accidents do happen. i slip-i trip-i stumble-i fall...
and usually i dont care at all.
But now i dun noe wad to do..
coz i slipped n fell in luv wif u.. Dont write me off just yet,11:51 PM ahahas... today had eng remedial again.. was sho boring.. but mi n huzzie sat together n we keep talkin n talkin.. lolx. heard tt kim ish attendin the film workshop in our skool. no ownder saw him e other day, summore bring all his queensway gfs, c alreadi alsho feel disgusted.. ew..

hhahas.. anywaes.. today after remedial went ta ngee ann poly wif huzzie coz she said she wanted ta meet her bro. e place beri da big sia.. almost got lost but lucky we found her bro. lols anywaes.. i juz waited fer her lor.. juz look around everywhere e library n everything lar. quite boring tt after tt went hme le. haix.. wad a borin day... Dont write me off just yet,11:28 PM shp tired.. dun wana get of e com but dad wanna use.. haix.. sian.. tml summore got remedial in skool..



he juz wun get out off my mind... day n nite.. Dont write me off just yet,5:34 AM wah... finished doin most of mi IH project. gona pass it to sarah tml. den mayb she can finish it up.. haix.. now stressed abt sci project.. duno wad ta do.. tryin to take it slowly.. tryin not ta panic..breathing in..breathing out... phew.. will continue doin it tml i guess. hope tt mum n dad actually go to work tml. yest n today dey neber go lor.. i wan e hse to myself manz.. juz go! hahas.. hope tt sis haf skool til l8.. i no im bad lar, but i lyk ta be in da hse alone...

haiisxx.. im kinda tinkin of him now.. hmm..i tink i've fallen fer him... not sure.. but he's alwaes on my mind.. Dont write me off just yet,2:05 AM juz came home frm skoo. had an oral test, tink was quite gd lar,but sum parts sld haf say neber shay.. but neber mind lar.. hmm.. yest vivian n vina came our hse. hahas. dey're sho adorable.. hehe.. sho cute. plae wif dem abit lar. talked on e fone abit alsho.. Dont write me off just yet,7:13 PM evyerthing u do makes mi wanna go..
ooo ooo oooo ooo ooo
everything u say makes mi wanna go..
ooo ooo oooo ooo oo


lalalalallala

ahahaha.. i luv tt song! lols.. sori... in a zany mood.











Dont write me off just yet,3:56 AM weehehehe.. had sum fun yesterday went to YE meeting. was suppose ta b at pastor frankie's shop(maps) but coz he wasnt ready fer us sho we had it at bugis. hahas.. had thiis amazing race thingy sho hot.. was paired up wif peace, david n his fren(note:..........). sho unfair.. wanted ta b wif jolyn n cheryl n desiree.. wah damn unlucky.. all of dem 3 got paried togetehr wif crispin.. sho unfair.. hahas.. anywaes.. still had fun lar..

den after tt i had ta go to e anne renuion sho den i left early to go.. hehe.. shaw every1 there again.. widdy...ben...samuel...kim..stephan.. n all e other pple frm vox.. hahas.. sum alsho duno. aiya.. afterwards it was all dark and everythin den we turn on e music beri loud n started dancing. hahas.. was quite fun.. hahas.. pple lyk mi hu duno how to dance de juz laugh n laugh watch our seniors dance. lolx.. dey dance sho nice, beri cute.. lols..

anywaes.. had fun on tt day. den 2day had church n everything. after church mi mum allowed mi ta join e YEs for lunch. hehe.. but duno y 2day ty lyk beri shad lyk tt, desiree n i ask him y he sho sad he say nothing.. hmm....

anywaes.. pissed off lor.. was talkin on e fone juz now in e room, my mum duno one lor.. den tt stupid sister lar..kaypo.. she run to the living room n say " see mum! she was talking on the fone all tt time!" sho kaypo..


n u no wad?




thiis confirms it




my sister is a BITCH Dont write me off just yet,2:00 AM wah.. duno y sho tired sia.. came hme abt 2 hrs ago.. juz use com lor.. use use use.. duno y feel lyk sleepin.. feel lyk talkin on e fone lehz.. but nobody ta talk to.. Dont write me off just yet,2:49 AM yo.. hme le.. today mum n dad came hme late hehe.. sho took e oppotunity ta talk to e fone.. den tt stupid sis lar.. keep naggin naggin naggin.. "everyday use da fone!not use da fone den its use da net!" blah blah blah.. den she summore tried to snatch the fone away frm mi lor! juz becoz nobody wants to talk to her doesnt mean she has to do tt rite? sho unreasonable! cant stand her! cant even haf my own privacy. i dun interfer wif wad she does, y muz she interfer wif MI? freak tt bloody idoit.. Dont write me off just yet,6:17 AM hehe, mi now in skool. IT lesson, hahas.. can do wadeva we lyk.. tts ok lar.. but wen u tink abt it.. cannot chat..cannot go friendster or hi5..cannot do tis cannot do tt.. can onli blog or surf net.. sianz.. after tt got drama.. die.. i nv memorise e poem.. *BANG* silence.... e scene blacks out..5 mins later... *lights cum on* ........ dead body found on e floor... Dont write me off just yet,8:02 PM yoyo.. wah.. today sho tiring.. no normal lessons but haf was amazing race thingy at shenton way.. run here run there in da stupid skool uniform, lyk siao lyk tt... tired sia.. in the end alsho nv win anything.. sianz..tired tired..wanna slp le.. Dont write me off just yet,2:07 AM juz came back frm plaza.. had dinner dere.. aiya.. 2morow go skool again..sian sia.. Dont write me off just yet,5:09 AM ugh..sho damn bloody pissed off wif my sis. bloody biatch.. Dont write me off just yet,12:37 AM today ish e 5th wk anniversary of anne...

anywaiz.. today, went ta eat dim sum wif mi family n mi aunt's family. hehehe, had sum fun lar wif mi 2 younger couzzies. such sweetie pies sho sweet.. hehehe, dey're still too innocent ta fight n quarrel wif mi! hehehe, dey juz follow wateva i do. hehehehe.

after tt went ta suntec walk walk lor, sho sianz. den went ta rachel quah's hse. hehehe, her family used ta b in mi church. hehehe , rachel's rely growing lyk mad. onli p5 she'll taller den mi le. anywaiz.. she has alwaes been taller en me lar sho.. aiya.. zhen shi shi bai.. lols. anywaiz.. after tt den went dinner wif dem, shaw a huge spider took fotos of it den went hme le..

hehehe, thou sounds lyk nuffin much.. was rely tired n was a rely long dae lar.. juz sho glad ta b hme.. tomorow goin ta mi couz wedding.. cant go church,,:'( cry le.. Dont write me off just yet,6:20 AM hehehe... i new tt i was rite wen i said tt im surrounded by luv. hehehe. yesterday had sho much fun. mi lil group; tabbi, angel,joy,bern,cherry n huzzie planed a lil surprise for mi. hehehe. dey lied to mi n said tt we had eldds yesterday n tt had to stay back, n innocent lil mi of course(winx) believed dem. dey said tt go macs ta eat sho i go lor. hehehe, den dey suddenly poped up a burrfdae cake n sang to mi. hehehe, the darlings. tabbi,bern n angel rushed off ta serene center first to prepare e cake(dey decorated it themselves!), n huzzie, joy n cherry stayed in skool ta make sure tt i got there only AFTER dey were ready.

hehehe. e sweet lil things. sho adorable tabbi esp. hehe, even thou it WAS abit embarrasing wen dey sand at e top of their lungs in macs. hehehe, one of e staff helped us to take pics for free! hehehe, o ya, n dey gave mi a lil "fries" cuhsion thingy, sho cute. lols. it was g8 fun. n did it matter tt i kinda guessed wad was gona happen? did it matter tt we went hme abit l8? no! hehehehe, we all had fun!

oh ya, in class, lizzie darling gave mi thiis braclet thingy, it's sho adorable, beri chic, i luv it. she also got her mum ta buy a top for mi frm paris, preeety nice. hehehe, i alsho got a diary frm joy! hehehe, was a girly kinda diary sho i didnt rely expected it!but its rely preeety. hehehe.. wad else did i get? hm... i alsho got a foto frame frm angel. lols, and she wrapped it up in newspaper THIRTEEN times! lols, THIRTEEN wrappingS! lols. she said coz i was 13 now, hehe, n at each layer there was a post in note. :P

hehe. den after went hme. took a bath and everything, den went ta KFC for dinner. ALSHO, found out tt i won an essay writing competition tt i took part in at the begining of e yr! sho happie!

hehehe. alsho, juz found out tt i got 5 burrfdae testis on friendster. ohhhh! n i was juz shooo touched tt sho many of mi pri skool frens rmbed mi burrfdae! hehe, i no coz dey all sent mi sms burrffdae wishes. hehehe..got sho many sms-es frm frens everywhere, church, pri skool, sec skool, etc.etc. was juz sho happie n i felt sho loved!

hehehe... i feel loved.. i feel good.. n JESUS LOVES mi!!! Dont write me off just yet,2:26 AM hehehe.. u no.. i rely love my life. i juz realised.. tt even thou i broke up wif him, im still beri happie.. u no y? coz im still surrounded by love! i mean, my frens(church) actually went thru e trouble to find sum nice christian bks for mi for mi burrfdae! and a lady in our church alsho bought mi one. not onli tt, but i haf rely g8 frens who alwaes cheer mi up wen im down. hehehe, i juz luv mi frens, n of course mi family who has always been there for mi.

Last but not least, i haf God. i juz cant get more enuf of him. i luv ya jc! jc rox! Dont write me off just yet,6:11 AM hehehe...
today had sum fun.. went ta orchad early, met e young eagles(faith,esther,mi sis,graham,melvin,ty, n mi). walk walk den mi go meet mi frens.. hehehe
talk talk talk wid huzzie, cherry n angel.. had fun lar. laugh n laugh n laugh.. of course..
den after tt go borders den went hme le.. but had fun lar..
2morow muz go skol again.. sinaz leh.. Dont write me off just yet,2:51 AM ahhhhh.. today was sho sad.. stupid sis lar, wake up sho l8, den summore take her time slowly slowly.. sho slow until we missed praise n worship.. haix.. den summore next wk mi second couz is gettin married sho wun b goin church"!!!!!!!!ahhhhhhhh! now i muz wait for 2 more wks den can go church again!

LORD! pls watch over mi! pray tt i can live till tt long! Dont write me off just yet,5:55 AM hehehehehehe... today got church.. after church gona eat wif young eagles.. den going to freya's b'dae party!!!!!! yayayayayay! gonna b a happie dae.. Dont write me off just yet,5:35 PM oh ya.. btw.. today marks e 1st month anniversary of anne.. sho sad.. Dont write me off just yet,6:52 AM lalalalalalalalalalalalalalala lalalalalalalalala lalalalalalalalala lalalalalalalalala lalalalalalalalala
hehe.. sho i broke wif him liaoz, but dun wori, mi ish not sad.. im fine coz he's juz a jerk, heheee

anywaiz.. eunf of tt.. had sho much fun today! heheheheeeeeeeee
went to east coast park wif e young eagles today, had sho much fun singing, praising, fellowhiping and hafin fuun.. played volleyball, frisbee... ect.etc. basically juz goofed around n haf fun.. heheeeeeeeeeeeeei luv GODDDDDDDDDDDDDD

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala lalalalalalalalala lalalalalalalalala lalalalalalalalala lalalalalalalalala Dont write me off just yet,6:08 AM muahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaa

i dun care wad e world says..

coz i got jesus in miiiiiiiiii

coz i lub my godddddddddddddd Dont write me off just yet,8:00 AM juz got my chinese test back today, hear t was beating lyk mad wen i was waitng.. got back, passed was happpie.. but den i wanted to kill myself coz if only, ONLY i got ONE MORE MARK, i wld haf got A2"sigh"... also got mi maths paper one today, A1(38/50), but still want to kill myself coz if i had enough time to check finish e whole paper... I CLD HAF GOT 49/50!!! ugh.. if onli i had more time..

but nvm.. im juz tryin to look on e brite side everyday even if i cant find one.. later today there will be cell group n tomorow e young eagles are goin to east coast! yea!! hehe.. mon goin out wif frenz.. sun ish freya's b'dae.. n e next sat m goin out again! woo hooo hafin fun! juz so i can forget about all e bad tings.. Dont write me off just yet,1:18 AM u no wad? im not goin to care anymore, im juz gona let nature take its course.. im not gona be shad anymore.. anywaiz.. now i no.. i haf such g8 frenz! had so much fun.. anywaiz.. mi burrff dae ish next wk, m goin out on mon wif e anne cows of music, n goin out on next sat wif sum galz.. hehe.. but THIIS sat is freya;s b'dae so goin to her partty! heheeeeeeeeeeee. juz wanna haf fun.. not gona tink of shad stuuff anymore! Dont write me off just yet,3:17 AM haix.. i no tt all those pple out there care for mi.. but haiz.. im juz trusting God to bring mi thru tiis tough time...

he's able..
he's able..
i noe he's able..
i noe my lord is able to carry me thru...

for he heals the broken hearted..
binds up they're wounds..
he makes the lame walk again..
n....

lalalallala..

LEAVIN IT ALL TO GOD.. Dont write me off just yet,2:34 AM u no wad? thiis kinda confirms it.. but im not goin to cry.. im not goin to do anything.. juz wait until next wk.. den i'll tink abt it, oz its tests time not, no time to think abt this.. Dont write me off just yet,3:14 AM im losing hope.. there's juz too many rumors... i dun think tt i can stand it anymore.. dun wanna be a extra.. a third person.. dun want to compete.. its too hard.. im juz giving this one last chance.. Dont write me off just yet,2:45 AM im so confused now.. i dun know y he's doing this to mi.. is he hinting sumting to mi? im rely scared.. i dun want to lose him.. y's he acting lyk tis? Dont write me off just yet,6:09 AM doin a geog revisioin sheet for myself now.. so sianz.. everytime i look at e book i feel lyk fainting.. y muz it all b so complicating??? i hate geog! Dont write me off just yet,9:30 PM im back again...


juz came out frm a bath.. i cldn't stand it anymore, cried in the shower...

hey mum hey dad...
think a little..
haf i ever done anything so wrong?
tt u juz had to continuously condem mi?
haf i ever made such a grave mistake?
tt u had to ground mi?
havent i always been,
tt gd lil' girl?
n now i juz want to have sum fun,
but u wun let mi go,
i didnt do anything wrong,
i only stayed behind,
had a little chat with my friends,
den went hme to dine.
i've nv said any bad words,
nv got into trouble,
but yet in these lil' things,
u both get so ruffled.
y cant u understand mi?
tt i juz wanna let go,
tt even though i've been good,
but i still have a soul.
y cant u let mi live a little,
even on weekdays?
y muz u bind mi up,
like a bird in a cage?
y cant u see frm my point of view,
juz occasionally?
y cant u juz let mi go,
and let mi run free?
i dun even ask for much,
i wun go wild,
juz hang out a bit,
n play for a while.
after tt i'll be ur gd gal again,
i promise i will,
but u've nv trusted mi,
u blame mi wen i fail.
haf u ever thought,
tt i juz wanted to make you proud?
haf u ever thought,
tt i dun like to see u frown?
haf you ever thought,
tt i've rely tried my best?
haf you ever thought,
sumtimes i rely need a rest?
im rely tired of all this,
but i no you luv mi so,
but pls juz smile and once in a while,
juz let mi go... Dont write me off just yet,7:03 AM ugh.. sumtimes i rely cant stand talking to my parents. y cant dey juz trust mi and look frm my point of view sum times? lyk today, my dad came to pick mi up frm skool, he DID NOT TELL MI tt he was cuming, was it MY fault tt i came out l8 and he waited for sumtime? was it MY fault tt my teacher wanted us to say juz a little bit longer? or was it even MY fault tt we're not allowed to turn on our fones at skool, n TTS y i didnt get his message? juz tell mi.

and u no, he thinks tt im lying wen i say tt i haf remedials and stuff! now he says tt he wants a letter frm the teacher if we haf these kinda things! tt is SO unreasonable! wad does he think tis is? primary skool? remedials are optional! i mean, cum on! its a bloody remedial class, so its MY fault tt i want to learn more and understand better?

n, wen i hear dem say sum words, i ask dem y do pple say dem so often, u no wad happens? dey say tt i've been picking up bad things frm skool! n u noe wad? they blame it on anne! dey juz haf ts weird prejudice against it for sum reasons, every thing bad i say or do is frm anne! i pick it up frm anne! tts ALL dey think! haf dey ever taught, sum of the words, i hear it frm THEIR own lips? but of course i cant say tt rite? wen dey confront mi n ask mi where i learnt it frm i cant say, i heard it frm UR own mouth! i cant say tt rite? so wen i dun say anything, dey say, muz be you learn frm ur skoo,l ur wad anne of green gables thing. den the whole lecture will start again! ugh! if dey think tt im learning all these things frm skool den y were dey so set on making mi go here? i sld haf juz stayed in regent!

n u no, coz of my stupid sis. she and her amazingly BIG mouth. sher said tt i say bad words./ den my mum said wad, she said "no comment". ugh! of course my mum suspect sumting lar! coz b4 tt, my mum say tt i was talkin crap n tt she didnt want to talk to mi anymore, so den i juz play wif my hp lorz, i didnt even sms any1 ok! she heard tt n confront mi again, i said i RELY n say any of these words, we argue n argue of course is she lose larz. but she got authority wad, she confiscated my hp!tt is so unreasonable!


i juz dun no Y dey're acting lyk tt to mi! even the little-lest thing i say! to my sis dey nv do ANYTHING, dey juz act lyk she didnt even SAY anything. i cant understand it, dun dey know tt I feel hurt too? dun dey GET IT? juz Y cant dey see frm my point of view sumtimes? im not sayin ALL the time, im juz saying SUMTIMES, coz tt wld be rely nice...




all the hurt in mi... Dont write me off just yet,6:36 AM wah.... stressed lyk hell, now can onli write lyk 1 small paragraph for every blog entry.. tomorow got lit test, den friday got CHINESE!! ugh.. tts juz disgusting.. im half scared to death.. Dont write me off just yet,2:11 AM wah... exams juz round e corner. stressed lyk hellz... ugh... maths n geog summore on e same day! tink im gona DIE b4 my b'day. ugh... pls lord... let mi live until den.. n futher den tt.. Dont write me off just yet,4:11 AM goin mad. cant stop thinking abt anne. ugh Dont write me off just yet,11:41 PM