lyk at the back of the stage :p hahas thats wad we're suppose to do anyway rite? :D well yeahhs got it done it was fun actually hmmz.. den went to mac wif.. joy alysa durges ethel and chermain yupps for lunch yeahhs den waited for bus to go hme except for joy and me, e rest went to far east yupps waited for the bus for damn long lyk half an hr chatted wif kor for a while hmmz.. we're lyk not very close anymore not lyk last time anyway the bus was SO HOT AND STUFFY half the pple in there were lyk sleeping read for a while got infulence by them hahas so fell aslp yeahh finally walk e longlong way back hme sighh to sum it up its been another tiring day tml gona catch a morning movie wif kenz n eleanor lalalas im going to rest now chao.

=) Dont write me off just yet,4:18 PM

okayy so i'll blog real quick cos im rely tired and dun feel lyk blogging anyway wad can i say? once again a LONG day im super tired i wana relax wana read schnoogle yup tml's e skit liao! CNY performance! we are almost ready i guess drop dead nervous here hope i wun fumble! hahas amen yupps thats all i guess byeee

Dont write me off just yet,6:56 PM

helloooos damn.. im so tired bleah bleah BLEAHH this morn had PE! ahh! i detest pe! hahas so i was kinda naughty i actually sprained my ankle in e morn but not pain le hahas but heck cared i used that as an excuse hehe! so i din need to run! whee! lolx did shot putting bleahh the ball SO HEAVY i mean come on everyone knows im not a sporty kinda person PLEASE i hate pe can! ewww hahas yeahh most of e day was boring DOTS was actually OK music we drove miss pang crazy :p i swear e peeps in our class this year is crazy :p lalalas had a dry run of e CNY skit todayy den went to practice again din go too well cos loads of pple werent there tomorrow LAST DAY TO PRACTICE! tian ahhs! we cld haf cancled but most of us wanted to carry on COME ON ELDDS! lets show them! we can do it! whee! hehe! yeahh so basically a long long LONG tiring day hehe the end =)

Dont write me off just yet,7:32 PM

HELLO YO YO YO I AM BACK hahas after all the calls and sms-es and complaints ive got for not blogging i guess i better blog at least before sum one sends a dead doll to me :p lolx but let me state this again whether i blog or NOT is my problem please do not chase me every single day for not bloggin ok? thank you very much :) well been real busy going out on weekends cca common tests blah blah e usual yupps sat went for e photo thingy bleahh mine came out SO WEIRD sis's one looked so pretty thou! bleahh i jus dun look good in fotos :( yeahh was forced to walk e whole day at marina =.= leg so pain bleahh hehe yeahhs thats basically wad we did on sat sun had renuion lunch wif all of daddy's side ahh all e pple that we hardly talk to so akward which is weird cos we're DIRECT cousins tot we're suppose to be close? but we lyk, onli see each other once a year? ohh well not my fault onli close wif vivian n darling vina! hahas after e lunch went to toh payo wif gugu bleahh SO HOT i declare toh payo OUT for shopping hate it man hahas den went orchard took neoprint wif my darling! hehe sis, me, darling, and vivian! hahas chao nice took lots of foto too! :p hehe nice mahhs? :) yupps den after that went ah yi's hse for dinner end of story :D mon went sch blah blah rely not in e mood to write abt it now stupid sis lahh come and spoil my mood bleahh as for todayy tiring tiring maths test was so damn bloody tensed up but it turned out not as hard as i expected pheww yeahhs PRODOTS was fun im leader hehe my group consists of: aditi me jane c and pheobe! hahas we totally rock lalalas after that went to e CNY skit practice now im totally dead tired still gotta type out e bloody IH thingy tired byebye

Dont write me off just yet,9:02 PM

ohhmygoshh! i wana cryy! the anne dvd is out! rx-ed it yest jus finished watching it! ohmygoshh! i miss anne soooooo muchh! the part where mr teng sang the words! so touching! nv fails to make me cry everytime! EVERY SINGLE TIME at reharsals the actualy thingy even now!! the words the words the words the words why cant i seem to find them? ive been taught to be still for a boy is taught to hold his tongue but now when im bursting to say sumthing i jus cant find the words.. i cant find the words cant get out the phrases

when she needed love

i cant sing her praises

where do the words go?

when i am before her?

why couldnt i show all the love that my heart..

felt towards her..

i'd implored her..

i adored her..

i'll.. die for her..

but i cant find the words..

hahas..

im too free

ahhs!

but i miss anne!

every single thing!

even all the scoldings!

bleahh!

i want anne!

:'(

*cries*

hahas..

ok

enuf

im still working on e script

gotta send it to tanya tml!

*shrieks*

gona work on it now

chao!

i miss anne!

Dont write me off just yet,7:40 PM Dont write me off just yet,8:18 PM

jus got home bleahh im lyk bloody tired yeahh long day at sch had PRODOTS after that duno who our group members are gona be yet guess we gotta wait and see yupp e icebreaker was so damn embarrasing bleahh after that went to comp lab read fic hahas aditi freya n i are working on one planning to post on schnoogle so far still not bad but duno how its gona go ;) h ahas yeahh hopefully it'll be sucessful and viewers will enjoy =) yupps left sch at about 4 din walk to coro to take bus cos heavy rain instead took 174 there waited for ages for e damn 171 bus finally got on chatted wif kor kena bullied bleahh put down e fone started to cont reading romeo n juliet frm lit class kinda lyk e story hahas apart frm the fact that juliet is lyk what? not even fourteen?? and romeo is so fickle! i mean he's lyk mooning over this girl and whinning about his broken heart then e moment he sees a beautiful girl[aka juliet] he goes completely gaga n claims that he has nv been in love until he saw her seriously! ohh.. and even thou i havent finished e full version i think its kinda sad that they both die how can they mix it up lyk tad?? hahas and loads of crude sexual joke frm the maid :X yeah but other than that i rely think its such a nice story so romantic hahas but e old eng speaking thingy is kinda funny hahas yeahh anyway going to read summore fic now gotta read more than can improve our fic till den byeee

Dont write me off just yet,5:06 PM hellooo
at sch now
skipping lunch wif aditi to read fic
haha
she told me abt a nice one
we talked all thru sci
:P
kinda guilty
hehe
ohh well
lolx

lallas
got an eng test later
yup
den a class meeting
den i'll eat lunch
haha
hope i dont faint again
:p

arghh
im like so irritated
bleahh
i SO did not do that
please grow up.

hahas
goign to read now
byeee Dont write me off just yet,2:08 PM

pheww! finally finished the script! nearly had a heart attack finally got divya's part but alysa din send to me e other part! haf to send to mr koh by todayy was freaking out SO badd hahas lucky managed to get everything pheww yay! script's finally done! cny coming gotta perform it! hahas dun think i wana be in it :P hehe yeahhs yesterday went to JB was kinda boring and tiring but bought clothes! hahas not that many thou jus a top pair of jeans and a pair of shoes hahas yeahh walk till leg pain yupps bleahh duno wad to say shall be staying at hme whole day bleahh siann byeee

Dont write me off just yet,2:16 PM

woahh.. im lyk so drained out whole day been so tired woke up early early went to sch last lesson was sci so boring.. followed by chapel hahas there was a skit performed by sum peeps quite funny lol yeahhs after that had cca fair fer e sec1s rushed lyk siao onli had 15 mins to prepare it din start off too good at first so many of them was so shy sum of them we talk to them they run away so rude dun even haf the basic manners to say "no thank you" ill bred lil things hahas but sum were super enthu yeah! the ones we're looking for! we haf i think about 30 over names on our list auditions are on next wed hahas.. join ELDDS!! whee! hahas yeahh reached hme at abt 5:30 plus lyk tad ate dinner took a bath was SOOOOO sleepy nice warm warm water.. make me wana sleep more haiis its been a long dayy.. :'( so tired.. lucky its fri pheww.. took a nap for about half an hr till about 7:30 den wake up to wait for piano teacher sis n mum went out to orchard dad got recalled to work so all alone so sian when having piano lesson i switch my fone to silent looked at it, i had 8 miss calls and two messages and dad was calling me at e same time dad sld rely relax i was having piano lessons of course my fone was on silent lahhs how u expect me to answer? not lyk i got murdered or sumthing dumb.. call me lyk 6 times 1 of the calls was frm sis n e other frm mum they also not worried haiis.. dad sld jus RELAX ok i know he's jus concerned.. but seriously.. he needs to do breathing exercises =p bleahh now jus chattin and watching tv so sian byeee

Dont write me off just yet,8:57 PM

pheww im so tired had a long long day ended sch early but had el meeting at 2:30 went to alysa's hse to do e script untill bout 6 took a taxi to meet mum n sis at kfc for dinner pei mummie buy stuff till 8 so exhuasted had so much hw finally finished alysa sld be sending me e script soon i hope *sigh* im so tired blog tml ba but going to be busy tml too so might be a short post as well yeah tired so sian byee

Dont write me off just yet,9:43 PM

jus got hme an hr ago got dad to fetch me hme actually tot can get hme earlier but arghh.. instead got later cos went to buy sis's sch uniform bleahh sch was so tiring i hate pe! actually mr lim asked us to run two rounds arnd the sch run finish le he ask us to cont running! wad is this man run more about 6 rounds den stop run back to sch stupid lohh i hate running! bleahh stupid teacher. go back sch hall run summore stupid! ee.. todayys lessons were ok lahh jus boring had music thou had to do composing hehe my group had: me leanne tricia freya si min aditi belinda and rachel. hahas we rocked ok hehe first thing leanne freya n me ran for was the guitar wahahas but it was seriously NOT TUNED hahas managed to tuned it half way thou hehe tian ahhs! so shocked! alex de stead got same name as meee! wah lau! cos of alex lahh! she looking for eng name for a work he list all e girl names he know den she chosoe my name! tian ahhs! stupid cousin! my name so unique how can let pple copy? hmph! bleahh.. i so hate him! hahas.. actually i dont bleahh.. but nonono! why me?

Dont write me off just yet,5:17 PM

pheww so tired sia jus got hme went out whole dayy lalas wad did me do? almost got drenched in e rain when walking to bus stop cos eden alight at e wrong one.. so had to walk further bleahh got on e bus reached far east went to borders to do eden's geo thingy but cos it raining so they keep e stuff liao -.- so wet.. we had to cross e road again got drenched again =.= went to shaw center ate kfc there for lunch sit down there n wait fro eden's stead n his fren wait till so long.. was so sian they finally come le we bought tickets for movie hehe.. we watched e new cartoon e gourmit n wallance wif madagascar penguines. super cute lohh! hehe yeahh after e show we walk around then her stead n his fren wan to go heeren to eat so we jus went in wif them that place also got her other fren lalas so jus sit got bored she suggested we go walk walk first so went to walk but was so stupid! we were not allowed to get out! they say the place mus at least spend $10 if nv eat anything then mus pay$10 dumb!! was chao angry lohh cldnt get out in the end when to talk to e manager wahahas he let us out hee! yupps den took bus hme wif eden had to eat dinner out cos my family all at ah yi's hse eden cldnt pei me cos she had to eat dinner at hme wahh.. finding so many pple to pei me all cannot :'( everyone ps me.. *sobx* in e end i eat alone.. sadd hahas.. yahh lohh den ownself come hme. lalalas.. so tired.. bye byeee

Dont write me off just yet,7:41 PM

*yawns* awaken by the ringing of my hp =.= eden's sms asking todayy go out when cos yesterday when i call her she slp le. sms-ed her back waited for her reply none so i called her she say she din rx =.= lucky i called cleared up wad time to meet etc. told her i'll call her back later went back to sleep arghhh cldnt slp liao! aii.. my beauty sleep! becos of her lahh! bleahh no wonder my eye bags arent getting any smaller *sobx* not nice le. hahas.. now jus online chattin wif couz bleahh bored sia everyone at hme still sleeping zzzz

Dont write me off just yet,8:52 AM

lalalas got hme an hr ago sch was ok lahhs but was super tired so nearly fell aslp in sci cos it was so boring. bleahh mr goh is so dead lohh.. :p tml might be going jb if go den i'll pei eden in e morn till lunch cos its her b'day if nv go den i can pei her whole day hahas yeahh kinda sad wanted to pei her for e whole day jus duno can or not bleahh.. got so much hw i jus dont feel lyk doing hehe later den do byeee

Dont write me off just yet,3:51 PM

hello jus got hme half an hr ago went for service den went eat lunch yupps had fun yesterday hehe went out wif hl and ah yi and fmaily of course went to beauty world walk walk sis bought some clothes we jus walked around den ate lunch lalalas went to imm bought clothes! hahas.. there wasa big sales so bought two tops n one pants! =D i so need new clothes man cldnt even decide wad to wear this morn =p later going ah yi hse for dinner lalalas sis n i are acting lyk kids now guess wad we're doing? lol tell u tml byeee!

Dont write me off just yet,3:56 PM

bleahh.. lets jus say that i din haf a good morning woke up first thing mum said to me was: "havent u played ur piano?" hello! i jus woke up! bleahh.. ate brekkie watched pokemon =p i know, its childish lahh den went to do hw doing le mum said: "play ur piano first!" so i played piano.. doing half way she said "why u nv wash ur shoes?!" well duhh.. its raining.. cant she see? well yeahh.. she said she din care i haf to at least polish them so i did polishing half way she said: "dont u haf any hw?" so of course i said yes lahh guess wad she said? "why arent u doing ur hw? always leave it to the last min .. blah blah blah.." well.. HELLO i WAS doing my hw until u interruppted! AND i nv leave my hw to the last min ok i always do it to the best i can. ahhh it feels lyk im trying to please everyone but the onli person who is NOT pleased is my mum and of course me well duhh.. of course the others are happy sec5seniors are divya n i are doing the whole script by ourselves im helping --- do her hw! of course she's happy ughh but mum? there's jus no pleasing sum pple bleahh anyway im so happy! got an sms late last night saw it this morn! omg! thank you god! thank you so so much! u knew how much i still cared for him thank goodness! he sms-ed and said to forget e past and to be frens again! i was so suprised cldnt stop looking at the name but it was him! ohmygoshh! im lyk so happy! i missed him so much! thank you jesus! thank you so much! we're frens again! well eyeahh thats all i guess going out wif family later.. bleahh still got lots of research byee

Dont write me off just yet,12:10 PM

woahh.. im lyk so drained out so stressed both physically n mentally my body almost broke down haf a super bad throat raging cough bad flu and a terrible headach but despite all that im still on e comp =p ohh well i'll get over it think on e bright side it cld haf been bird flu! =p todayy sch was busy busy busy all e hol hw due next week

yupps

started chi, maths n sci todayy

quite ok lahhs

but cca's a headach

this yr sec2 got lots of responsibilities

brainstormed for e cny performance

decided to to a skit

divya n i gotta write it!!!

bleahh..

yay..

us juiors still haf to do..

sec5s nv do much lahhs

jus talk n laugh alot

jus gotta alotte them roles

sighh

wish was in sec1!

=(

totally drained out

and the musical!

so going to die..

dont dare to tell mum about it

i think they affect my studies

hahs..

but the strain causes me to lose weight

;)

hehe

yeahh

mus think of ways to break the news to her.

hahs..

anywae

going to research about e skit liao

blog more tml

byee

Dont write me off just yet,8:02 AM

todayy
finally a day where i reached hme early
hahs..
arrived at about 1plus
sch ends early on thurs now
12:30!
whee!
lol..

but onli for todayy i get to come hme lyk that..
so wasted..
cos thurs haf ELDDS!!
lol..
wad a waste of a free afternoon
bleahh..

new teacher that we met todayy:
IH teacher:
mrs shem
chi teacher:
mr LKK
mrs chem is quite ok
nice
but i reakon she can be real fierce
ohh well
she's ok i guess.

chi!
so sadd!
got demoted in chi!
:'(
frm 2/2 go to 2/3
[2/2's second best class]
[2/3's third best. or if u lyk, 3 worst]
im so not telling mum
still cant get over it
i know that my chi is bad
but cant possibly get THAT much lower den gen?
i worked so much harder than her!
i did all of the hw!
i handed in all the assignments!
she din hand in so many that were counted!
the pineapple definitely helped her

it is so unfair
i KNOW that pineapple doesnt lyk me
but she doesnt haf to switch me to the lower class right!
now gotta leave
gen
bernadine
michelle
natalie
tabbie
etc. etc.
haiss..
at least yiyi n gloria is in my class
im sitting wif yiyi
and gloria in front of us
yupps

hahs..
but mr L,
[aka lao kock kock]
duno wad to call him
onli say lao shi
hahs..
he's very nice
super ke ai
the way he talk
nice teacher
so sld be ok lahhs
but 2/2 also got a nice teacher!
not pineapple liao
so unfair cann!
:'(
bleahh..

now im chi's class assit monitor
eeee..
why chi??
i dont lyk chi!
lol
but at least assit onli
if not mus run here run there looking for all the diff class pple
hehe..
i think i onli need to
collect money and
collect newspaper
hehe..
hopefully can get leadership points
to add to my cca!
hehe!

tml having a cca fair for the sec1s to see
duno wad eldds is doing lehh
miss yeo isnt in singapore at the moment
mr koh[eldds debate's teacher] is helping temporaryly
we're jus suppose to arrive tml to see wad to do

hahas..
hope its sumthing good
we need more peeps in eldds drama
lol
drama rocks!
=D
did i mention that gm's here again?
well yeahh..
she is
havent been sleeping well at night cos of her
she jus KEEPS ON TALKING!
lol
not that ive anything against talking
the thing is
she talks SO LOUD
arghhh
eye bags are getting darker can..
:'(

finding it so irritating how she has to repeat everything

eg1
"lysa close the windows, its raining!"
"ok"
"lysa, close the windows ahh!"
"orh.."
"close the windows lysa!"
"im closing.."
"haf u closed the windows?
its raining!"
=.=

eg2
"help me to get the toothpaste ok?"
"ok"
2 mins later
jus about to leave the room
"remember to help me take the toothpaste!"
"mmm.. yahh.."
"remember to help me take the toothpaste!"
"yahh..!"
"remember.. put it on the ...."
"ok.."
jus about to step out
"remember to take the toothpaste!"
*silence*

everytime i sit down to do work
ive gotta get up again to do stuff for her
this morning she took out some bread
crumbs were scattered all over the kitchen table
i got hme
saw a whole pile of ants on a piece of bread
connected to a long long line of other ants
that leads to goodness know where
i nearly fainted..
*faints*

arghh..
its getting SO IRRITATING
im sorry
i rely am
i sld be more appreciative
but i need a life
i cant go around catering to my SISTERS whims
my MUM'S whims
AND my grandmother's whims..
thank GOD dad doesnt..

so pressurised this year
got lots of talks frm new teachers
the work this year's gona be tough
esp IH
its so sick..
WHY geog n history together??
they're better seperated wad..
sian lahh!
now we dont get to do module by module lyk last yrs sec2
so not fair
i hate our sch management.
bleahh..

im getting a headach
the rain is making so much noise
its so cold
gm keep pushing the chairs around
duno doing wad
the sounds the chair make is so screecthy
ouchh..

suddenly miss my mei's so much! xiao ting xiao shi! pj! hao xiang ni men wor! :'(

haiis.. im tired
later still got piano..
talk later
byeee

sometimes i think
do u ever wonder
why some pple
do stuff
when they alr know
what will happen afteer that?
i mean lyk
a bad result
we often think
"how stupid!
he bi dang chu ne?"
but haf u ever thought?
that they're jus feeling so bad
that even temporary comfort would please them?
maybe their jus looking for love
someone to care for them
they know
tey KNOW that its not gona end [pretty
but they still do it anyway
cos it comfortss them for at least a while
haf u ever thought of that?
i guess i know that feeling now
its helps when u think aloud
think about it.

Dont write me off just yet,3:23 PM

pheww im home legs so tired walk wak walk hmmz.. got aqquainted wif teachers todayy here's who i got form teacher: miss ramla eng teacher: mr lim ch pe teacher: mr lim ha maths teacher: mr tan DOTs teacher: mdm yow music teacher: miss pang hmmz.. let me analyaze miss ramla is quite nice onli sometimes fierce so sld be ok. =) mr lim ch very nice softspoken friendly got strict ideas on rules but is overall ok good mr lim HAHA lol he told us not to call him LIM HA lyk our seniors say that its very rude ohh well we dont call it to his face anyway but guess too bad for him his nick shall always be HAHA lol he's ok lah jus old mr tan the one teacher that i cannot stand so irritating very annoying troublesome likes to talk rubbish but ok lahh at least nv sch pple jus dun find him amusing bleahh.. mdm yow ewww.. have her AGAIN so irritating she criticised my hair AGAIN arghhh WHAT IS WRONG WIF HER?! she criticized my hair last year too im telling u there was absolutely NOTHING WRONG with my hair it was neatly pinned up there were NO STRANDS hanging out bleahh.. she jus doesnt lyk me thank god im not her rep again this year pheww.. miss pang!!! whee! i love miss pang! hahs. she jus totally rocks can! jus glad this year she's teaching us again. =D yupps.. im lit rep this year ok lahh nt too bad was actually nominated for vice monitor but in the end they decided to jus use the votes for monitor yahh] nv vote for vice thats why din even haf chance lol also okayy lahhs this year will be very busy so i guess its good that i wun haf other responsibilities. yupps.. i wanted to type something but i cant rmb liao ohh well :p

kes to talk rubbish

Dont write me off just yet,3:47 PM

todayy
finally a day where i reached hme early
hahs..
arrived at about 1plus
sch ends early on thurs now
12:30!
whee!
lol..

but onli for todayy i get to come hme lyk that..
so wasted..
cos thurs haf ELDDS!!
lol..
wad a waste of a free afternoon
bleahh..

new teacher that we met todayy:
IH teacher:
mrs shem
chi teacher:
mr LKK
mrs chem is quite ok
nice
but i reakon she can be real fierce
ohh well
she's ok i guess.

chi!
so sadd!
got demoted in chi!
:'(
frm 2/2 go to 2/3
[2/2's second best class]
[2/3's third best. or if u lyk, 3 worst]
im so not telling mum
still cant get over it
i know that my chi is bad
but cant possibly get THAT much lower den gen?
i worked so much harder than her!
i did all of the hw!
i handed in all the assignments!
she din hand in so many that were counted!
the pineapple definitely helped her

it is so unfair
i KNOW that pineapple doesnt lyk me
but she doesnt haf to switch me to the lower class right!
now gotta leave
gen
bernadine
michelle
natalie
tabbie
etc. etc.
haiss..
at least yiyi n gloria is in my class
im sitting wif yiyi
and gloria in front of us
yupps

hahs..
but mr L,
[aka lao kock kock]
duno wad to call him
onli say lao shi
hahs..
he's very nice
super ke ai
the way he talk
nice teacher
so sld be ok lahhs
but 2/2 also got a nice teacher!
not pineapple liao
so unfair cann!
:'(
bleahh..

now im chi's class assit monitor
eeee..
why chi??
i dont lyk chi!
lol
but at least assit onli
if not mus run here run there looking for all the diff class pple
hehe..
i think i onli need to
collect money and
collect newspaper
hehe..
hopefully can get leadership points
to add to my cca!
hehe!

tml having a cca fair for the sec1s to see
duno wad eldds is doing lehh
miss yeo isnt in singapore at the moment
mr koh[eldds debate's teacher] is helping temporaryly
we're jus suppose to arrive tml to see wad to do

hahas..
hope its sumthing good
we need more peeps in eldds drama
lol
drama rocks!
=D
did i mention that gm's here again?
well yeahh..
she is
havent been sleeping well at night cos of her
she jus KEEPS ON TALKING!
lol
not that ive anything against talking
the thing is
she talks SO LOUD
arghhh
eye bags are getting darker can..
:'(

finding it so irritating how she has to repeat everything

eg1
"lysa close the windows, its raining!"
"ok"
"lysa, close the windows ahh!"
"orh.."
"close the windows lysa!"
"im closing.."
"haf u closed the windows?
its raining!"
=.=

eg2
"help me to get the toothpaste ok?"
"ok"
2 mins later
jus about to leave the room
"remember to help me take the toothpaste!"
"mmm.. yahh.."
"remember to help me take the toothpaste!"
"yahh..!"
"remember.. put it on the ...."
"ok.."
jus about to step out
"remember to take the toothpaste!"
*silence*

everytime i sit down to do work
ive gotta get up again to do stuff for her
this morning she took out some bread
crumbs were scattered all over the kitchen table
i got hme
saw a whole pile of ants on a piece of bread
connected to a long long line of other ants
that leads to goodness know where
i nearly fainted..
*faints*

arghh..
its getting SO IRRITATING
im sorry
i rely am
i sld be more appreciative
but i need a life
i cant go around catering to my SISTERS whims
my MUM'S whims
AND my grandmother's whims..
thank GOD dad doesnt..

so pressurised this year
got lots of talks frm new teachers
the work this year's gona be tough
esp IH
its so sick..
WHY geog n history together??
they're better seperated wad..
sian lahh!
now we dont get to do module by module lyk last yrs sec2
so not fair
i hate our sch management.
bleahh..

im getting a headach
the rain is making so much noise
its so cold
gm keep pushing the chairs around
duno doing wad
the sounds the chair make is so screecthy
ouchh..

suddenly miss my mei's so much! xiao ting xiao shi! pj! hao xiang ni men wor! :'(

haiis.. im tired
later still got piano..
talk later
byeee

sometimes i think
do u ever wonder
why some pple
do stuff
when they alr know
what will happen afteer that?
i mean lyk
a bad result
we often think
"how stupid!
he bi dang chu ne?"
but haf u ever thought?
that they're jus feeling so bad
that even temporary comfort would please them?
maybe their jus looking for love
someone to care for them
they know
tey KNOW that its not gona end [pretty
but they still do it anyway
cos it comfortss them for at least a while
haf u ever thought of that?
i guess i know that feeling now
its helps when u think aloud
think about it.

Dont write me off just yet,3:23 PM Dont write me off just yet,7:26 PM

pheww okie my first day of sch was so boring.. ewww cldnt sleep last night so was super tired im lyk running on 3 hrs of sleep here! din buy hair band n clips so bought at sch bought 4 hair clips 2 big 2 small and a black hair band! hehe! ive fallen in love wif hairbands! lol even thou i hardly wear them onli wear when tie hair but now sch open le so got tie hair hehe den can use! hehe.. anyway woke up got on e bus tried to stay awake by listening to radio got a seat bt let sum ah gong sit nearly fell aslp standing waited for a while finally got a seat pheww got to sch lazed about assembled had flag raising den went up to hall for devotions had briefing for sec1s we were summore made to listen lyk we dnt alr know abt e disciplinary rules ccas attendances lalalas and all the crap they talked about listen untill recess time den went back out for other briefings sian loh about 12 plus went to classroom most of e pple there i know or at least aqquainted. yeahh 2 o clock went back to hall for breifing AGAIN rely wan to fall aslp le haiis.. then finally got let off ate lunch den went hme yupps im so tired but dun wana sleep cos later cannot sleep den tml tired again lol lalalas.. yahh so this;s my first day of sch was dying to cum hme to play comp hehe yeahh byeee

Dont write me off just yet,4:27 PM

hmmz.. wad can i say? i duno why jus duno wad to write also not rely in the mood to :p lol my new year 6 hrs before the new yr.. was boring 4 hrs before things started getting better lovely plans wif hui li got hijacked by parents hl n i sulked went into a bad mood 2 hrs before new yr things got slightly better 1 sec before new year got screamed by mum im not kidding either jus before e DJ on tv shouted "0! HAPPY NEW YEAR!" my mum screamed at me lovely way to end 2005 isnt it? ohh well after all that happened i guess a scream sums it all up yupps. well despite all that happen i guess i still thank god for it all after all i guess ive matured a lil yeahh at least sumthing good came out of it well happy new year guys lets make 2006 a nice n memorable one a change from ast year events. =) i love u!

Dont write me off just yet,3:29 PM