haiz... today nv go to church coz my ah ma(dad side) got a stroke last nite! abt 1 plus in da morning i think. den my parents had ta go to da hospital, came back beri late in da morning, dats y... so sad, nv go church, now muz wait one more wk den can c my frenz... haiz.... aiya, den mother so tired she keep nagging naggin naggin... so irritating... i've alreadi finish my hw alreadi lorz... she say i muz off da com... i cant take it anymore, sumtimes wen she keeps naggin at mi n scoldin mi for no reason, i juz feel lyk yellin at her, tell u da truth, all da vulgarities are at da tip of my tounge, juz waitin to cum out. but i juz haf to swollow dem down.. or else kana slap,n beating,plus bein grounded, plus no p.c, plus no t.v, plus lotsa punishments will be mented out... no doubt.... Dont write me off just yet,6:40 PM haiz... so bloody dame tired.
juz came frm skool, anne of green gables AGAIN.
today was quite dun thouz, we did da choregraphy, quite fun i luv dancing!;)
thw whole group consists of all galz n two guyz.... den muz do a dance...
swei swei, i got paired up wif a guy coz his original partner was acting as a boi...
anyway, want as bad as i tot, juz abit embarrasing...
anywaiz, 2morow is sports day, actuallly got half day off one, den got ANNE OF GREEN GABLES. so muz stay back, aiya... sumtimes i wish i nv join... Dont write me off just yet,3:43 AM arghhhh so dam bloody tired.... long day at skool, but 2morow will b even longer... un til 6.30 lehz... dey're juz out to kill us! arghhh sumtimes, it juz feels lyk lfy is juz one bloody day after another. i wish da i can go back toda hols, even thou we found it boring, can juz go out wif frenz wen eva i lyk. i feel lyk a hen caught in da rain... n it juz doesnt stop raining... Dont write me off just yet,4:22 AM mi at skool nowz...
haiz.. so sinaz 2day, slackin at skool.
i find dat i've been gettin abit tempremental( as i've said, i think), get irritated rely easily... My frenz still seems to think dat im being patient wif them, but da truth is... im boiling inside, sometimes i feel lyk i cant stand their nonsenses anymore, they juz pile up inside and im fit to explod. but i still hold it in, in fear of being accused of being petty n impatient. Mayb its stressed, mayb im juz too tired, but wat eva it is, i dun quite lyk it. its not nice to get irritated easily. i juz wan to go back to da old mi, da mi dat hardly got angry wif any1 wif da exception of my sis. the old mi, dat nv had troubles copin wif skool work..... Dont write me off just yet,11:25 PM hehex, today woke up early ta use da com.. haiz, but da darn p.c had prob it restarted itself FOUR times b4 it let mi log on properly! arghhh. oh well, going to church later hehex, can c all my darlings again! one wk nv c dem rely miz dem sia. will b a difference frm my crazy skool-mates, *sigh* hehex. actually not my fault lehz... couldent go to cell the other day, coz parents had a dinner. darn... oh well, c-in dem later! cyarz Dont write me off just yet,5:20 PM hmmm....
well, 2day was an 'ok' day... didnt get too pissed off by anybody, juz a bit irritaited here n derez.. went to see a few of muaz distant couzzies n nephew n nieces... SOOOOOOOOOOOOO cute! hehex, too bad not beri close to dem, they were sooooooooo adorable! hehex, my couz sure haf cute kids! :p

well, i fink i'll consider 2day one of my better days.. hehex, sumtimes it feels lyk everyday is juz another oppotunity for sum1 else to piss mi off.... so far, 2day is da onli day dat i didnt get to pissed... hehex, call mi tempremantle(hehex,c? i cant even spell rite!), but i sorta cant help it now-a-days, juz a soooooooooooo fustrated! its juz stress i guess... frm skool... speakin off skool, i still haven done all of my hw... arghhh so irritating...i said it n i'll say it again.... i hate my freakin life at da moment! Dont write me off just yet,5:33 AM haiz...
doin a musical for eldds in skool... anne of green gables... lately, i've been eating, dreaming, LIVING anne of green gables! this whole musical is lyk TAKING OVER MY LIFE! arghhhh so tiring... rehearsals until 6:30 p.m... in march will b even later...arghhh y did i join in da first place???
soooooooo tired, got soooooooo much hw summore... eng ws, math hw(ALOT), Geography,chinese.... arghhh next wk still got sci test! arghhhhhhhhhh. JESUS SAVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Im despairing... i cant go on lyk tis, i cant go on border lining all my subjects! arghhhh i juz realised how freakin my freakin life can becum!!!!!!!! its not ur fault elizabeth, but all i can say is... thanx ALOT, yea for bringing mi to anne of green gables, THANX A WHOLE LOT! Dont write me off just yet,7:34 AM im a weird person.
get mood swings for no reason.... was so happie today wen i saw everyone frm bpps! den was so sad dat i had to leave. i wanna be wif dem foreva! i dun even mind dat! its not fair how life shatters all our dreams! its crazy... some days i feel over the moons, and others i fell lyk im fallin apart.... im a crazy person... yet i luv frenz, cant do w/o them...
Dont write me off just yet,2:50 AM haiz... im soooooooooooooo stressed out frm skool.. so much hw...
Dont write me off just yet,2:28 AM